The truth is. In fact, as an HR, you don't need to see how beautiful your language is, you just need to be an honest person, and whether your basic qualities are suitable for the requirements of this position. To tell the truth, the gap between a newly graduated college student will not be too big, so don't care too much. I suggest you interview yourself objectively when looking for a job to see if you are really suitable for this job, and avoid going to the hospital because of illness.