After Li Zongxi entered the factory, all the students who kept in touch felt that he was actually vague about his future, had no long-term goals, and had no vision for the future when he was on campus. His only thought is to make money, pay back money and help his family. On campus, Li Zongxi's favorite song is Ka Kui Wong's Days of Our Lives: "May this land, regardless of your height, usher in the days of our lives, and self-confidence can change the future". After leaving the campus, what the students heard most from him was Wu Bai's The Weeping Man: "The cold wind tore my heart out tonight, and I was drunk and hurried home. I can no longer believe, believe in myself, shallow and absurd me. " Two songs with different styles also reflect the change of Li Zongxi's personality from one side.
In the detention center, Li Zongxi regretted it. Maybe this is the punishment for impulsiveness. In the face of temporary hardships, through the ages, how many people with lofty ideals have chosen to submit to humiliation and rise up against it, and only then have they made subsequent achievements. We know that Jack Ma, the chairman of Alibaba's board of directors, started his business in Hangzhou and then came to Beijing. After failing to start a business in Beijing, he led the team to the Great Wall and cried, and then returned to Hangzhou, where he made a career. For example, Yu, the chairman of New Oriental Group, posted advertisements with his wife in the middle of the night at the beginning of his business, and finally won social recognition through his own efforts. Only by believing in one's own value, shouldering social responsibilities, fearing the law, being hopeful and ambitious can we grasp the direction of life. Maybe what college students lack is a strong heart. When they step into society and encounter setbacks in life, they often choose extreme behavior, forgetting that the value of life lies in standing up from setbacks again and again.
The sudden accident was unacceptable to everyone in the factory. "I think impassability. How could Li Zongxi kill the factory director Bai? " After the incident, my colleague Chen Min couldn't get over it. Their confusion is justified.
Finish all kinds of dirty work beautifully
In April 2009, the factory received Li Zongxi's cover letter and resume for recruitment.
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According to the staff, he is a graduate of Changchun University majoring in mathematics and applied mathematics, and does not meet the requirements of the factory. He didn't want to recruit him, but Li Zongxi expressed his desire for the job many times before he was hired. The post is a general worker.
Since graduating from college in 2008, Li Zongxi's work has been unsatisfactory, and his job search has hit a wall everywhere. Although tired and dirty, he cherishes this ordinary job very much.
"Only he is so stupid, he will work overtime after work!" Zhao Yunhe said that without supervision at all, he would accomplish the task entrusted by Li Zongxi by the leader beautifully.
Eat alone, play ball and guitar.
The factory provides food and shelter. At first, the factory arranged for Li Zongxi to live with another college student, but later he moved out voluntarily. He explained to his colleagues, "It's quieter to live alone. I play the guitar, which will affect others."
Everyone else is eating in the canteen, but he goes back to the dormitory to eat after dinner. The workmates played together in twos and threes, while he went to the basketball court behind the factory to play basketball alone. He also likes to stay in the dormitory and play guitar. Some people see him reading in the dormitory, while others don't know what to read. Occasionally, there will be group activities and performances in the factory, and he always sits in the corner silently.
The only two people in the factory have left.
Both Zhao Yunhe and Chen Min said that Li Zongxi had friends in the factory. His best friend is Aunt Wu, who cooks and sweeps the floor in the factory. Aunt Wu takes care of Li Zongxi's life. For example, if he gets up late, Aunt Wu will help him heat the meal. In the factory, Li Zongxi has another friend. That's Miss Meng, assistant to the factory director at the age of 27 or 28. Miss Meng said: "I feel that he is a man with ideas in his heart, but he is very depressed." Miss Meng only stayed in the factory for half a month and then returned to Guangzhou.
Zhao Yunhe said that Aunt Wu had told him that Li Zongxi was under great pressure and his family was heavily in debt.
On New Year's Day this year, Aunt Wu resigned and returned to her hometown. Since then, Li Zongxi has become more and more lonely.
"I have some personal matters to attend to."
The police investigation brought the answer to the surface. Li Zongxi quickly confessed that all this was only because Bai Shouchuan's words hurt his self-esteem. Bai Shouchuan once said at the meeting: "Some ordinary workers have high academic qualifications, so they think they have any skills. As a college student, you are not an ordinary production worker. Although I didn't go to college, I still have hundreds of thousands of income a year! "
I often show off my high salary, but I only have one suit.
Last year165438+1October 12, Bai Shouchuan was hired as the factory director by the boss. "There are only 20 people in our factory, and the director is an ordinary manager." In front of employees, Bai Shouchuan often "shows off" his high salary, "the annual salary is several hundred thousand", but Zhao Yunhe feels that Bai Shouchuan's words are like bragging. After Bai Shouchuan came, like employees, he ate and lived in the factory. For a long time, he only had a suit. It only costs forty or fifty yuan to buy shoes.
In the eyes of Chen Min and Zhao Yunhe, Bai Shouchuan is not a wicked man, but his character is straightforward. "He is from Gansu and grew up in Xinjiang. He likes to brag and talk carelessly. "
In Zhao Yunhe's impression, Bai Shouchuan did say something inappropriate at the meeting at the end of last year. "He said that some general workers have such high academic qualifications, but after doing this work, we must do it well, how to do it, and get results. If you don't want to do it here, do it somewhere else. "
Zhao Yunhe said that he thought the director's remarks were not directed at Li Zongxi alone, because there were still several college students in the factory.
In June this year, the performance appraisal was 5438+ 10, with a full mark of 100. According to the regulations, the assessment in the factory should not exceed 100, but Li Zongxi's supervisor gave him 105 as the employee with the highest assessment score, and Bai Shouchuan also signed it.
"He works very well, is diligent and practical, and is also a college student. Both the director and the supervisor value him very much. " Zhao Yunhe said: "If the director has a problem with him, will he still approve it? With this, he should also know his position in the factory. "