Because I'm different from others. It can be said that before high school, I always enclosed myself in a space without laughter and much fun. I'm afraid of contacting others, and I'm especially concerned about their opinions. I dare not even walk through crowded places, nor dare I look others in the eye.
Only those who have experienced these things can truly appreciate the pain. Even so, they still have to live hard.
At that time, I spent a lot of time studying. I try to keep myself busy, so that I can give myself a satisfactory answer sheet in my study. Secondly, I don't need to think about it, as if I were a useless person.
And every time I go to a new environment, I feel extremely painful. Maybe others will get used to it in a day or two, but I need a week or two, even a month. After adapting, my sense of inferiority will not weaken at all.
What really weakened was that after I went to college, I made some good friends. With their efforts and encouragement, I found myself. From the beginning, I was afraid to go out and take a part-time job by bus, from being afraid to communicate with people to meeting friends from various occupations, from inferiority to self-confidence ... What I experienced during this period will be the most precious thing in my life.
On the other hand, however, everything depends on ourselves. We don't have to work as hard as others, but we must be self-motivated and climb forward on our own. Life is long, others can only give us corresponding suggestions and give us some encouragement, but the initiative is always in our hands.
Before college, what we studied was mostly theory, and college was more about practice. You will meet a different person and cherish your college time. This will be a great wealth for our life, and I believe this will also be your beauty salon.