Dropping out of school is also an option. Life is really changeable You never know what will happen in the next second, you never know what the consequences will be and what kind of people you will meet if you choose this road, but you can't go back on your word for good or bad. So I will not regret all the decisions I made today. I chose to stay, not only for my health, but also for many reasons. I want to have a different choice, a different road, to experience, to see the world, to expand my world view. I didn't have the courage to leave, but I won't regret it after taking that step. I have been in Zhongshan for three months, and I have few friends, often alone, but having a mother is the greatest happiness. In this furnace-like city and fast-paced world, you will find yourself really small and at a loss, and don't know what to do next. But adaptation and experience are necessary. In fact, people really have a lot of helplessness. The masters who watched the cars confiscated by the traffic police risked their livelihood and were forced to eat and support their families. Looking at those aunts who are going to the vegetable market to buy goods and set up stalls at three o'clock, you will think that they are just for the children. Looking at those children who are only 16 or 17 years old and work overtime at the factory until one or two every day, you will feel that society is destroying the next generation. Look at those people who work in factories during the day and go to training classes after work at night, and you will find an upward spirit. So, after graduation, I will try to do what I should have done. I didn't know anything at first, but now I understand that I have to try everything myself. What about college students? Your diploma is just a stepping stone. If a junior high school student competes for a position together, don't think you will succeed. I have a lot to learn from junior high school students. Let's not sell ourselves short. And now college students are nothing. A junior high school student does many things better than you, such as accounting, software programming and sales. I don't know much about software programming these months, but I have learned a lot from Mr. Shen. The ability to get along with others, the art of speaking, and thinking from the perspective of others, no matter who they are, are equally respectful and humble. Finally, I didn't go back to Wenhui for education. Actually, I feel very sorry for Miss Shen. I really want to tell my friends in college that maybe you think you are still freshmen, so it doesn't matter. But after I came out, I realized that the company's accounts are divided into two parts, and the process is beyond our learning. If you can, go to the library, it is a huge wealth, and the comprehensive quality of college students is stronger than that of junior high school students. If you can, practice typing, don't just chat, the correct technique is very important. If you can, learn Chinese characters, excel, ppt and database, and you will find it very useful when you come out. Learn to dress now if you can. You must wear a formal suit. Girls should learn to wear high heels. Once, I didn't even dare to follow the slope. Now I can walk all day in 10cm high heels. Girls, learn to curl your hair and make up lightly. Now I understand that these are very important. If you can, learn how to write a resume. Maybe your first resume is not necessarily qualified, but everyone grows step by step. If you can, try to learn a skill, such as flash, photoshop and html, such as online promotion, such as yoga, calligraphy and speech. If you can, learn to apply for a job, submit your resume, write a written test and interview. For you, when you graduate from college, it will be a great asset. Don't stay in the dormitory and watch movies. If you can, go out and communicate with people more, you can hear many different opinions, and even make friends and become future contacts. If you can, practice your spoken English well. Those grammars are deceptive, and spoken English is the key. If my spoken English is good, chatting with the CEO of Pakistan may not be so embarrassing. Besides, you will find many accents, such as Britain, America, Australia, Italy and India. Actually, we don't have much time. Four years, one year has passed, and there are still three years left, but senior three is the time for you to fight for the future. At that time, you were no less helpless than I was in April and May. Everyone should grow up, which is the only way and the unavoidable way. People who don't want to grow up can only be dragged forward by reality, even if they are black and blue and bloody. No one cares whether you are in pain or not, they have their way to go, they are busy; No one can bear it for you, you have to bear it yourself, which is helpless and inevitable. The more vulnerable people are, the harder it is to walk on this road. I don't want to go alone, I can't afford it; Pain, struggle, but no one came to help you. I fell to the ground, and the ground was covered with stones, which was very painful. I still had to bite my teeth and get up and move on, leaving tears on my face. This road is very narrow, only one person can be accommodated. You will doubt that you are going the wrong way, and you will wonder why it is you. At that moment, did you feel that everything was dark and there was no end in sight? However, I can't turn back, and I don't want to be a deserter. I can only choose to continue. The weight that I thought I could not bear was imposed on my shoulders by reality; I thought I would give up halfway, but I found myself getting used to this weight more and more. It turns out that I can't bear to part with it, but it's not necessary. I can be so strong. Sometimes I will be sad, sometimes I will be timid and hesitant, sometimes I will be disappointed or even stop expecting. But fortunately, fortunately, it is still moving forward and never stops. Honey, isn't the road difficult? Is it not so scary and hesitant to walk alone? Dear, congratulations, you have finally gone through the hardest part. Do you still find that everyone stumbled all the way from that road? Growth is a one-way street, and its process is to force yourself to undertake your own exploration. It doesn't matter if you fall or cry. This is something that everyone has to experience, not just you. So don't be sad, don't be afraid, just tell yourself to stick to it and believe that we will eventually reach the future we want to see.