Maybe the protagonist was like me at first. He doesn't care about anything, passive despair and death. No matter what bad things happen, just accept them. Even if they go to hell, it doesn't matter Water under the bridge. Let's just muddle along-because we can't change the status quo and we don't want to change it.
But by the end of this film, I suddenly don't want to die. May be moved (this is also quite strange. Before, I wouldn't follow blood no matter how hot it was. . . )。 Maybe it's because I remembered something-it doesn't matter if I was laughed at, because the reason for giving up my thoughts is stupid-I haven't finished reading a lot of hoarded novels and comics. I haven't seen them in series since I died, and I haven't eaten anything I want to eat. . . . . It suddenly occurred to me that I am not interested in death. . . .
Now, I still think about it occasionally. Oh, if I jump out of the window, I won't have to worry about not finding a job, and my parents won't always worry about my future. But I don't want to put it into practice anymore. Worry, let nature take its course. I'm not as afraid of the unknown future as I was a while ago-life is like this, maybe I can find a good job tomorrow after 30 years-very q, but I think so. I try not to be lazy and do what I have in front of me seriously. Whether it is successful or not, let's do it. If you fail, find another way out and move on. After all, I can't do what I like if I give up (I also like code novels)
As for LZ's bad words, despise this senior first. To tell the truth, because I refuse to suffer, I seem to have no temper on the surface, but in fact I am alert and have never been bullied or experienced this kind of thing, so I can't say anything. However, such a thing happens once. Suggest LZ, don't promise to senior sister (if MP3 hasn't arrived yet). These days, more people write bad checks. Be more careful in life events such as job hunting (such as training, nine times out of ten it is fake, don't be fooled). As long as you send your resume online and send 10 thousand copies, someone will always see it. If the interview fails, it will be considered as an experience, and it will be more calm next time (this is how the face begins to thicken. . . )
As for being betrayed. . . No such experience. Because I rarely open my heart to people, and I have hardly made any bad friends with people (unless I infringe on my vital interests). I can only persuade LZ to relax. Anger is torturing yourself with other people's mistakes, which is not worth it. Moreover, there are still good people in the world who deserve to make friends for life, so those who have hurt you should break up and make new friends-of course, at first, don't say anything to others, observe for a while, and then decide whether to be a casual friend or a true friend. In short, don't be too desperate for the world. I have real friends who don't trust others easily. .
Having said that, if LZ still wants si, I can only make a suggestion with Mi Xin. I heard that people in purple sand will become evil spirits and can't live beyond life (this is also one of the reasons why I hesitate. . . . Feel free to laugh at me. . . ), so be careful And from LZ's words, you can see that you are a filial person. If you know what harm this will bring to them, then give up your idea.
Everything will be fine-it's faith that has sustained me until now. If you die, there is nothing. I also look at the future and don't want to deny everything I have paid (maybe 30 years later, I will succeed in two years). . . )
So no matter how difficult it is, I still have to go on, for my parents-like LZ, I have such hesitation. This time, I found myself too selfish-my father used to be energetic, but his physical strength has dropped significantly in the past two years, and now his forehead is white, which is quite sad. Because I haven't found a job yet, it's really shameful that my retired mother continues to work to support me as a bookworm.
I have worked hard to support me for more than 20 years. I will take over the burden and support this family with my shoulders. I hope LZ has the courage to support your family, because he cares about his parents. Good luck! Good luck in the future!