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My name is Liu Lina, and I'm twenty years old.
Since I graduated from high school, I have been working as a waiter in a restaurant in the city. I met Zhang Peng, a chef who also works there. Zhang Peng's outstanding Sichuan cuisine is the star chef in the restaurant.
Zhang Peng is 2067 years old, with good looks and a good salary. It is said that he has been to many different places. He rented a two-bedroom apartment by himself, but he never had a girlfriend.
There are many beautiful young waiters in the restaurant, but Zhang Peng turned a blind eye to the admiring eyes of those girls and only showed her affection for me. In all the envy and hatred around me, I talked about love with him in a high-profile way.
Zhang Peng is very kind to me. Every day when I eat, she gives me a separate stove. This kind of special treatment can only be given by Zhang Peng, because he not only cooks well, but also has a brother, and the restaurant manager has to give him three points.
Following such a man, not only eating and drinking, but also having a proper sense of security. Those dirty eyes that sneak up on me make me feel very excited. Being envied by others means that I am better than them.
After talking for more than two months, Zhang Peng will have that kind of relationship with me.
I don't agree.
My parents are honest farmers with traditional ideas. I was taught that girls can't have that kind of relationship with men casually.
At the weekend, Zhang Peng invited me to his house to play, and I went there defenseless.
Unexpectedly, he secretly put some medicine in my favorite drink and invaded my body while I was sleeping soundly.
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When I woke up, I saw a touch of red blood on the sheets. I cried and jumped on him, trying to tear him apart.
Zhang clamped me with strong hands and said with a smile, Nana, I didn't expect this to be your first time. It's too precious I swear I will love you all my life. Marry me!
I sobbed and couldn't speak, thinking that I was spoiled by him, I couldn't see anyone when I came out, and he was good to me on weekdays, so I nodded gently.
Zhang Peng bought me gold jewelry, and let me live with him first, and then get my license when I am old for the New Year.
I'm not as optimistic about marriage as Zhang Peng, but I can't stand his kindness to me, so I agreed.
Although Zhang Peng is overbearing, he is generous and considerate to me, many times stronger than those poor little people who haggle over every ounce.
I am introverted and not good at talking. When I was complained by a customer, I was wronged for a long time and everything was listless. Zhang Peng loves me very much and wants me to resign from the restaurant. I don't agree. He really found the manager and threatened to fire me. I know the manager is afraid of him because his brothers helped the restaurant get rid of the land/snake.
So under the threat of Zhang Peng, I lost my job. My daily job is watching TV, playing cards and doing beauty.
At first, I was a little uncomfortable and bored, but the thought of not having to face the troubles at work all day long gradually made me feel quite good.
Zhang Peng can earn money. Besides working in a restaurant, he seems to do business with his brothers.
As for what to do, he didn't say, and I never asked.
three
I'm pregnant. Take the B-ultrasound. I can't tell whether I am excited or afraid. I suddenly feel a sense of happiness when I think that there is a little new life in my stomach at the moment.
But this feeling is only a moment, suppressed by the distress of reality.
If Zhang Peng and I can't get married, the child will have to be aborted.
My worry comes from my parents.
I am the old daughter of my parents and the only daughter in my family. My parents want me to marry a good family, or at least a suitable family. But Zhang Peng, can you get past my parents?
The baby in my belly grows up day by day, and I am anxious and irritable. Even when I saw Zhang Peng, I was out of breath.
I am a 20-year-old girl who is pregnant before marriage. If this gets out, my parents in the countryside will not be drowned by their tone!
God seems to be playing tricks on me on purpose. Just when I was extremely anxious, something more troublesome happened.
Dad comes from the country.
As soon as he came in, he took my hand and looked around. His weather-beaten face is full of care and care.
I'm very upset. After all, Zhang Peng and I have been living together without telling our family.
Dad wiped his eyes with his hand and his mouth twitched a few times. He seemed to have something to say, but in the end he couldn't say it.
I showed my father around the room and saw all kinds of electrical appliances at home. I was full and warm, and finally a smile appeared on his gloomy face.
