Preface to freshman year
When the bell rang on June 9, 1 1, I knew we were going to bid farewell to a period of youth. Then, a group of boys with excessive hormone secretion began to release their excess energy all night. The drunkenness on the wine table, the intonation in KTV and the name shouted in the deserted street at midnight seem to announce to the world that we have graduated, grown up and matured. Of course, there is no doubt that this kind of behavior itself is immature and irrational, but in the youth, no one is ridiculous anymore.
When the word "busy network" appeared on the web page of the query results, although a rude "I am Cao" popped up in my mouth, I was obviously relieved. Therefore, I know that duplicity is not an exception, and many times we are.
hire
When the employment pressure is so severe, I got a moderate score, went to a moderate undergraduate college and studied a lukewarm major. The word "work" appeared in front of me so painfully for the first time. Yes, it hurts. It was also in the first 1/3 years of my life that I felt the charm of the golden mean: the ordinary children of ordinary people became very ordinary members of ordinary colleges and universities. It seems that the only unusual thing about all this is that the probability of these events happening at the same time is relatively low. I don't know if I will find a job that is not too bad or too bad in the future, get a salary that is not too high or too low, and spend my life with someone I don't like ... I am not willing to go on like this, and there is still a little youthful passion left. So, I spent half a day, three pages loose-leaf, and wrote a plan that made me very excited at that time and now makes me very ashamed. The end result is nothing more than a dispensable weight in the garbage bag. Anyone can make a good drawing, but when we want to make it into a tangible, visible and tangible object, it is as difficult as letting us separate the "red, green and blue" with our eyes closed.
love
I used to think that science and technology developed rapidly, and only when I went to college did I find that the interpersonal relationship between men and women was faster than the discovery of science and technology. Yesterday's stranger may become a lover who snores in front of the girls' dormitory today, and today's lover may repeat today's action with others tomorrow. Seeing all this, you fantasize that one day you will fall in love with a peerless beauty at first sight and imitate other people's actions at the gate of the girls' dormitory. I have to admit, all this just shows that you still have good expectations for life. Maybe one day, you can't stand loneliness any longer, and go after the girl who looks ordinary but gives you a secret autumn. It was not until you were together that you realized that that girl just wanted to find someone of the opposite sex who could talk to her and have dinner with her. In mathematics, "negative is positive" can never be proved emotionally. Two lovers who are together because of loneliness will not last long. Their morbid pursuit of happiness will make them farther away from happiness.
dream
Remember that note you wore when you put your wallet? When you think it's the end of the world, when you think that no matter how hard you try, the note in your wallet silently supports and encourages you who are young and sentimental. At that time, Rizo, Rizo's note carrying your dreams was everything to you. When you finally have enough time and energy to face your dreams, you find that your dreams are no longer as clear and beautiful as before. It ages as quickly as a plant without water. We know that dreams will not wait for us to grow up. And more often, a dream that can wait cannot be called a dream. Now, when you think of that dream again, it is no longer the feeling of blood impacting the whole body's blood vessels, but an inclusive and chilling calm. I wonder, what has this university given you, making you feel calm far beyond your actual age?
Perhaps the words of john barrymore, the star, can explain: "People will not grow old until regrets take the place of dreams. 」
distance
There are too many students in the university, like "singing backyard flowers across the river", living a life of drunkenness and dying in the last joy. The buddy who failed the most courses in the whole department is still confidently refreshing his own record. University is the intersection of heaven and hell. If you don't pay attention, you will stand opposite. Brothers in the same dormitory can order takeout every day, play games in the dormitory all week, and stay indoors; The buddies in the dormitory next door can also spend all day in the library, holding scores that we despise and secretly envy, and holding the most scholarships in the whole department; You can also take an examination of the scores that you just got your diploma, go to class, and have fun without class. ...
Mu Xin said that the freedom of the school is to let students rise and fall. For us, the university is nothing more than a place to enlarge the tiny gap infinitely and then enlarge it again.
Gradually, I found that the university is just the wheat field of The Catcher in the Rye, and we are just children playing in the wheat field. We run and jump as if we could be free. However, no one noticed that the watchman on the edge of the cliff had left. ...