Because this is the second time in his life that he has stayed in a hotel with Xiao Yijing. The first time, last summer, Xiao Yijing took the initiative.
At that time 16-year-old children wanted to experience the forbidden fruit in others' mouths, but they were still too young. He tossed back and forth in the middle of the night, but he still didn't make a positive result. When they parted the next day, Tong Xiaohua said to Xiao Yijing in shame, "Am I so stupid?" Xiao in static pie pie, a pair of gherardini shy appearance.
However, this time, Tong Xiaohua should seize the opportunity, and I must put my precious virginity on this night and draw a satisfactory conclusion.
From then on, I also changed from a boy to a man.
After washing, the two teenagers lay in bed with their own worries.
"Did your mother call you?" Tong Xiaohua asked.
"Just played when singing, didn't hear. 」
"Well, then why don't you go home? 」
"No, what can I do?" Xiao said, and quietly took off his clothes, leaving only a red tube top and underwear, got into the quilt and lay flat.
Looking at her delicate body, Tong Xiaohua's excitement is beyond words. People are often curious about the unknown. For a virgin, cracking the secrets of a woman's body is the first major event in their lives.
When Tong Xiaohua reached out his trembling hand and swam to the gray area unconsciously, he suddenly felt that a pair of small hands grasped him tightly and forcefully and shut his hand out of the quilt.
Tong Xiaohua was surprised.
He turned to look at her, her empty eyes staring at the ceiling, no expression on her face.
Time seems to stand still at once.
Tong Xiaohua probably hasn't found it yet. This time, Xiao Yijing actually didn't want to say a word with him.
"What's the matter with you? Was it not good just now? " TongXiaoHua rolled over and put his arm around her shoulder, a concerned expression.
Xiao Yijing lost all desire to speak. She took a deep breath, closed her eyes and said softly, "I'm tired and want to have a rest." 」
"No, you are absolutely not tired. Tong Xiaohua stared at her quietly, trying to find some clues from her face, but there was no flash of emotion on her calm cheeks.
Tong Xiaohua lowered her head and tried to kiss her lips, only to kiss the back of her hand.
Xiao Yijing put his hand on his lips, and from those mouth, gently but firmly spoke three words:
"You can't. 」
In the past, Xiao Yijing was a very active girl. This abnormality made Tong Xiaoxiao realize the seriousness of the matter. He sat up and looked puzzled at her expressionless face. Once upon a time, every night, he sent Xiao Yijing home, and they were inseparable in her alley. Xiao Yijing took the initiative to put her arms around his waist, lifted her beautiful cheek high, and let the child smile and kiss her.
Tong Xiaohua can't forget the night when he kissed her passionately, her affectionate eyes and the way she snuggled up in his arms like a kitten. Now, what happened? Over time, Hua's mind was in chaos. He doesn't know where he is wrong when he thinks about it. No matter how to ask Xiao Yijing, she seems unwilling to talk.
Tong Xiaohua got into bed again, tried to hug her, but pushed her away.
"I said, you can't. 」
"Why not, you tell me. 」
There is a nameless flame in children's paintings. Don't you like me? Have you ever cheated me? He tried to hold back his anger and said softly, "Yijing, please give me a reason." 」
Xiao Yijing's eyes are still staring at the ceiling, without meaning to speak.
Tong Xiaohua lay on his side, trying to reach out and hug her again, but she caught his hand, and his hard nails seemed to buckle into his flesh. This time, Xiao Yijing completely annoyed, loudly shouted:
"Don't touch me! 」
The sharp hissing roar completely broke the silence in the middle of the night. Tong Xiaohua was startled to see her ferocious expression and sat down on the bed. It was the first time he saw Xiao Yijing yelling at him like this. Three simple words, don't touch me! That pitiless cry, like a sharp knife, plunged into his heart.
Tong Xiaohua shook his head and said sadly, "Why? 」
Xiao Yijing closed his eyes, took a deep breath, covered the quilt again, and held a pair of small hands tightly.
"Don't tell you! 」
"Well, I won't touch you, don't touch you ..." Tong Xiaohua muttered, turned to lie down, turned his back on Xiao Yijing and ignored her.
The night is quiet again.
Tong Xiaohua thinks that Xiao Yijing will come and coax herself, or say a gentle word or two, even if she only says a gentle word, she won't be angry. But he waited for nearly half an hour, and Xiao Yijing over there remained indifferent.
Tong Xiaohua can't stand this indifference.
I can't take it anymore.
So, the next second, he got up, picked up clothes and put them on, very decisive.
Tong Xiaohua tied his shoelaces violently. After tying it, he turned and leaned down and whispered in Xiao Yijing's ear, "I will never touch you again!" 」
Xiao is lying in bed like a dead body.
Tong Xiaohua's eyes are red. He opened the door and walked out of the hotel.
After stopping a taxi and telling the driver the destination, Tong Xiaohua leaned back in his seat and looked at the sky outside at three or four in the morning. It was dark and suffocating.
Do not touch me.
I'll never touch you again!
Their conversation still rings in my ears.
Tears, or unwillingly flow out.
Why on earth? What did I do wrong? Or are you indifferent to me? Do you not like me? ! If you like me, why do you refuse me so mercilessly! If you don't like me, why do you keep cheating on me!
"Didi, do you have any new news? 」
Xiao Yijing sent a text message: You bad guy, how can you leave me there alone? I'll never talk to you again, whoops!