That summer, MINO had just stepped into the university campus. He is aloof and arrogant in appearance, used to being a loner, and his indifferent attitude and arrogant tone always make people stay away from him.

Although MINO has always had many suitors, no one has ever been able to impress her.

She has no good friends here, and it seems that she doesn't need anyone to be her friend.

Therefore, no one has ever known her.

Until the end of that summer, a slight autumn chill laid the first fallen leaf, and the boy named Yang Xia broke into her closed world.

Hello! My name is Yang Xia!

A simple prologue broke the silence of the playground. MINO opened her eyes, this is the first time she saw Yang Xia.

Clean white T-shirt, clean facial features, clean voice.

In MINO's view, this is an ordinary boy. Among many suitors, Yang Xia is not conspicuous.

After a cold look, MINO never looked back.

She thought Yang Xia would leave, but he didn't.

I'm Yang Xia from the music class. Can I be your friend? !

Yang Xia followed MINO's footsteps and asked gently.

Do not follow me!

MINO was impatient, but he turned around and bumped into Yang Xia's clean and calm smiling face.

Yang Xia said, are you going back? Let me see you off!

MINO turned around and coldly refused, no!

But Yang Xia still foolishly followed, and he said, I want to protect you.

MINO felt a little ridiculous that this old-fashioned method was still in use.

After a while, MINO stared at Yang Xia angrily and warned you again, don't follow me!

So Yang Xia stopped.

Then, MINO ran away without looking back, because she didn't want to see Yang Xia again.

But the next day, Yang Xia ran to MINO's side with a blue umbrella. The roadside is where MINO passes every day.

He said with a smile, it is raining. Let me take you home!

MINO said coldly, no!

Yang Xia grabbed MINO's hand and stuffed the umbrella handle into her palm.

Yang Xia said it would rain heavily, and you would get sick.

MINO withdrew his hand, leaving a sentence, "none of your business? ! Keep walking.

Yang Xia caught up, put an umbrella on MINO's head and said nothing.

Hey! I told you not to follow me! MINO shouted.

She doesn't like being taken care of like this, or rather, she is not used to it.

You take the umbrella, and I'll leave at once!

Yang Xia handed the umbrella to MINO and walked out of it.

Psycho! MINO waved and knocked his umbrella over.

It began to rain harder and harder.

Yang Xia picked up the dropped umbrella and sent it to MINO again. The rain almost covered his wet face.

He said, if you really don't want me to follow, just take this umbrella!

MINO sneered. Are you threatening me? !

Yang Xia shook his head and said, I care about you.

MINO smiled contemptuously. Why do you care about me? !

Yang Xia said coldly, because I like you!

But in the end, whatever Yang Xia said or did, MINO refused to accept it. In MINO's view, Yang Xia is a narcissistic fool.

MINO didn't want to pester Yang Xia any more, and quickly ran into the rain.

Yang Xia threw away his umbrella and ran after him.

If you like getting wet in the rain, I will accompany you! Yang Xia shouted.

Hey! Are you really crazy? ! I said stop following me, don't you understand? !

MINO shouted angrily in the rain.

I'm not leaving. I told you, I like you and I want to protect you!

Psycho! Idiot! !

MINO couldn't bear it, picked up the stones on the ground and threw them at Yang Xia. Yang Xia didn't dodge, bruised shoulders faintly oozing crimson.

MINO didn't see it because she turned and ran away before the stone fell to the ground.

Yang Xia shaking body, stop in situ.

Watching MINO run in the hazy rain and fog, and then disappeared.

In the next few days, MINO never saw Yang Xia again.

MINO thought, that idiot named Yang Xia won't come again.

On a cool weekend, MINO sat alone on the deserted lawn, watching the sunset on the horizon. The smoke from his mouth outlined the outline of loneliness round and round.

She doesn't like smoking, but she has to.

Smoking is bad for your health. Don't smoke in the future!

There was a voice on the lawn, followed by a clean voice. Suddenly a figure appeared beside MINO.

MINO had no time to look back, and the cigarette butts on her fingers were taken away.

MINO turned around and saw him again, the boy named Yang Xia.

He raised his pale face and smiled gently at MINO.

Why are you here again? ! MINO stared at him crossly.

Sorry, I'm too busy practicing songs these days to accompany you.

Yang Xia apologetic naonao corners of the mouth, slightly contrite smile.

This is the first time he has lied, so he is very upset.

Who asked you to accompany him? Who do you think you are? !

MINO grumpily dropped a sentence and got up to leave again.

MINO! Yang Xia voice cried out.

How do you know my name? MINO, turn around.

..... because I like you.

Yang Xia said.

Psycho! MINO said and left.

Don't go! Yang Xia caught MINO's hand behind him.

Let me go. MINO quickly withdrew his hand and angrily pushed Yang Xia's shoulder, so Yang Xia fell into the soft grass.

MINO couldn't help being stuck.

