During the break, Wu Yu 'an, who sat next to me, broke his eyelids with his thumb and forefinger and tried to drop eye drops into it, but it was always in the wrong position.
I can't see the past I grabbed the eye drops from his hand, and before I opened my eyes, all eyes of a classroom leaned over, including Tao Jia's surprised eyes, and my heart trembled slightly.
At that time, I decided to go after Wu Yu 'an.
But why should I chase him? That's because the person I like is Tao Jia. In fact, I just want to see if he is a little jealous and jealous about it.
Tao Jia and I have been friends for three years. I watched him fall in love, break up, fall in love and toss and turn, but I never told him that I liked him. I'm afraid we haven't even been friends.
I don't know Tao Jia who hasn't fought. In a journalism history class shortly after I entered school, I watched Tao Jia reach out and touch a girl's back with lust.
I hit a book on his head accurately across several people's positions. Later I learned that I had wronged him because a strange-looking spider was about to climb into the girl's neck. Tao Jia beat the girl's clothes bloody and decided to catch it, which made her "free" on her back.
In view of several witnesses, I had to promise to wash his smelly socks for a semester to make amends.
It's a little expensive, but I'd like to. Because Tao Jia stopped me and accused me coldly, my heart was pounding.
There were many coincidences later. For example, when I was humming a song in my mind, I suddenly heard Tao Jia humming the same song. For example, when I borrow books from the library, I will see that the book I just took was returned by Tao Caijia. ...
I think this is fate! The feeling I like is like being shot in the heart, without warning. However, Tao Jia gives me a bag of smelly socks every week, but there is no sign.
Later I learned that he was chasing someone else.
All temptations are in vain.
On Wu Yu Ann's birthday, I asked Tao Jia to help me choose a gift.
He stared at me for three seconds and then asked me, "Why did you suddenly have an idea about Wu Yu 'an? "I said, in fact, I have always liked him for three years. If I don't act after graduation, I will forget it.
I looked into Tao Jia's eyes and tried to find the answer from his eyes. But he suddenly took me into his arms and said, "Xue, you have endured it for three years." It's not easy! " "
Then he let me go. And I played a bunch of messy notes in my mind.
I chose a pair of shoes for Wu Yu 'an, Adidas sneakers, size 42. This pair of shoes was bought according to Tao Jia's size, and definitely not suitable for Wu Yu 'an. If he can't wear it, I can naturally give it to Tao Jia. I know he has been coveting these sneakers for a long time, but I'm afraid it will make him suspicious to send them so rashly.
You see, I am such a loser, and I like someone carefully.
In order to create opportunities for me, Tao Jia called me at their dormitory party and pushed me to Wu Yu Ann's side, as if giving me a big bargain.
Wu Yu 'an stood in front of me at the end of the party. When he said "thank you", I didn't notice that he was wearing those Adidas sneakers. I was silent for a while, just like holding my breath and swimming in the water, which was a little uncomfortable.
I decided to give up this "pursuit" plan, which is neither nutritious nor ridiculous.
In order to avoid "creating opportunities" for me in Tao Jia, I went to the library and became a librarian. But Wu Yu 'an found it. He lingered between one bookcase and another with his book in his arms, and then waited for me quietly until I had to lock the door.
On the way back, it was raining in Mao Mao. When Wu Yu 'an held up his umbrella, I saw Tao Jia running in a panic. He was soaked to the skin, but he had an umbrella in his hand. He was a little surprised when he saw us, and then smiled and told us that he was going to pick up his girlfriend for evening study.
I want to ask him when he found another girlfriend. But before he could say anything, he had already run away.
I am standing in the cold wind and rain, and I feel that ten thousand arrows go through my heart.
It turns out that there is really only friendship
A large group of people went out to sing, Wu Yu 'an sat next to me, and Tao Jia was next to me. Tao Jia is playing dice noisily, and her hand is on the shoulder of the girl next to her. I really want to walk up and drag it down.
Wu Yu 'an was talking to me, but I didn't catch it. I nodded casually, and then he handed me the microphone. This is a duet love song.
I glanced at Tao Jia out of the corner of my eye, but he still had a good time and didn't feel anything.
I gulped down the beer, got a little drunk and ran outside to get some air, but I didn't expect to be caught by a more drunk man. When I flashed left and right, I saw Tao Jia coming out of KTV. I looked at him for help, but it was Wu Yu 'an who rushed from behind and hit him.
When Wu Yu 'an pulled me to the front, I suddenly squatted down and cried. I feel particularly wronged. In fact, I always feel that Tao Jia has feelings for me more or less. But we are as innocent as a piece of paper.
In my crying, Wu Yu 'an hugged me. He said, "I won't make you cry in the future." Be my girlfriend. "
I stayed where I was petrified, and I didn't return to my mind for a long time. I just want to use the pursuit of Wu Yu 'an to stimulate Tao Jia. I didn't expect Wu Yu Ann to really like me.
what can I say? I can only confess my original intention to him with guilt in order to get his forgiveness.
But Wu Yu 'an said, "In that case, I'll try him for you."
A few days later, I heard that Tao Jia and Wu Yu 'an had a fight in the dormitory. Because Wu Yu 'an was hit by Tao Jia when he was dating another girl in the cinema, Tao Jia thought he was cheating me, so he made a change for me.
My heart blooms again in spring. Is this the temptation of Wu Yu? I went to Tao Jia and I said, "Why did you hit him?" He gave me a livid white look. He said, "Do you know that the girl he is dating is the one I am chasing?"
I instantly rolled down the bottom of my life, and I was so ashamed that I burst into tears.
Perfection is the end of the wind and clouds.
In a blink of an eye, I graduated from college. Tao Jia and I are still mixed together in a tepid way, helping each other to occupy a place in class, sitting together naturally in the cafeteria for dinner, or going to various companies for interviews with resumes.
Tao Jia didn't tell me until he had gone through all the formalities for going abroad. The discrete scene is terrible, everyone is crying, but I can't even shed tears. I just feel a knife with Tao Jia's name written on it.
A girl from our class came up to me and said, "You know, Tao Jia has always liked you. He came to me just to stimulate you, but you didn't respond at all. He is very sad. "
These words were so lethal that my tears burst out.
We are weak, and it is precisely because we are always testing in a roundabout way that our feelings go further and further.
In fact, Tao Jia came to the library that day, not afterwards, but specially to meet me. Only because he saw Wu Yu 'an did he tell a lie in a hurry. That time I was pestered by a drunk. What he wanted to do was to rob me first.
But what can I say? We broke up. He went through all the formalities for going abroad, and I decided to go back to my hometown and work in a small town. I can only go my separate ways in the vast sea of people, and I have never even expressed my confession.
When he saw Tao Jia on the plane, he smiled and waved and said take care.
I think that's it. The ending of the story doesn't have to be together, but it is. It is also a kind of perfection that the wind is light and the clouds are light.