Life is like a stage, and it is beautiful to be applauded. And most people, most of the time standing on the lonely stage, no one applauded, no one cheered. But you also have hands. You can applaud others and yourself. Zheng Changgen of Juexi was suddenly paralyzed and his life fell into a trough for a time. He applauds himself when no one applauds. In his life of thunderous applause, he created great wealth, helped countless people and left many touching stories. As he said, "I applauded myself and saved myself."
Applause yourself is to cheer for yourself and give yourself confidence. No one applauds you in life, and no one applauds you, so you can applaud yourself without losing a kind of beauty.
In the summer of 2008, I bid farewell to college life. It's been a whole year since graduation, but that memory seems to have gone away from me. It seems that I have graduated for many years. Perhaps it is because life after leaving school is no longer as happy and simple as it was at school, so it seems to be getting better every day, so I feel that graduation is far away from me.
The college entrance examination in 2006 has just passed, and it seems that I haven't paid attention to the college entrance examination since I went to college. Because it is already our past tense, I will not pay attention to it, for fear of touching the dusty things in my memory. Anyone who has experienced the college entrance examination knows that struggle and waiting for the battlefield are tormented, so people are unwilling to relive those dry things, so they let that memory run aground in their hearts over time.
I don't know why, at the end of June and the beginning of July, I will unconsciously think that there is another person who has graduated from the university campus. I will clearly remember the complicated and hesitant mood before and after graduation. I wonder if I'm the only one. Maybe people who have graduated and those who have just graduated have the same complicated and unknown mood. .....
Sometimes crying is not only because of pain, but also because of happiness.
When I graduate, I won't have to look for a job. My parents let me prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination at home with peace of mind, but I always feel that I am old. I should earn my own money to support myself. I always feel that it will be very stressful to do nothing at home and live on my parents. People in my roommates have also settled and worked all over the country. I'm a little at a loss and think I should get a job. So I started running around in that hot summer ... and then I found my place in a technical secondary school and worked hard. I have had a good time in the past six months. I am the first teacher and the first head teacher. I told myself that I want to make my class the best and be responsible for the 46 lives that belong to me in this life. Experienced a lot, persisted a lot, thought a lot, and grew a lot in half a year. I did it. At the end of the semester, I won the first place in the class assessment of the normal department. When I told my parents about this achievement, I cried because no one knew how much my children and I had paid for it, but I didn't feel bitter. Instead, I think it's worth it, because life has made me grow a lot.
Growth is a transformation, and what you get is bound to be lost. This is fairness.
I gained something from my work, but I also gave up a lot of my time. Most of my time and energy are given to work. I don't have more time to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, so failure is inevitable. In fact, everyone's ideas and pursuits are different. In fact, at the beginning, people in the dormitory should not panic at work, but should doubt whether it is right or wrong to choose to concentrate on preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. After missing it, they will understand that people can never follow. You have to ask yourself what you want, and then run according to your own trajectory. Whatever the outcome, at least you live for yourself and won't regret it. The standard of good or bad is set by ourselves, and there may be no comparability between people, because each of us wants different things. As long as we live in our own way, it is enough. The important thing is to live as happily, fully and wonderfully as possible.
What makes society so dirty? I was full of love and hope for the world when I left campus, but slowly I became more and more disappointed with the world. .....
The work is full, but the society is not like a campus. What we have to adapt and accept is not that simple. Society is opaque, like a ball of thread, and the relationship is complicated. Maybe the thread in the hand of a very humble person around us is connected with the famous leader at the other end. After living, I learned to be cautious and think, and an originally clear heart became dim and fragile, perhaps a little sensitive. I have been angry about some things, arguing about some things, and insisting on some things. After numerous setbacks and internal torture, I gradually found that there are many things that struggle is futile, and many insistence on justice is childish and ridiculous to more elderly people.
Are we young and frivolous and don't know we are young?
Or is it because we have a clear heart to live for life and live for life?
In many strange eyes, I insist on what I think is worth it. More often, I will hit a wall, but I will even hit my head and stick to it stubbornly. A hard and fragile self, a thin and stubborn self, contradictory, painful and shouting. But after all, a person's strength is still very small. I can manage myself well, but I can't change more people around me, so I feel more and more that a twisted world has brought great harm and induction to some young lives. Sometimes I will look at so many faces around me that make my life obsolete and rewarding, think deeply, and then ask myself, will I be changed into their thoughts and faces by life and live a selfish and smooth life?
No, I don't think I will. Because there will always be a kind of person in this world who lives with a conscience.
Just like the metamorphosis of a butterfly, we accept what we don't want to accept and give up what we can't change, with a touch of sadness in our hearts. Yes, I am changing, but I still firmly believe that after the change, I will be a butterfly with my own color, and I will never turn into a moth, covered with the darkness of the world and shaking off vulgar ashes.
I am still walking hard and bravely on the way to the postgraduate entrance examination. According to statistics, in 2008, 1 10,000 candidates took the postgraduate examination. This is the news I saw in a D of Yantai University. I am one of the 10,000 candidates. These people come from different places, but they share the same ideals and beliefs, which makes us firmly United ... and I am the one who failed and got up again after that. .....
"No matter success or failure, don't give up hope. We applaud ourselves when no one applauds. "
I like this sentence and applaud my bravery, but I live in real life. When the New Year bell rang in 2006, I told my parents that I had made a new choice. I wanted to quit my job and review for a year. My parents and sisters were very supportive of me, so I left the campus where I worked, my children and my podium ..... but I was reluctant to give up in my heart, because it was a life we worked hard to create together, which was disabled for my children and me, but I chose to leave. Is it worth giving up?
At that time, I thought that my life in this year would be calm and simple, but after half a year, I gradually found that it would not be smooth sailing in any environment. I have to learn to face it and be brave, but sometimes I will still be confused. English going to New Oriental, in order to find a place to live in the city, may be very chaotic. Perhaps it is helpless hesitation and sad helplessness ... suddenly thought of a sentence called "running for life frequently." I don't know if these four words are written like this, and I don't know if it is correct to decorate myself like this now. I only know that that sentence is full of vicissitudes of life and career, and all my feelings are just a word floating until my heart is like a silkworm wing.
What I am afraid of is not physical hardship, but mental exhaustion and inner confusion. Many times, I will learn to cry. I don't know why, but I know that the mood at that moment is very intense. No one can understand. Not just loneliness, pain and hardship. Perhaps only tears can express incisively and vividly, so I will shed tears unconsciously. Fortunately, after the tears dried up, I still know what I should do. It didn't take away a little bit of my courage and strength and hope.
People suffer from pursuing the wrong things.
Now I am miserable, perhaps because I am pursuing a mistake, at least it is unrealistic. I only know that I can keep going, but I don't know if I will face it bravely after the result comes out. It seems that I don't know what I want more and more Even now, I don't know why I took the postgraduate entrance examination, as if to escape something. I chatted with my father online the other day and told him that I wanted to give up. My father gave me a lot of encouragement. Although I know that giving up without hard work is always an unforgivable mistake, I feel that what I am doing now has not given me any spiritual strength and sense of belonging. It seems that it is better to gamble. Winning is not a win-win situation, because even if I pass the exam, we have to face it. If you lose, you lose everything, only gain an experience, but it may be an experience that will make you bitter every time you recall it.
Countless inner waves and collisions of thoughts make me want to escape and forget, but ......
Open the window, look at the sky, and then look at yourself, but still alive.