She looked at Yang Xia, who was buried in her stomach and couldn't even lift her head, and couldn't help laughing. So you are so useless!

MINO turned around contemptuously, only to find that the grass under Yang Xia's feet had been stained by blood drops.

The wound buried in the grass has another mark.

Yang Xia listened to MINO's distant footsteps, looked at her back, slowly raised her face, and read softly, MINO, I really like you.

He just likes her, as if he can't find any definite reason.

Yang Xia said it was fate. When he passed the dance classroom for the first time, he first saw MINO spinning alone in the huge classroom, focused and charming, in MINO's trembling eyes.

Yang Xia felt the loneliness and cold in MINO.

The fluctuating heartbeat tells Yang Xia that he likes her and he wants to protect her.

Unfortunately, Yang Xia couldn't wake MINO's heartbeat.

No one knows what MINO is thinking, not even MINO himself.

From then on, whenever MINO needs it or not, Yang Xia will be happy to be by her side and accompany her, even if the journey is far away.

Even if you only hear your own voice from beginning to end.

Whether it is a big umbrella or a warm coat, MINO will say, No!

Cold water poured on Yang Xia's heart again and again, deliberately shaking his strong heart again and again.

In the evening, on the dark side of the road in late autumn, MINO still walked ahead indifferently, and Yang Xia followed quietly with his beloved guitar.

In the dark, several black figures appeared behind the tree, holding sharp daggers and blocking MINO's way with laughter.

MINO stopped quietly and clenched his fist.

MINO, run! Yang Xia caught up with MINO behind him and threw the guitar into the shadows in despair.

Just as another shadow was about to raise a dagger and stab Yang Xia, MINO skillfully flew up and kicked the shadow aside.

Then, Yang Xia stood aside and watched the agile MINO beat the shadows away one by one.

At this time, Yang Xia found that MINO knew judo.

At this moment, MINO turned around and shouted, You idiot!

Although the accident finally saved Yang Xia, MINO was secretly moved a little.

Later, MINO deliberately slowed down gradually, knowing that that fool named Yang Xia must have followed.

In early winter, a silent light snow melted the frozen river boundary.

Hey! Didn't I tell you not to follow me?

But it is not safe for you to live off campus alone, and it is so far away.

What does this have to do with you? !

I'm really worried.

I have nothing to do with you. Why are you so cheeky? !

Maybe! Hehe, because I really like you. ...

Psycho!

If you think I am, then I am!

All right, stay away from me, more than three meters!

Oh! Ok, got it!

Wait!

What happened? !

Is that a fruit stand in front? ! Go and buy two Jin of apples. ...

Um ... oh! All right!

Hey! Hurry up, I won't wait for you!

Hmm! Mm-hmm.

……

On the steps of the playground, MINO lit a cigarette and looked at the cold air.

Smoking is harmful to your health. Don't smoke any more.

Yang Xia didn't know how many times he had told him in MINO's ear, but MINO didn't listen to him once.

Aren't you bored? ! MINO spit out a circle of smoke and turned coldly.

I know, but I still hope you can listen to me for once.

Why should I listen to you? MINO sneer at a way.

Yang Xia didn't answer, just responded with a smile, but he kept repeating that sentence in his heart, because I like you.

MINO thought he would say that sentence again, but strangely, he didn't this time.

MINO leaned against the guardrail, raised his chin and lit another cigarette.

Yang Xia quietly looked at MINO beside him and was silent for a long time.

MINO didn't ask. She could see that Yang Xia had something on her mind, but she pretended not to know.

MINO, what's your dream? Yang Xia suddenly asked.

MINO didn't answer and asked, What about you? !

I want to be a top singer, then write many beautiful songs, stories about me and her, and then sing them to her with the most boiling heartbeat.

Oh! MINO smiled lightly, thinking, it's naive.

Mino, Yang Xia asked again. What's your dream? !

An idea flashed through MINO's mind, but it was immediately put out.

I don't have any dreams yet. MINO said casually.

MINO, if I disappear one day, will you find me? Yang Xia asked again.

Oh! Why should I come to you? ! MINO thought it was ridiculous.

Would you? ! Yang Xia asked anxiously.

MINO coldly took a sip of his cigarette and said, I've never been to anyone.

I see, hehe. Yang Xia seems to have guessed the answer.

It's a little cold. I'll go first. MINO reached into his pocket.

I might have to go. Yang Xia said behind his back.

MINO didn't look back.

Maybe, never come back. This sentence, Yang Xia's voice is much smaller.

MINO walked a long way quietly.

Yang Xia looked up, and the biting wind stung his face. He turned to lie prone on the guardrail and listened to MINO's footsteps disappear in the wind.

I heard that, MINO's heart flashed a trace of loss, and she felt that Yang Xia was not joking.

Comino told himself that if he really liked me, he wouldn't leave.

But since then, MINO really never saw Yang Xia again.

Later, I learned that Yang Xia was a genius in the music class and was recommended to a top Royal Conservatory of Music for special training.

