As a college student, I am going through an important stage from school to society. College life is so relaxed and easy in the eyes of the public, and it is the other side of happiness in the eyes of high school students. But as college students, we are also under great pressure. University is not a happy town, but a battlefield. Although there is no smoke, competition is everywhere.
Near graduation, I submitted my resume to every job I wanted. At that time, I really hit a wall everywhere, and there was almost no hope of success. At that time, I felt very confused, obviously my academic performance was not bad, there were many scholarships, certificates and awards, and my interpersonal skills were not bad, but I always hit a wall and failed the second interview. It really collapsed at that time. I feel that I have studied for so many years and spent a day in the library for nothing. I even doubt my value as a human being. A collapse is really a collapse. I just can't find a job when I graduate soon. I feel that if I can't find a job after the graduation certificate is issued, I will go back to my hometown and feel that I am useless. In the end, as long as it is a position or a job, no matter what position, I will stay as long as I am willing to accept me.
At that time, I really felt the collapse and helplessness of adults for the first time. Life is just around the corner, but I have no ability to master it. But even if it collapses, it is true to face life and try to regain the dominance of life. Negative emotions need to be controlled and life goes on. I've only been an adult for a few years, and I haven't experienced enough beauty in the world. How can I not move on?