I don't know if you have read the legend of Wu Meiniang. Li Shimin's eldest son, the abandoned prince, also suffered from leg diseases. But you know, he was abolished not because of his leg disease, but because of a series of psychological and behavioral changes brought about by his leg disease. I don't know the specific situation of this disease, and I don't understand it, but I think it is a disease. There is always a way to treat or relieve it more or less. This is not disability. No one said that he was disabled because of a cold, and no one said that he was disabled because of congenital heart disease. So, you always feel that you are belittling yourself. You should first put yourself on the same level as others psychologically. Also, don't try to prove yourself like everyone else by hiding it. I am worried that I can't solve the problem and ignore the pain, but the leg disease itself is far less terrible than your psychological inferiority complex.