"You live with a man named Zhang Peng, and you are pregnant. Why didn't you tell me and your mother about such a big thing? "
Dad's words startled me. It turns out that he already knows about me and Zhang Peng.
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Although I don't understand how he knows these things, I'm relieved. After all, how to speak has always been my biggest headache.
"Zhang Peng means to give birth to the child first, and then you can get the license when you are old. Although I am very dissatisfied with his conditions, I don't want to embarrass you when I see that your life is very good. "
Dad doesn't talk much, and everything he says is well thought out.
I realized that Zhang Peng had met my parents in private.
This Zhang Peng, it is self-assertion!
But since my father agreed to this marriage, it is also a concern for me. At least the child can be saved.
I arranged for my father to stay. Zhang Peng came back in the evening and brought three or four dishes from the restaurant, all of which I love to eat. Seeing that I ate with relish, my father smiled, but there was a trace of bitterness in that smile, as if there was something on his mind.
Zhang Peng drank some wine. Before going to bed at night, I asked him how he persuaded my parents. He muttered for a long time and fell asleep under the influence of alcohol before telling me the reason.
According to our local custom, Zhang Pengju and I got married in public.
With the approval of my parents, I can raise my baby at ease.
At first, Zhang Peng was very concerned about me and wouldn't let me take care of everything at home. He never accompanied me once when I needed regular check-ups.
It's just that Zhang Peng occasionally goes out to play cards, and it's common to lose a thousand dollars in gambling. Every time I come back for money, I always habitually scold him.
He began to resent me. As soon as I talked about him, his face became ugly and he came home later and later.
I thought he had something to do outside. It was normal for him to come back late, so I didn't care too much. But then something happened that forced me to re-examine my feelings with him.
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One night, Zhang Peng came back drunk. As soon as he entered the door, he shouted at me who had already rested.
I woke up with a start and realized that he had lost some money playing cards with his friends. Because of pregnancy, I always felt sleepy, so I comforted him a few words and then prepared to fall asleep.
At this time, Zhang Peng unexpectedly launched a hurricane, regardless of whether I was pregnant or not, grabbed my arm and dragged me from the bed to the ground.
I didn't expect him to do such a thing. He was frightened and moved with fetal air. Now he feels pain in his lower abdomen, as if something is flowing out from below. I shouted to Zhang Peng with all my strength, take me to the hospital!
The unborn child is missing. When I came out of the operating room, I saw Zhang Peng sitting there playing with his mobile phone.
At that moment, my heart seemed to be gouged out by a knife.
The day after the operation, I proposed to go back to my hometown to recuperate. Zhang Peng didn't object, only said that he would send me. I was full of resentment and didn't want to get in touch with him, so I packed some clothes myself and went home by car.
My parents saw me carrying my luggage home, and then my stomach was flat. I knew the general situation before I said anything.
While complaining that I didn't cherish myself enough, they ran home alone as soon as they miscarried, busy cleaning up the house and making me comfortable.
Feeling the warmth of home, I held back my tears to prevent it from flowing out.
My mother was making the bed with her back to me and suddenly began to cry. When my dad saw it, he immediately scolded her: "It's no use crying."
I suddenly feel very sorry for them. I'm twenty years old, but I still have to worry about them.
Mother wiped her tears and went out to make soup for me.
Dad turned his head and asked seriously, "Why didn't Zhang Peng come back?" ? I don't know how to answer at the moment. Dad sighed and stopped asking.
Zhang Peng called me, and when I saw it was him, I hung up before I could speak, and then I simply turned it off.
After this heartbreak, I decided to break up with him.
Under the care of my parents, I look better than before.
I gradually calmed down and prepared to have a rest before going out to work.
But I think everything is too simple. What happened next surprised me.
six
A month later, Zhang Peng suddenly appeared in front of my house. He slapped the iron gate of my house and shouted to see me.
He didn't open the door, so he just kept shooting. Later it seems that he smashed the door with a brick.
Neighbors also came out to watch the fun.
Dad frowned and said to me, how did you become such a person? This will be difficult.
