At this moment, it is 23 o'clock on March 20, 2022.
I am writing to you.
Of course, I know that at this moment you have left the world you love, your relatives, and your dear colleagues who are dependent on each other. Sisheng Shi Si, you will never see the words I wrote to you again. But I still want to write, but I still beat the keyboard stubbornly with some trembling hands.
It takes a lot of hesitation to start writing-in the title of the letter, I unconsciously typed the word "Xiaohui". But I immediately felt inappropriate. I'm not a relative, a friend or a friend with you. Is it abrupt, presumptuous or even "friendly" to use such a name? Although you are only two years older than my daughter, at this moment, I should only look up to you.
Yes, I can only look up!
It was this afternoon that I accidentally saw the news of your sudden death from my mobile phone circle of friends.
I learned from many information sources that you went back to the hotel to rest after the night shift at 3 am on March 19. I also had dinner with my colleague * * * at noon, and contacted my colleague WeChat at 6: 48 pm, but there was no reply. At 23: 00, my colleague found that there had been no reply, so I went to your room to check it immediately. No one answered the door, and no one answered the phone in the house. Colleagues asked the hotel staff to open the door and found you lying in the bathroom with no pulse and heartbeat. Colleagues quickly called the emergency number 120 for cardiopulmonary resuscitation. After the emergency personnel 120 arrived, they continued a series of treatments such as cardiopulmonary resuscitation and went to the emergency department of Weihai Third Hospital for rescue. On the 20th, they died after being rescued.
I worked until 3: 00 in the morning, and then I died suddenly without eating dinner. After reading these words, my heart aches.
After reading the above words, I was thinking, what was I doing when you were supposed to eat more than ten hours ago?
By the way, send WeChat to my daughter who is far away from Shanghai. After learning that the community where she lived was temporarily closed and the aunt who cooked could not enter, I told her on WeChat how to cook a simple, nutritious and delicious dish-pork belly fried cabbage. Thinking of this, my chest tightened, and I have seen the words "years are quiet" and "carrying forward" many times. I feel a little melodramatic because I have seen too much. But at this moment, I realized that I was really wrong, and I realized the true meaning and weight of that sentence!
We learned from relevant people and media reports that in this epidemic prevention struggle, how did you risk your life to fight the virus?
It is you. Since the outbreak of COVID-19 in 2020, you have led colleagues from COVID-19 Nucleic Acid Testing Laboratory, a clinical laboratory of Shandong Provincial Hospital, to fight in the front line of the epidemic. Face to face with COVID-19 patients, face to face with the disease. You and your team are the closest people to the virus. Each test will last for several hours, during which you will not drink water, eat or go to the toilet. In addition, the protective clothing is thick and closed. After a round of experiments, your clothes are often soaked with sweat and your face is covered with the indentation of goggles. I'm exhausted, but I have no regrets. ......
It is you who make the best use of the precious gap between intense work, constantly learn the latest prevention and control schemes and measures issued by the state, as well as relevant technical specifications, and teach and train the relevant personnel of medical institutions about sample collection, transportation, preservation and biosafety in the form of video conferences for many times. In order to improve the speed and quality of detection, you and your colleagues constantly sum up the scheme, optimize the process according to the actual situation, carry out refined post management, and form an assembly line, which greatly improves the efficiency and detection ability of nucleic acid detection. Up to now, the highest daily detection volume of nucleic acid detection laboratory in COVID-19 of Shandong Provincial Hospital is 30,000, ranking first among hospitals in Shandong Province, which has contributed to "saving medicine" for Shandong to win the epidemic prevention and control war.
It is you, shouldering the earnest entrustment of the leaders and colleagues of the hospital, leading your team to rush around in a hurry, and people are constantly rushing around in the first-line battlefields such as Beijing, Xinjiang, Henan, Weihai and Shandong.
The following timeline, like a bright light, reflects the nobility of your soul, the nobility of medical ethics and the passion of struggle!
In June 2020, an epidemic broke out in Xinfadi, Beijing, and the Shandong Provincial Health and Health Commission sent the "Shandong Medical Inspection Team" to support Beijing for the first time. You are the captain of Shandong Medical Inspection Team and the temporary Party branch secretary, and you support Peking University People's Hospital to improve the nucleic acid detection ability of COVID-19. You and your team will assemble and prepare materials in one day, and take five sets of instruments and supporting reagents urgently raised by Shandong Provincial Health and Health Commission to the north. After I arrived in Beijing, I immediately rushed to the laboratory to participate in the construction of the new laboratory. As the team leader, you undertook the overall coordination and optimization of the process and quickly put forward the transformation plan of the laboratory. Together with the staff of the Laboratory of Peking University People's Hospital, we worked hard against time to complete the emergency transformation of COVID-19 Nucleic Acid Testing Laboratory within 48 hours. The layout of the laboratory is relatively reasonable and meets the requirements of biosafety. It has four functional areas and is autoclaved. After being put into use, it can detect 654.38+00000 samples every day. Shandong inspection team mixed with the laboratory staff of Peking University People's Hospital and worked in shifts 24 hours a day. At the same time, you led us to improve the laboratory management system, verified the performance of the PCR amplifier, established the indoor quality control interpretation rules and re-inspection rules, organized many business trainings, and participated in the compilation and improvement of 30 SOP documents and 365,438+0 record forms. After many days' efforts, the Shandong inspection team led by You has completed tens of thousands of nucleic acid tests, effectively ensuring the implementation of Beijing's prevention and control requirements of "should check and check, and is willing to check and check", which has been highly recognized and praised by National Health Commission, Beijing Municipal Health and Health Commission and Shandong Provincial Health and Health Commission.
