After reading a thick copy of La Traviata, I was deeply relieved.

I felt Margaret's tragedy. I don't know how many times I wanted to cry, but I didn't shed a tear. This may be Margaret's freeze-frame in my heart. After reading Mr Dumas's La Traviata, I can't be calm for a long time. Perhaps it is because I read it in one breath, or perhaps it is because the author had a similar personal experience, and the whole story is extremely true. The beautiful and holy face of La Traviata is clearly presented in my mind-because "she was a sinner all her life and a Christian when she died".

Margaret is an angel. She lives in the dirtiest field, but she keeps the white and fresh temperament like camellia. She is rich and luxurious, but she has nothing. Fate is unfair to her. Who wants to be despised? A weak woman, in such a living environment, how can she fight? It was not until the appearance of armand that the sunshine of La Traviata's life was brought. Great love always seems to have shortcomings, which can be fatal. It's not that armand can't afford the life of La Traviata, but that La Traviata has changed her luxurious living habits in the past and is willing to live a simple and happy life with him. This is what I admire about La Traviata. Armand's sincere love for La Traviata never wavered after being opposed by his father. He stood firm and even turned against his father. La Traviata has always had the same feelings for armand, but she is more selfless. For the sake of armand's happiness and the interests of her family, she decided to leave him. It is conceivable that La Traviata was heartbroken that night when she left the small village! The last thing I can't bear to read is La Traviata's dying diary. In her diary, she explained everything to Armand, and her true love for Armand can be felt everywhere between the lines. Without him, La Traviata feels that life is hopeless and everything can end. As a result, she let herself go and her condition deteriorated day by day. Until death stood in front of her, she was still thinking about Armand and wanted to see him again before she died, but she didn't get it until she died.

Look at Du Shiniang written by Feng Menglong again. Her fate is strikingly similar to that of La Traviata, and there is amazing wealth in the treasure chest. Where did it come from? This is the witness of her blood and tears. She exchanged humiliation for material wealth, but she yearned for a peaceful life of a beautiful and normal person. She is also smart, beautiful and kind. Angel lee's feelings for her were true at first, but since ancient times, the fate of fireworks women has been written in blood and tears, and Du Shiniang is no exception. Li Jia, on the one hand, is afraid of her family, and on the other hand, she regards Du Shiniang as an item to be sold. When Sun Fu wants to buy Du Shiniang at a high price, the ugly face of the Li family will be unobstructed! Angel lee's ugly meaning is to get rid of the burden and make a lot of money. This is our modest gentleman! Du Shiniang finally realized that he had left an ugly little place and finally fled to an evil big place. She jumped into the river with despair, anger and humiliation of her fate. She was helpless until she died. Du Shiniang loves life so much, but what has life given her? Despair!

Du Shiniang is much more unfortunate than La Traviata, because she has never met anything beautiful about human nature in her life, but at least La Traviata has, which makes her life meaningful.

I still remember the classic quotation that frequently appears in Jin Yong's famous works: "Asking what the world is like only makes people commit themselves to life and death." Or the author's sentence: "A heart that can only be opened with the world's most astringent tears, mistress Manon Lester, faced with Margaret Gaudi, finally only ashamed."

2 "Catcher in the Rye" after reading.

Everyone has an unforgettable time. Too much sensitivity, paranoia, absurdity, decadence, sweetness and joy make life lonely and warm. Standing in the endless green wheat field, I remembered a once bad boy-Holden.

There was a time when I was always so upset. I was furious because of my parents' words and my heart was broken because of a friend's action. Later, I gradually realized that that time was called youth. At this time, holden suddenly broke into my world. He had a clean sailor haircut, but his hair was brown and messy, and it looked evil and charming.

Holden studied in Percy, a private aristocratic school. Before that, he went to Elton Hill School. There is a very powerful headmaster named Mr. Haas. On Sunday, when Mr. Haas saw the parents who were driving to pick up their children, he ran to shake hands with them. If the parents of students wear vulgar and plain clothes, Old Haas just shakes hands with them, then pretends to smile before talking to other parents. In the days of youth, happiness and pain are easily amplified and stimulate our sensitive nerves. We are always dissatisfied or angry because of one thing or another. Holden couldn't stand such an environment, so he chose to escape, put on his hunter's hat and walked west with his luggage.

Before he left, he wanted to see his sister Wei Fei again. So the customer sent a note, probably next to the museum. After a long time, Faye finally came. She dragged Holden's old suitcase full of luggage when he was studying in Hutton and decided to leave with her brother. Holden had no choice but to give up and go west. Youth is like this, full of rebellion and hegemony, but bent on leaving, and finally gave up the purpose under various obstacles.

There is an impressive passage in the article: "The sign of an immature man is willing to die bravely for a certain cause, and the sign of a mature man is willing to live humbly for a certain cause." It may be hard for us to believe that this sentence comes from a teacher, but it is true. At that time, most of the school teachers were hypocrites of power. They think that people who do whatever it takes to survive are mature and ridiculous for some spirit or ideal. Even children go to school to buy a Cadillac or something. Holden once told his sister that he wanted to be a catcher in the rye and look after a group of children. I believe that many people have had similar ideals, but that ideal is too far away, and they have to grow up to work hard. Growing up means giving up, giving up your beautiful ideals, becoming a so-called "mature man" and living humbly for a certain cause. This is a painful way of life, but most people will betray their hearts for life.

Finally, holden fell ill and went to the hospital. As for what happened later, no one knows. So Holden, who stayed in the book, never grew up. I think he is still that innocent "bad" boy.

Growth seems to be an eternal topic. Sometimes, ignorant people will choose to hide their dissatisfaction and inner rebellion in their hearts. Sometimes, in order to cater to the society, we learn to pretend, compliment, cheat and smirk for others. Sometimes, in pursuit of fame and fortune, we paralyze our hearts, keep our true thoughts in our hearts, wrap ourselves in a naked fake model, and try not to expose our true hearts as much as possible. The more we do this, the more we will find-in fact, everyone else is doing it.