? I remember the graduation season of 20 14, and I was full of hesitation. I am full of confidence and passion. I want to try my best to embrace this day. I can leave campus and pursue my dream. I am full of expectations for my future and look forward to the beauty and beauty after work. During the graduation season, when I found an internship and signed a contract through hard work, I can still clearly remember my joy. At that time, I felt that my life was very smooth, very lucky, and everything was so beautiful! Who knows that things are unpredictable, but something happened to the company that signed it, and something went wrong, and others were directly terminated. Because I went to the internship before, I did well. They didn't cancel the contract with me directly, and the other end of the phone kept me waiting. After leaving school, I waited at home for a whole month and there was no news. I really don't want to stay at home after graduation. I can't stay. I'll pack my bags and set off for Xi 'an again.
? It was August 20 14. I went to Xi 'an from home and stayed with my aunt for the time being. Then I went crazy looking for a job and submitting my resume. I am in a panic, and with the care of my family, I don't know who to tell. Graduation season, I know my classmates are very busy, so I can only bear it silently. Later, I decided that it was black August, which was also the biggest setback in my life. I have been looking for a job for two weeks without any results, and my heart is about to collapse. At that time, I was thinking, don't ask for money from home after graduation, but work hard to make money. At that time, I felt extremely difficult. I had no place to live, no job, no one to talk to, and no one to help me with my advice. I have more than 3,000 yuan in my pocket for scholarships and internship salaries when I first went to college. But I just can't get out. I have never felt so poor and embarrassed. I can't accept that I have been in such a situation all the time. ...
Finally, I began to receive recruitment calls from insurance companies. According to the cognition at that time, I absolutely didn't want to enter the insurance company, and I refused to do sales in my heart, not to mention the insurance industry that has always been "notorious". However, under the circumstances at that time, I began to go to the insurance company for an interview. Go to peace for the first time. The interviewer is a girl about my age. I felt bad at that time and didn't like the environment. On a hot summer day, I was wearing that skirt with green flowers, and I shuttled down the street in despair ... Just then, I received a phone call from a young man who claimed to be China Renshou after-sales service center. His voice is very feminine. I remember his voice, as if he had called once the other day. I didn't go to the interview, but the second time I got a call, it happened to be my own embarrassing situation, so I went to see it. So I went. I got lost at the crossroads. He came to pick me up. He looks very young, carrying a bag, and quite energetic. Took me into the office and started a two-hour interview. I was attracted by his personal charm. Now think about it, because there are too few experiences, I feel novel or shocking. After the interview, I have to admit that I have finally been brainwashed. I went to work directly the next day. The situation of life is particularly wonderful. Looking back now, I feel that I was too stupid and naive at that time, but now thinking about it is also a fortune, and every experience is meaningful. What's the significance? Please listen to me.
? I thought I was doing personnel work, but when I came in, I found that it was all personnel and they were all recruiting. At first, I was a little confused. How can the company be like this? Later, I slowly discovered the doorway. It turns out that there is only one job for an insurance company, and that is to sell insurance! Other personnel, assistants and financial planners are all nonsense, which can also be said to be deceptive. When I cleared the fog, I found myself cheated for the first time. After seeing it clearly, my heart is very entangled. This is what I really think in my heart. But the only thing that makes me feel good about this group of people is that they are all graduates of my age. Everyone is very happy together. I know Xiao Ting, Mei Mei, Yaru, Liu Zhao, Cui Rui, Xiao Fei and others. I feel that they are all very friendly. When you come, comfort yourself and settle down! Next, under the guidance of the company, I began to meet customers, learn insurance knowledge and explain it to customers. With the help of the leader, it took me more than a month to make the first order, and my learning ability is still ok. So I gradually became confident, got my own income, moved out of menstruation's house and rented a house myself. At least, my predicament slowly dissipated after graduation. From this perspective, I am.
? This job is so special. It's so special that I don't even know how to describe it. First of all, its social recognition is too low. I remember that after doing this job, I was afraid to contact my classmates and friends at first. I am afraid that my relatives and friends will ask me where I work. If someone asks me, I am also vague and take a sentence. Let me analyze it now. It's largely my little self-esteem. I am not confident at all. It is inferiority and fear. Now I think this needs to change. No one needs to pay for your self-esteem. Secondly, I don't like this job. After working for three years, I have been vacillating and stopping for countless times, and my mind will never focus on things you don't like, let alone things you hate. I can't accept deceptive recruitment, and I can't accept nonsense to customers. But if you don't say so, this job has no place at all. As long as the performance of the whole company from top to bottom is performance, as long as performance is God, it doesn't matter what method you use. I just don't like it! They say you always dislike your lack of self-cultivation. I agree with this sentence, but I'm here to say that I'd rather not have enough cultivation for such a thing.
Some people say that since this job has made you suffer, why do you dare to do it? Why should I insist? Why can't I stick to it now? ! The reason why I can keep working is simple. First, I make money here, I support myself, and I adapt to that environment. It can also be said that it has been a long time, boiling frogs in warm water. During my work, I insisted on reading books and taking the teacher qualification examination by myself. I won't leave this job until I find a better way out because I don't have the courage to take risks. Secondly, I have met a group of lovely people here, Nana, Xiao Rui, Minghua, JD.COM, Zhendong, Chen Yu, Ren Bo, Haoyu, Meng Ling, Sun Pei, Ya Rong, Han Jie, Li Ge, Laotian, Lao Liang, Shao Mei, Ruiya, Tingting, Sasha, Jia Jia, Xiaohui, Hui Min and Shanwan. I like them for no reason! Of course, when faced with the company's inhuman system occasionally, they will also spit out all kinds of things and complain when the work is not smooth. These people are in their prime, outstanding in youth and full of energy. They are pure and kind, they have their own values and won't do anything without conscience. Instead of being completely brainwashed by the company's general meeting like them! In the days to come, I will still miss working with them! And will always be friends.
? As of this month, there are only two or three people left at the same time. I am married, and I want to plan my future life with my husband. There is no need to stay. I feel that my thoughts and actions are deformed. I still have to take risks and see what I can do! Once my indecision left a scar on myself. If you don't want to make do, even breaking your head is memorable. I once read an article that choice is more important than hard work, and I have a deep understanding! I hope everyone's life will be more exciting and don't forget the suffering. Life is short, go forward with gratitude!