Now he has really seen Xiao's love for Zhao Feng, which is deep in his bones ~ ~ Every time he sees Xiao staring out of the window without saying a word in his hospital bed, the iron man feels like a knife ~
Num's heart really hurts. Why is God so unfair to me ~ ~ Finally, I met someone who loves me deeply. Why should I separate us? Every time I think about this headache, I attack her violently and fall asleep. I slept with Zhao Feng's photo. "Girl, are you busy at work today?" "Girl, can I pick you up later?" ... when I woke up, the pillow towel was wet again
"Elder brother, you must know the whereabouts of Zhao Feng now? Elder brother ... ""Sister, I did hide a lot from you before, but I really don't know about it, I don't know ~ ~ "At this moment, Xiao Mingchuan looked at Xiaohong's eyes and cried feebly. It was really hard to say this against his will ~ He said to Tian Hao, who was silent next to him," Look at it, I'll go out and get some porridge ~ ~ "Xiao Mingchuan walked through the corridor with heavy steps.
"Zhao Feng, you really don't come back to see xiao? Sister, she really, really misses you, really ~ ~ "Before she finished, the undercurrent that Xiao Mingchuan tried to hide suddenly came out.
Didn't the receiver on the other end feel sad? On the other end of the phone, Zhao Feng listened silently with tears in her eyes. The sharp pain in the arm just after the operation is nothing to the colic of this heart. After about half a minute, he adjusted his tone and said, "Ming Chuan, don't I want to go back to Xiao's side, but I can't even guarantee her the most basic safety and plain life ~ ~ ~ You said that I would go back now, which is nothing more than ~ ~" and wiped a tear "You know, I" but I want to give her a future. I can't let her down because of my selfishness. She will follow me now, which really makes me feel slim. When the time is right, I will go back to her. ""Believe me, Ming Chuan, you promised me that you must take good care of Num until the day I come back, no matter what ~ ""Brother, I will promise you, but you must also take your decision to quit now seriously. ~~~
Xiao Mingchuan took porridge from Zhao Feng's parents' home and went back to the ward. He found that Xiao had fallen asleep in a daze and the pillow was still wet. He sat by the bed for a while and suddenly received a phone call. After he hurried to the corridor to pick it up, he told Tianhao to take good care of Xiao. After contacting him in time, he left in a hurry.
Came to the private room, Ma Dongming, Fang Jie and some prominent and important people on the road almost all came. Xiao Mingchuan said, "Big brother is good, wife is good." After standing up and greeting the others, everyone sat down. "I've heard of Zhao Feng. Is he all right now? " Ma Dongming asked straight away. "Eldest brother, don't worry about others now, we will try our best, but to be honest, we can't guarantee his right hand ~ ~" After a silence, he asked with concern, "Is Xiao ok now? That Zhang Daquan is really not a human being, so he took such despicable measures ~ ~ ""Sister-in-law, Num is all right now, thank you for your concern, which is why Zhao Feng decided ~ ""This is why I asked you out today, and Zhao Feng decided to quit. " Of course, there is a silent reaction here, which some people find incredible, but Liu Weidong and Fang Jie still seem to be the original expressions. Maybe they already knew, but they were just surprised by the extraordinary power of an ordinary woman, Xiao, who made Zhao Feng make such a decision before. "Zhao Feng quit. He wants his brothers to do some of the industries he did before, and then he wants to discuss most of the rest with his eldest brother's wife and all the seniors present. ”~~~
Xiao was discharged from the hospital, and under the escort of Xiao Mingchuan and Tianhao, she returned to her and Zhao Feng's home. As the red wooden door that seemed to be sealed for a long time slowly opened, Xiao seemed to see Zhao Feng watching TV on the sofa and playing with her. On that sunny afternoon, Zhao Feng helped her comb her long hair on the balcony, and Zhao Feng sat by the bed silently and contentedly watching her fall asleep. Everything seems to be the same as yesterday, and my little heart slowly warms up, only to wake up, everything has changed, and Zhao Feng has left? Zhao Feng quietly left her alone, and Xiao went straight into the room. She expects to find a miracle, but the reality is really so confusing. Zhao Feng, my favorite person, where are you now? Please come back as soon as possible. Zhao Feng, how did you smile and promise "Don't leave me"? I really miss you. After entering the room, I could no longer control my paralysis and fell to the floor, crying loudly, and the floor was wet. This time, crying really gave vent to all her repressed pain and long-cherished thoughts about Zhao Feng ~ ~ ~
