Why do you lose yourself after going to college?
Your situation is really dangerous. Freshman is influenced by senior three and knows how to learn. But you are slowly decadent, lazy, have no direction and motivation to learn, muddle along like a humble bird, have no pressure, and muddle along all day. This is a common problem of many college students, and it is also the reason why many college students can't find a job or a good job after graduation, and what's more, they can't even get a college diploma. Employers want a college degree. Don't forget, employers pay more attention to practical ability. Without practical ability, a higher diploma is useless. So I suggest you set a study goal, study the positions in society and see which job you like. Of course, the best major is the best. Study hard during college for future work. In fact, no matter how you study, it is impossible to have the same learning situation as senior three.