Details: "She thought she was doing the right thing, and I forgot why I was there. The only certainty is that I was there because she was there. We slowly walked towards the people we were most afraid of in those years, and we explored and interrogated our fears. "
It is easier to explore and overcome inner fears by following a brave person and touching the unknown self with the help of external forces. This situation seems to have continued until my college days, but I have never admitted my cowardice, because defining myself is more cruel than I thought.