I'm so anxious that tears are about to fall. I don't know how to tell my father.
But my father kept asking me, so I had to stammer that Zhang Peng had violated my body.
Dad squatted on the ground and grabbed his hair with his hands.
"I have to do this." Dad muttered, then stood up and walked to the door.
As soon as Zhang Peng saw me, he suddenly knelt down and asked me to go back with him.
Unfortunately, I am calm and determined.
"We have been impossible, you go home! This is the last time I see you. " I went into the bedroom and locked the door.
Dad's excited voice rang out in the living room: "We have put up with you for a long time! How many people did you bring to your house to propose marriage? You also brought a knife! I'm not afraid of you, but I saw that you were kind to my daughter, so I reluctantly agreed. I didn't expect you to hurt my daughter again and again. People like you should not come into my house again! "
After listening to my father's words, I realized that Zhang Peng had threatened my parents with people.
How many things I don't know? I suddenly realized that I knew nothing about Zhang Peng.
A sense of terror arises spontaneously.
When I looked forward to the future and planned to follow him wholeheartedly, he had no respect for me and my family and just took it away by force.
The life of a fugitive believes that there is no tomorrow. If you want it, you must get it. After getting it, I don't know how to cherish it. I like a child, I like to tease it twice, and when I get bored, I leave it aside and don't let it be taken away.
At the beginning, he took me by strong means and threatened my parents to let me follow him stupidly. Now I don't look back. Do you want to take me back by the same means?
Suddenly there was a scream in the living room, like a mother's voice, followed by a burst of hurried footsteps, and then the sound spread from the living room to the yard.
I opened the curtains and looked into the yard through the glass window. I only saw Zhang Peng blushing and yelling at my father with a bright knife in his hand, and the blood on the blade was dazzling.
The father standing opposite was holding his trembling mother in one hand and a kitchen knife in the other, keeping a close eye on Zhang Peng's movements. He was highly nervous.
Mother put her hand on her arm, which was still bleeding.
Mom is hurt, and I can't stand it any longer. I opened the door and rushed to the door.
Zhang Peng saw me immediately like crazy, holding a dagger will run to me. Looking at Zhang Peng with twisted facial features, I was shocked. My feet are like nails, and I can't move a step.
Seeing that Zhang Peng was coming to me, my father let go of his mother, shouted, raised his kitchen knife and suddenly cut at Zhang Peng.
seven
The police took my father away, and Zhang Peng and his mother were also sent to the county hospital. This originally harmonious and happy home suddenly fell apart.
Fortunately, due to the timely rescue, Zhang Peng was out of danger, and her mother suffered only a little skin injury, which was not serious after dressing. Because my father acted in self-defense, he didn't sue. He was detained for a few days and then went home.
After leaving the hospital, Zhang Peng also took the initiative to call me, but I didn't answer. He also sent me a message through a friend, expressing his apologies and apologizing to me and my family.
Some people are unforgivable. I don't accept Zhang Peng's apology.
After that, I stopped working, helped my parents plant fruit trees at home and taught myself agricultural technology.
My wish is very simple, that is, I hope that through the company of my family and me, the battered family can restore the warmth of the past.
Because since that incident, my mother was often awakened by nightmares and depressed, while my father had a lot of white hair and was much older.
Until one day, the police/inspector came and asked me to cooperate with their investigation.
The business that Zhang Peng and his brothers did privately turned out to be selling/smuggling foreign wine. Relying on their reputation in the local black street, they sold smuggled wine to restaurants at high prices. Those restaurants that have deals with them are protected by them, and they don't let local strongmen make trouble. Because of this, their business has been booming.
Unfortunately, as a person around him, I know nothing about these things.
After the police/inspector left, I thought, if I had called the police decisively after being insulted, instead of giving in to Zhang Peng and being willing to hide in his comfort zone, then what happened later would not have happened?
Dad came over and patted me on the head: "You are still too young. Your mother and I both want you to be happy. In fact, at that moment, I really wanted him to die. "
Say that finish, he squatted in the yard, where Zhang Peng was cut down by him, lit a cigarette.