In this strange and familiar city, I have never felt so lost and helpless. But even so, in order to survive, I had to bite the bullet, like a headless fly, shuttling through the major talent markets all day, throwing out a resume full of infinite hope aimlessly, and finally gaining countless disappointments. I have no work experience, practical professional skills and good looks. My mediocrity and mediocrity make me extremely depressed. Fortunately, God never shuts one door but he opens another. After nearly two months, I was finally hired by a private trading company. I barely match my marketing major. I was sent by a trading company to other provinces as a factory representative. Being so far away from a familiar place for the first time, I am a stranger, introverted, lonely and insecure. Coupled with some unsatisfactory things encountered at work, I just want to escape and return to my former city as soon as possible. At least I persisted for three months, and soon after the Spring Festival, I resigned and went home. When I got home, I was depressed all day. When my parents learned that I had resigned, there was nothing they could do. Mother nagged all day, saying that I finally found a job, why not work hard. Although my father doesn't speak, I can clearly feel my helplessness and disappointment from his eyes. In the first month, my aunt came to my house to pay New Year's greetings. After learning that I was unemployed, she told her father that my aunt had a nephew named Wang. I heard that she is doing well in the provincial capital, as if she were the director of the foreign trade department. We played together when we were young. The nickname is little Huang Mao, remember? After the Chinese New Year, you inquire about his home address, take the children and ask him for help. Maybe somebody else can find a chance! After listening to my aunt's words, my father seemed to catch a lifeline. The next day, he bought a gift to visit my aunt's house and asked her nephew's address. When my father came back, he was in high spirits as if he had won the lottery. According to my father, it was a coincidence that my father's sister's nephew also happened to pay a New Year call at my father's sister's house. I haven't seen him for many years. My father's cousin warmly invited my father to visit their home in the provincial capital when he has time. My dad just wanted it, so he went down the slope and found out the address of this uncle I should call. After the fifteenth day of the first month, my father took the back seat of a pig weighing more than ten kilograms from the earth wall at home, took two salted ducks and put them together in plastic woven bags. That should be the most popular "high-end goods" in our family. Dad and I packed our clothes and got on the bus to Uncle Sheng's house. There was no telephone at home at that time, and we finally found his home after many twists and turns. When my uncle opened the door to see us, he was also surprised. But still politely welcomed us into the door. Father unloaded the woven bag from his shoulder. Although it was winter, there were many beads of sweat on his forehead. My uncle was sweating when he saw his father tired. He said politely, "Come here, what are you doing so far?" Father gave a simple and honest smile. "Salty goods made of livestock are worthless. Cousin eats fresh vegetables in the city, which will adjust your taste. " It's time for dinner. This uncle took us to a restaurant that looks very upscale. During the dinner, my father carefully explained his purpose. The uncle asked me about my basic situation, and he said that the country is very strict with this piece now. If you want to enter our unit, you must have at least a postgraduate degree, otherwise it is impossible to enter. However, one of his classmates works in an enterprise. Ask him if he can arrange someone to go there later. The father was very happy to hear my uncle say this, and replied with relief: "That would be troublesome for my cousin, and the child's requirements are not high. As long as there is a place to live, you can make a living. " "Well, go back and wait, and I'll let you know as soon as I hear anything." After dinner, my father and I are going home. This uncle asked us to wait for a while. He went upstairs and took down the pig backseat and salted duck brought by his father in a woven bag. By the way, he also brought a case of wine for us to take back. He said that when he came back from his hometown last year, he also brought a lot of salty goods and couldn't eat. It will be bad after a long time. Wouldn't it be a waste? My father waved awkwardly and said he didn't want to take anything back, so he took me away. After the long run, I told my father that I had lost a shoe. My father looked back and saw that my uncle had disappeared, and then he went back and found my lost shoes. At that moment, my eyes filled with tears, and I felt ashamed and lost. Later, under the introduction of that uncle, I came to an enterprise and was temporarily arranged to do odd jobs in the personnel department. It took me more than a year to know that this enterprise is a state-owned unit that is about to close down. There are many problems left over from history. Workers go on strike from time to time, and production is basically paralyzed. Workers don't even get paid. The boss hardly sees anyone. Two years later, the enterprise completely closed down and I lost my job again. I can't, and I'm too embarrassed to go to that uncle again. So I walked into the talent market with my resume. After working for more than two years, although I have learned nothing, I can write some work experience on my resume. The ability to speak and do things is much more sophisticated. Fortunately, I soon found a bigger company as a human resource management specialist. I have been doing this job for about four years. Later, due to various reasons such as company restructuring, marriage and children, he chose to leave. After giving birth, I went to the talent market alone to find a job. However, at this time, I have no fear and anxiety at the beginning, and I am more calm and calm. Looking back on those embarrassing experiences now, it is still a bit sour. However, this is my life, regardless of gains and losses, it is the past, and it is a precious experience that I can't forget! !