I seem to be the one who misses good opportunities and opportunities every time. Just because I missed it doesn't mean I don't know when to catch it. It's that my mobility hasn't kept up. After three minutes of heat, everything seems to be indifferent.
I studied software development on 20 14, very early. At that time, I knew that jobs on the Internet would be very popular. At the beginning, I knew I had to study hard. Every day from morning till night, I knocked on the Demo of E disk and bought books developed by Android, so I learned it abruptly. There are many problems in the middle, so solve them slowly.
After studying for four months, I began to test the water to find a job. When I submitted my resume, I got a reply. HR of many big Internet companies called me and asked me to go for an interview. Because of the time, the phone calls on the first day were delayed until three days later, and many companies were rejected.
Once I went to an interview, I was deeply impressed. Somehow, I was interviewed by a backstage person. It turned out that she didn't understand Android development and asked me to develop a project alone. I was scared, and then I got cold feet. I said it might not work, so I refused. I need someone with good skills, because I have a poor foundation. If I accept it now, I will overcome all the difficulties.
Another one, because I am a female programmer, they are surprised, but they still want me to stay in their company. As a result, the HR director came back for an interview, hahaha, asked me where my hometown was, and then it was gone. Is this geographical discrimination?
The last blow was to go to Huawei for an outsourcing interview. In Huawei branch, I had to be picked up by an insider to get in. I stayed there for a long time, and the person who wanted to interview me didn't have time to come from headquarters for an interview because of the busy project. Then I chatted with the person who came out to pick me up. Although he is testing, Android technology is better than me. I don't know many of the knowledge points he asked, so I can't do it this time.
As a result, I was hit hard. When I thought about the interview a few days ago, I was not even a beginner. I'm devastated. I feel that I am about to give up, and I am not very interested. Actually, it was my own retreat. I am afraid of what hasn't happened yet, and I dare not face it.
Even in the heyday of the internet, the salary of the industry has doubled, and my technology is still so poor. This wave hit me hard on the beach.
If I were in my present position, I wouldn't give up even if I failed, even if my skills were poor. I will also look for all kinds of materials from the Internet to learn and strengthen my skills. But it's really too late, and there is no regret medicine. I missed my chance.
Later, I still did software development, but the software development was not so prosperous, the requirements were getting higher and higher, and it was not easy to do it, so I paid a lot during this period and worked several times harder than before to find a job. If I had studied hard, I would be a technology tycoon now, because people will grow fastest only at work.
20 17 I registered, read many articles, and came out with many contracted authors. Later, they became very powerful people. At that time, I wrote a diary article with thousands of readings, and my fans grew rapidly. But later, for various reasons, I didn't insist and my fans ran away.
Until now, when I want to write an article seriously, I think I have passed that strength, because the reading volume of a carefully written article does not exceed 50, and the fans basically do not move. Keep writing every day, but still don't read. I found that the reason why I always miss all the way is actually because of my procrastination and playfulness.
As the saying goes, pigs standing in the tuyere can fly. Peng Xiubing, played by Peng Yuchang, said this sentence to Wei Jinbei, played by Liu Haoran, and heard it again. Wei, Jin and North tried to jump off a building because of repeated failures in starting a business, and was saved by Peng Xiubing's last express delivery.
In the play, three young people saw the prospect of e-commerce. Although there were many detours in the middle, they finally succeeded, because they found that e-commerce went to the countryside in the process of starting a business, not only selling things from the city to the countryside, but also selling things from the countryside to the city. They needed to take out agricultural products.
It is true that pigs can fly when standing in the tuyere, and those who don't want to fly are always in the same place.
Therefore, after several missed opportunities, I now speak with actions, and I hope to seize every opportunity in the future and make full preparations.
Just like yesterday, I can't sit up in pain. When I was lying in bed, I always said I wouldn't write today. I said firmly, "No, I have to write." Then I took a break and started writing, but today the quality is really not so good.
I gave myself a death order, and I will never let go of the opportunity I can seize in the future. This year's goal is to get rid of procrastination, so now I finish my writing class every week on the same day, and then take notes, and I will never put it off until the evening. Because I missed many opportunities, I really don't want to miss them, because time waits for no one, and I am too old to play.
So don't delay, don't be lazy, and you must act immediately. Some opportunities are missed, and the cost will be higher. When you pick them up again, you will pay dozens of times more efforts than before, and there is no original effect.
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