How can you be so heartless? Xiao and Zhao Feng's clothes in the closet are still neat, and watching all these changes seems to be out of the way. The only change is that the photo frame with Xiao's photos on the table and the photos of Xiao and Zhao Feng are gone, and Zhao Feng took them away. Zhao Feng came back, which was Xiao's first reaction. Xiao took the photo frame of Zhao Feng's photo on the bookshelf, and suddenly tears flowed freely. I can remember the happy time together before, but now my heart ached. It used to last forever, but now it's gone sooner or later ~ ~ ~ I knelt on the double bed with a photo of Zhao Feng, holding Zhao Feng's pillow in my hands, capturing the breath left by Zhao Feng, and shed tears with a smile. Crying, tired, sleeping, laughing and crying, crying tired, holding Zhao Feng's pillow in my arms and taking Zhao Feng's photo safely by the bed, how can you leave me alone like this ~ ~
Is Xiao the only one who suffers? Zhao Feng finished the operation on his arm, and stayed alone in the hospital, quietly thinking about Xiao, Xiao and his unknown and distant future. Looking at the photo of Xiao at the bedside, he seemed to find the direction and confidence again, and his mouth rose slightly, accompanied by two lines of tears quietly across his face. The injury on the arm is really a big problem. Things done that night, XiaoMingChuan a person by his side. He doesn't want his brothers to worry about him. He told Xiao Mingchuan one thing, the key point is to take good care of Xiao while he is away. At the same time, he also made more detailed and comprehensive arrangements for his withdrawal. Of course, the above-mentioned proper arrangements were later attributed to "Big Brother" Ma Dongming and "Sister-in-law" Fang Jie. She deeply understands that it is not easy for Zhao Feng to make such a decision. The determination for a woman he loves may be that Zhao Feng's courage and charm are for the person he loves, not just for his brother's sincere treatment, which shows his forbearance. For a serious cut on his arm, the doctor's worst plan is amputation, which is certainly the last thing Zhao Feng wants, the last thing people who care about him want, and the last thing I want to accept. Be sure to get through it, Zhao Feng said to himself silently. Every time I see a picture of Xiao, there is a glimmer of light in the gloom in his heart. Every time I recall the scene with Xiao, Zhao Feng has more confidence in life and more yearning for beauty. Perhaps it was this force that touched God, and a miracle appeared, and Zhao Feng's arm injury improved. At the same time, Zhao Feng made a decision that he would go to another city to build another world for him, for him and for the small future. Of course, this process is extremely difficult and arduous. So he decided to go to a city far away from this city, which is full of too much blood and violence, love and resentment for himself.
A year later, in Hongluo Temple, compared with the last time when Zhao Feng came to Hongluo Temple together, Xiao's eyes now have the same melancholy as before, but also have perseverance. Recalling the scene when I asked the Buddha to bless the people around me, a tear fell in my small eyes disappointedly. Xiao lit three incense, silently reading to wish him peace. May the Buddha bless us together forever. Really, I don't want anything else, it's such a simple wish, simple, I'm really helpless and powerless, really. This year, Zhu Nan found Xiao, but I didn't expect further development with Xiao. Their relationship is maintained as a friend, but Zhu Nan still guards Xiao, like a big brother to a little sister, because he knows that Xiao only loves Zhao Feng now. Xiao Mingchuan occasionally takes Xiao Mingchuan to eat, chat and ask him what he needs. Both of them stopped talking about Zhao Feng tacitly, because Xiao knew that Xiao Mingchuan and her brother also had difficulties ~ ~
This year, Xiao has matured a lot, but the only constant is her deep love for Zhao Feng. She lives at home most of the time. The warm home that she used to be with Zhao Feng is a little deserted now. Occasionally, when the weather is fine on weekends, she will hang Zhao Feng's clothes at home, as if Zhao Feng, the man at home, came back ~ ~ In this way, a year's suffering, a capable strong woman in the company during the day and a woman crying silently in bed at night, this is the main life of Xiao for a year ~ ~ ~ I am really tired, but every time I think of Zhao Feng, I seem to have the motivation to live. I am so contradictory ~ ~ Zhao Feng, where is my favorite person? I really don't believe that people will disappear silently. I once held your photo at the entrance of every railway station and asked if I had seen such a person. I asked if I had seen such a person everywhere I thought you might appear.
Before the "male and female ginkgo" again, the huge canopy and the Ursa Major Hall complement each other, which is very spectacular.
"'They have grown together for thousands of years.'