On August 3rd, 2020, once again, as the team leader, you led 4 1 inspectors of the second batch of medical inspection teams in Shandong Province to leave Jinan and rush to Wan Li to aid Xinjiang. At that time, you had just "fought" in Beijing for more than 20 days. When you were in isolation, because there was another epidemic in Xinjiang, you couldn't wait to write a sincere invitation letter and take the initiative to go to the front line of the epidemic. After arriving in Kashgar, Xinjiang, you and the team members cooperated with the staff of the laboratory department of the local hospital and completed the testing of more than 200,000 people. You and your team members are also teaching and training local laboratory students in Kashgar to impart experience. Training combines theoretical teaching with practical training. After 9 days of continuous training, all students can basically master sample processing, nucleic acid extraction, report review and delivery. After the training, all students successfully passed the business skills examination. You and your colleagues played the role of mentors, leaving a COVID-19 nucleic acid testing team that you can't take away. At the farewell ceremony organized by the National Health Planning Commission, 1 1 support teams from seven provinces participated. You are the only aid representative who spoke on stage! What does this mean? Everyone speaks for himself!
At the beginning of 2022, an epidemic broke out in Henan. On the evening of October 5th, 65438/KLOC-0, you quickly packed more than a dozen boxes of instruments and reagent consumables, and led a team to set off overnight from Jinan to Zhengzhou, Henan. After more than ten days of fighting day and night, the epidemic situation in Zhengzhou is stable. 65438+ 10 65438+May, you and your colleagues packed up overnight again and set off for hua county, Anyang, Henan. * * * * Together with the local staff, we have built a solid epidemic prevention line for the people of Huaxian County.
In March, 2022, domestic epidemics broke out in many places, and Shandong Province was not spared. On the evening of March 8, Shandong Provincial Hospital received a support order from the Provincial Health and Health Commission. Once again, you will be the team leader, and together with six colleagues with rich experience in nucleic acid detection, such as Zhao, Wu Xiaoben, Zhang, etc., the provincial hospital will support the Weihai epidemic disposal detection team. Four of the team members once again embarked on an anti-epidemic journey with their families shortly after the end of supporting nucleic acid testing in Henan.
The Weihai anti-epidemic campaign that ended your life is a concentrated expression of your strong sense of responsibility, high efficiency and full-load working condition.
As the leader of the provincial inspection team supporting the handling of the epidemic situation in Weihai, you led a team to Weihai at 22: 00 on March 8 to support the nucleic acid inspection.
After you arrived in Weihai at 4: 00 a.m. on March 9, you immediately went to Vigo Norun Laboratory to check the laboratory conditions and guide the assembly and debugging of all the instruments, equipment and reagents that arrived. 14, as the first group, you put into nucleic acid detection.
In order to curb the development of COVID-19 epidemic as soon as possible, the nucleic acid detection team worked around the clock in four shifts a day to improve the speed of specimen detection. From 9th to 12, there were four high-intensity night shifts in succession, and until March of 19, * * worked continuously 1 1 day, of which 7 days were night shifts.
In order to reduce the times of wearing protective clothing and avoid wasting time, you and your colleagues work for 6 hours without eating, drinking or going to the toilet. Usually, they are exhausted when they return to their rooms after one shift, and then they wake up and throw themselves into the next shift again.
In this way, you collapsed because of overwork! On the cold bathroom floor!
In this way, you are gone, and behind you is the grief of the white-haired people to send the black-haired people!
In this way, you are gone, and behind you is a broken-hearted husband who loves you deeply, and a middle-aged wife!
In this way, you are gone, and behind you are a pair of children who are eager to wait for their mother's return!
In this way, you are gone, and behind you is the pain of your close colleagues and friends!
In this way, you left, and behind you were patients who regarded you as their relatives.
A friend of mine told me that you came to this world in April 1980. In this way, your life is fixed at nearly 42 years old; In this way, your life ended the best youth of your life!
But if you think about it carefully, human life has three attributes, namely, natural life, social life and spiritual life.
Those who only pay attention to the pursuit of natural life span are ordinary people; Excellent people pay more attention to the width of social life and the height of spiritual life! For you, although the natural life ended sadly today (March 20, 2022), your social life is more substantial and substantial, but your spiritual life has sublimated to a height that ordinary people can't reach!
In your short life, how many people will be heartbroken, pondered, sighed and ashamed by the spiritual energy of generate!
Think again, it's really not easy for people to come into this world.
In such a short life, you chose to take responsibility, choose to overcome difficulties, and choose to leave the pain and fatigue to yourself! Because of this, you have become a capitalized "person" in the minds of many people, including me! It has become the biggest reason why we don't regret coming to this world of pain and joy!
I have said many times that I never like to comfort or even anesthetize myself with nothing in heaven.
Moreover, I firmly believe that if you didn't leave, you wouldn't leave! Because the land you have lived in is a hot land that you have worked hard for and dreamed of!
"Why do I often have tears in my eyes? Because I love this land deeply. "
Is it?
Yes!
Your father's contemporaries.
Late at night on March 20, 2022