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/kloc-Xiao Bai, a freelance writing student who started in March, 0/7, was lucky enough to know many predecessors of poetry and literature in writing, some wrote their own mental journey, and some wrote poems and songs on the Internet about holding a glass and talking about mulberry and hemp. And students, write down their own records of one class a day. Workers write down their hard work in the establishment of civil servants and examinations, and their results are unsatisfactory and semi-satisfactory. Although, I didn't achieve what I wanted, after my efforts, I was half satisfied, not bad. As long as you try your best, you should be happy no matter what the result is.
Time: Sometimes, I think time is really a wonderful thing.
It will show you fish in the water, lush green leaves on trees, red flowers and green leaves in the soil, and human life: birth? Babies, children, youth, middle age and old age, until the end of life. See people's hearts in time and see human affection, friendship and love. See you in time: sweet, sour, spicy and salty in the world. Over time, I can see the human accidents in my heart, and I can see the grace of dripping water in my heart. See the secular desires in time: joy, anger, worry, sadness and fear. Rejoice for the new life and grieve for the dust.
Ups and downs: in the world, like a ship, ups and downs, ups and downs, swaying. While praying for eternity, I am tired of repetition. Eager for freshness, but want to keep the same memory.
In nature, the constant should change: still in that position, taking root and sprouting in that inch of soil. What has changed is that I can't tell how many red flowers and green leaves this is. So constancy and change become the laws of natural laws. The human law is impermanent: things are impermanent, so there is no dust. Living is always so impermanent, and there are ups and downs in impermanence, just like passengers on a ship, and the destination is far away. The more I can't stand the long journey, I always want to say something and do something. I walked around in various ways on the boat. As time goes on, excitement turns into fatigue and also becomes ups and downs.
Such as dust: Buddha said: life is like dust, fleeting.
There are two kinds of people: young people and old people.
Youth: It creates a complete and affectionate memory. With the soul, there is depth and light. Continue to live in the soul, the morning dew slowly condenses in the dark, becoming a memory that moistens everything and a cloud in the atmosphere. Let the most desolate desert become a beautiful scenery and continue to spread far away.
Old age: I stumbled and finally stopped in the ups and downs, sitting in a rocking chair and watching the sunset. He thought: He brought the rosy clouds of childhood to today and the memory of 18 years old to the present. Treasure all the past in a lonely place. At an unexpected time, a person or a thing will appear in your mind, just like someone suddenly missed you before, and it seems to be more and more clear in the baptism of years. We watched over them before we died, and they watched over us after we died.
Hospital: The hospital is the most dusty place.
The mental journey from the hospital internship in July last year to this year 1 20th. (I should have gone back to the hospital after the tenth day of the first month of last year, but this year, because of the new pneumonia of coronavirus, my internship was only six and a half months). I missed the summer of 20 18 because of that summer? Also, half a year before my internship, I sent my best brother away, so I was often ill for a long time. Sometimes I can't even walk to the place where my brother used to work in the county, for fear that I will think of my brother. Sometimes grandma came to accompany her and said: Sometimes people's fate is only so shallow. As time goes by, all things have their origins and fate. All things are inextricably linked and have their own essence and spirituality. The best nature in the world is understanding and respect. ..... Don't adapt to also helpless, don't adapt to also returned to the kingdom of heaven.
From the first day of my internship, I began to think: this is how I count my days. I finally passed a day, a week and a month. Meet all kinds of people in the hospital: leading patients? Patient's family? Wait … every teacher I meet is very good and responsible. When there are not many patients, I teach us by hand and tell us a lot of knowledge, and the teacher sums up the experience by himself. Some people cried angrily during the operation, and finally the teacher protected the calf.
Go out for emergency consultation, at the scene of the accident, on Hengzhou Avenue, where will you go? ... patients who have seen subarachnoid hemorrhage and coma are sent to emergency EIcu for rescue. Finally, I fell into a coma, and my family members came directly to make trouble. I have seen it, because the stroke was rescued through the green channel. Later, after the rescue, I let the patient's family pay for it. It is estimated that the family can't afford the money. Instead, he threw the patient directly into the hospital and said that there was no money at home. I don't want anyone either. Your hospital can do whatever it wants. In the emergency department: the scene of a large car accident, gastric lavage, fracture, poisonous snake bite and carbon monoxide poisoning. And the funniest morning shift change in the emergency department. Every morning, doctors and nurses can quarrel at the scene of a large-scale quarrel. After the quarrel ... I still went to work seriously and handed it in at the morning meeting.
At the dialysis site in the hemodialysis room, barbecue under the bloody electric knife in the operating room? Nail steel? Welcome new life scenes.
In ICU, it is a scene of stepping on the ground and in the sky, the last stage of life, one is a good direction, and the other is the starting point of entering another world. I met many good teachers. Because my teacher is a pregnant teacher, she went to obstetrics and gynecology to give birth in the last two weeks, and she became a homeless child. I guess she always takes the teacher with her. An elder sister, who looks like her neighbor, brought us food when we had dinner together after work. Every day when I go to work, I catch these students without teachers (there is also a northern girl from South China University who works generously with disinfection and isolation classes and pharmacy classes) and work with teachers. The teacher said that the most important thing for ICU patients is humanistic care and meticulous patience. ICU is still a small pharmacy. Every day, we wear the system of three checks and eight pairs in the small pharmacy, which is sterile and enjoyable. Because there are only a few patients who have been in the small pharmacy for three weeks. The five days of the last week passed before the patient's eyes, and nothing impressed him the most: two or three-year-old Leiyang boy missed the golden rescue time because of drowning and finally died of brain. Because I took the medicine to the teacher in charge of the little boy and looked at him very cute. Finally, after a long rescue, he left. Finally, the teacher's eyes became red.
I met a very responsible and lovely teacher in hand surgery, as well as my good fellow villagers (uncles and aunts) and grandparents in the village next door to my hometown. I met a child who often stuffed me with sugar and an uncle and aunt who stuffed oranges, milk and chestnuts.
Although those weeks in pediatrics. Caught a cold by a child for a month? I had a persistent high fever and cough and took antibiotics for a week. But when I meet many lovely children, I often give them candy, although I am busy? There are children laughing.
In neurology? Want to send medical records and blood to see the strong sister-in-law who just entered junior high school? I cried in the hospital corridor, and later advised her to go back to the ward to comfort for more than half an hour. (Later, sometimes I went to see the little girl several times at noon and afternoon. Finally discharged from the hospital and went home).
In neurology, it's funny but also sad, and I often meet some interesting patients. The damage of neurons often can't tell where they are, what they are called, they often walk around, talk nonsense and sleep in the wrong bed …
Ruger: The world is a sphere. I hope we will meet again.
Even if we never see each other again, as we often comfort ourselves, the dead relatives will be reincarnated and live in a corner of the world again. Or become the stars in the sky or the gods silently bless us. As long as you remember their existence, they will surely cross the vast sea of people and come to your side to accompany you. Looking forward to the meeting and reunion of relatives, life will become meaningful.
Because meeting is the reunion we expect.