Yes, for a long time. '
I think they will live forever, will it last for ten thousand years? '
Ha ha, it's hard to say, a ten thousand-year-old tree. '
May they stand together for ten thousand years. '
We come to see them every year to see if they can live for 10 thousand years. '
But we can't live for ten thousand years ~ ~'
Haha, our souls ~ ~'
What you said is terrible! ~ ~, then you say, can they bless us? '
Of course, girl, they will bless us for a thousand years and ten thousand years. "
Everything is still so familiar, things have changed. Is this the feeling? A gust of wind blew, and Xiao's long hair was raised by the wind, and tears fell in the wind. She brushed her hair, put on sunglasses and turned to leave ~ ~
Not far away, it is also a familiar figure. He sat not far from her, watching her silently, guarding her, with guilt, regret and love. "We come to see them every year" is an unwritten promise, so that two people who love each other will remember it and pray silently. Xiao, you must have a better life while I am away. I'll give it to you when I get back.
With the help of some reliable contacts and Xiao Mingchuan's funds, Zhao Feng gradually began to do some legitimate business in a small town in the south. Although this process was full of hardships and similar provocations, he silently endured Xiao's thoughts and deep thoughts and difficulties, and he became more cautious and steady. He is creating a world for himself and Xiao's future step by step. The world is small, but it is small. In the meantime, Xiao Mingchuan came to the south to do something. Xiao Mingchuan told Zhao Feng all about Xiao's recent situation, which made Zhao Feng more tenacious and strengthened his belief ~ ~ ~
Xiao is still as melancholy as ever, just adding a pair of sunglasses every day. It seems that I don't want anyone to get close to her melancholy world, which is exactly the case. Xiao's contact with people is limited to colleagues in the company and intimate friends in high school and college. Although I haven't been in touch for a long time, I have been quietly searching for Zhao Feng's information and never stopped, and Xiao Mingchuan, Zhu Nan and Xiao Mingchuan are really her good brothers. I will come to see num as soon as I have time. Although Num is no longer as hoarse as when Zhao Feng left, sometimes Jing Liu will come along. The two of them were talking and laughing. Num, deeply hurt by all kinds of experiences, is hard to see what it looks like ~ ~
Two people who love each other deeply can only cry silently when they miss each other, but just thinking about each other is enough to fill their hearts ~ ~ How many nights have they spent?
It's another year of Hongluo Temple, and there are fewer people, but two years ago, those two intimate figures still came as promised. They came to the same place from different places. What kind of power sustains them and loves them deeply. Xiao stood in front of the "male and female ginkgo" for a long time. For a long time, another clear tear slipped from my face, and a determined tear made people think about things. Or two lonely figures. It's time to go back ~ ~
Today, the weather is very good. Num is still hanging Zhao Feng's clothes one by one on the balcony, satisfied like a child, and sometimes she sticks the clothes tightly to her chest and feels the breath left ~
All this was seen by a concerned person in the community square, and my heart was very painful. Num is still so beautiful, which makes people feel distressed ~ ~ He drove and followed Num quietly, because he didn't want to lose it again. It should be said that he is leaving Num again. Xiao still went to Carrefour. Xiao still likes to take a walk, drink yogurt and eat KFC as always ~ ~ He silently watched his beloved return to the community and warm home where he once lived, and the light turned on ~ You continued to look at the building quietly in the car, as if you could see Xiao and the woman who made her feel distressed at a glance ~ ~
The light went out, and now Xiao has become strong. She is no longer afraid of the coming of the night, because what she fears most is that Zhao Feng, her favorite person, has happened, so what is she afraid of now ~ ~
When you enter the apartment, everything remains the same. You are as familiar as when you left two years ago. He took out the key to the small warm home and gently inserted it into the keyhole, but nothing changed. So familiar, he suddenly had an impulse to cry and gently opened the door, but the interior decoration did not change, or the familiar high-legged bamboo chair, or the big sofa watching TV with Xiao, or ~. He walked quietly into their old bedroom. It's my favorite woman, Num, with a picture of Zhao Feng on her head, sleeping soundly. "Girl, shall I take you to work tomorrow?" "No, I'll just go by myself ~" Xiao smiled and dreamed of Zhao Feng again.
At this time, Zhao Feng sat quietly on the edge of the bed, and then looked vaguely at Xiao, who fell asleep softly and affectionately in the moonlight. She gently stroked Xiao's face with her hand, and Xiao felt it. She felt a familiar hand gently stroking her face. She's not sure. Is this a dream? No, Xiao opened his eyes. Although it was late at night, the darkness could not stop her keen intuition. It's him, the man she has been waiting for firmly. It's really him coming back. Xiao suddenly sat up and hugged the person in front of him tightly. Her beloved Zhao Feng said tightly, "Girl, let's never be apart again, ok?" Xiao nodded vigorously on Zhao Feng's shoulder, and immediately two liquids with body temperature hugged each other's necks in the past ~ ~
"People who missed in a previous life will feel back in this life. Do you believe it? "
-"Fate is difficult, and feelings are difficult."
This feeling will never be easy.
May we embrace again in the afterlife.
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