And that time, is also the last time MINO saw Yang Xia.

That clean but sad big boy.

Since then, MINO has never found Yang Xia behind her. Although she told herself again and again that it was no big deal, she had betrayed her strength by looking forward and looking back again and again.

A winter passed, and MINO found that she was used to the footsteps behind her holding the guitar.

Every time he passes a familiar path, MINO always feels the breath of Yang Xia, as if he was still there and never left.

Sometimes when it rains, MINO will close her eyes and imagine someone standing beside her with a blue umbrella in the next second, smiling and saying to her, It's raining, let me take you home!

Every day, familiar streets, familiar moonlight and familiar scenery, but I can't find the familiar figure after all.

MINO felt a little weird, but she still admitted that yes, she missed him a little.

The summer after Yang Xia left, MINO had given up smoking. She often recalls how many times someone said in her ear that smoking is harmful to health, so stop smoking.

Now she really doesn't smoke, but that person can't tell.

This phone number has been stored in the mobile phone for a long time, but it has never been dialed once. One day, MINO quietly looked at it for a long time.

When MINO finally got up the courage to dial the phone, the response on the other end of the phone made MINO's mood fall to the bottom.

Yang Xia's school number is already empty.

MINO suddenly felt a kind of pain called "loss". She doesn't seem to have left anything about Yang Xia except the phone number that became an empty number.

MINO suddenly remembered what Yang Xia had said to her before she left.

If one day I disappear, will you look for me?

MINO finally understand now, that's because Yang Xia can't let go, Yang Xia has to go and won't give up on her.

It's just that MINO didn't give him a definite answer and let him go with regret.

MINO lost her eyes at this time and she regretted it.

So MINO decided to go to the Royal Conservatory of Music to find Yang Xia!

That hot summer, MINO put down all his pride and went to that city. In the vast sea of people, she really found Yang Xia.

Yang Xia's appearance has become more radiant, but his eyes haven't changed at all when he looks at MINO.

I thought Yang Xia would be very moved and excited to hug MINO, but he didn't.

Yang Xia stood quietly in front of MINO, holding another girl's hand, petite figure, smart round face.

MINO's breath trembled as if she were dreaming.

Before MINO escaped, Yang Xia stopped her. MINO forgot his feelings and went to the park with Yang Xia.

Did you come to see me on purpose? ! Yang Xia was obviously surprised.

what do you think? ! MINO pretended to be calm.

Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I always thought that you would never come to me or even forget me.

I'm not you. I forget everything easily.

I have never forgotten you. Yang Xia bit her lip anxiously.

Why did you leave without saying a word? ! MINO asked.

Because of a very confused dream. Yang Xia said.

Top singer? ! MINO smiled and said, You have already done it.

Remember that dream I told you about? ! I said, I want to be a top singer, and then write many, many beautiful songs about me and her, and then use my best.

Sing the heartbeat to her. Yang Xia wry smile, but this dream is destined to be only half finished. ...

MINO didn't say anything. She knows that this position has always been reserved for her, but now, things have changed.

Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? At that time, I wish you could tell me, stay, don't go! But you didn't ...

Is it? ! MINO smiled contemptuously.

I asked you at that time, if one day I disappeared, would you come to me? But your attitude has been cold to my heart.

But in the end, I came to you!

Ah ... but it's too late.

MINO thought of the girl just now and nodded. I see.

You don't understand ... Yang Xia, close your eyes.

Because I am too cold and heartless to realize it, so you choose to fall in love with someone else, right? !

Don't! Yang Xia shook his head in despair.

What is that? ! What else could it be? !

Yang Xia grabbed the trembling MINO and said with red eyes, because she is like me, she loves me, just as I loved you at the beginning. ...

MINO was shocked. She retreated quietly. She couldn't control her heartache and didn't want to hear any more stories about him and that girl.

MINO knew that nothing was Yang Xia's fault, nor was it the girl's fault.

When he left, Yang Xia saw MINO get on the bus and gave MINO a business card.

After getting on the bus, MINO opened the card, which read: MINO, find a boy who loves you, understands you and won't make you cry, and love you well.

MINO stayed for a long time and finally took out his mobile phone and dialed the telephone of Yang Xia.

Do you know what my dream is? ! MINO's heart is tense and tears are falling. She listens to music.

MINO bit his lip and hung up the phone. Her tears wetted the card. She whispered that you were the only one who made me cry.

Three years later, MINO received a phone call from Yang Xia.

Sounds a little painful.

MINO, it's Yang Xia.

I know.

How have you been recently? !

All right.

Hmm! That's good, so ... I'm getting married, on the first of next month. ...

Oh ... Congratulations!

MINO, you must come when I get married! Hehe, because you are here ... I feel safe. ...

……

I heard that, MINO was more than I could bear, and sobbed silently.

Put the phone down, MINO held her shoulder and cried.

It suddenly dawned on her that the boy who had been following her would never come back.