Sanmao's life is full of personality, self-injury, autism and self-harm, and her life will be fixed at 48 years old. When she left, she chose to hang herself with stockings in the hospital. People with personality died so inexplicably. Some people say that she is not mortal, so she chose the place where she wanted to go. Is it true?/You don't say. In any case, she has been to the world, trampled on the earth, breathed the air and tasted the ups and downs of the world. Now, as a mother, I have read Sanmao again, and suddenly I find it difficult to be her parents!
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She showed unusual rebellion when she was a child. Sanmao is actually very lucky. She was born in the 1940s (even older than my parents), which was an era when there was not enough food and clothing. Children in most families often do not have enough to eat or even study, but her family is happy. Her father graduated from Fudan University and her mother is a gentle lawyer. She is tutoring her children. It stands to reason that with such a sound family, children must be active and healthy.
This child, whose original name was "Chen Maoping", her parents wanted her to be healthy and safe, so they deliberately chose the word "Ping". As for Chinese characters, they are used by the Chen family, and they are all in their names. However, the villain Jing Sanmao thought it was too difficult to write, so he took the liberty to remove it and changed it to "Chen Ping". More boldly, encourage all brothers and sisters to get rid of this word. This is San Mao's character.
In the place called Huangjueya where she lived as a child, Sanmao was found to be very strange and adventurous, completely different from other children. She once approached an abandoned grave alone, and she would carefully study the process of ending these lives when others slaughtered pigs and sheep. In short, she is bold enough and curious enough!
Later, Chen Ping fell in love with Sanmao. Sanmao wandered around in The Wandering of Sanmao and changed his name to Sanmao.
Imagine that in those days, girls were "raised in boudoir". How worried parents should be about such a wild, rebellious and unrestrained girl!
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As a teenager, Sanmao's family moved to Taiwan Province Province. In a foreign land, their family's life is not comfortable. Sanmao entered school at the age of seven, but she doesn't like it here. She felt like a bird with its wings cut, until one day, the dumb soldier appeared. ...
Young Sanmao likes dumb soldiers and thinks that dumb soldiers bring vitality to her life. Dumb soldiers also like Sanmao. He is on duty for Sanmao, who teaches him culture. Every day after school, the dumb soldiers will send her away from the campus until her figure disappears into the sunset. ...
Someone went to the Chen family to tell the dumb soldier to plot against San Mao. Since then, the dumb soldier has disappeared from Sanmao's life. This visit of love made Sanmao, who is sensitive by nature, wet her eyes. ...
Perhaps because of injury or other reasons, Sanmao's performance here is not good. Once, the teacher drew two big circles on Sanmao's eyes to punish Sanmao, just like a giant panda. This incident completely broke San Mao's heart. She closed herself up and school became her nightmare. She came to the cemetery many times and felt that this was her destination. Her loving parents tried their best to comfort her, but to no avail.
Father decided not to let Sanmao go to school and invited a tutor. After attending classes at home, Sanmao left school and attended classes in her red house. How to go to Qiu Lai in the spring outside has nothing to do with her. Sanmao became more and more silent, and his father understood that optical knowledge was useless after all, and he had to learn a technology.
So my father decided to let Sanmao learn piano. However, Sanmao has no interest or sense of music in front of these 88 keys. The way her father sat in front of the piano stool and smiled at her made her feel more stressed. Finally, one day, her tears fell on the keys, and her father sighed, "San Mao, what else can we do for you?"
The story is too long and tortuous, so share it with you slowly. In short, it is difficult to be a parent, and it is even more difficult to be a parent of Sanmao. Sanmao is excellent, but if you calm down and think about it, will this excellent person have some defects in his personality?