My college boyfriend asked me to help him.
I've been with my boyfriend for almost a year. He had been in love twice before, but they didn't have sex. That was the first time I fell in love. Because I had never done it with him, he suggested that I help him. He said being kissed for the first time was much better for him than SY. I did it for him, hoping to promote the relationship between two people. I can't do it with him, at least we can make up for it. However, I later found out that he looked at me strangely. Under questioning, he said that he felt guilty afterwards and thought of letting such a pure girl help him do such a thing. . . The best thing I can do now is to hug me. I can't even touch my chest. Now I wonder what he has to feel guilty about. I agree that he is kind-hearted and not the kind of person who plays around, but guilt means that he has scruples and feels sorry for me? Is it because he doesn't love me enough and is not confident that he can be with me? Ah, ah, I know this question may be a bit silly, but the authorities are obsessed, please give me some advice.