Because there were too many temptations in college, all my ambitions were wasted by years. I don't know if you still remember that you are going to college soon, or you are already looking forward to it. Have you ever planned for yourself how to live a wonderful college life, how to make yourself different and how to enrich your college life? In fact, these are all big words you said. I believe that most people, like me, thought a lot of beautiful things in college, but it was too difficult to realize them.

In my freshman year, I will join various clubs. I participated in various activities and dinners of the club, but I gradually found that I didn't seem to adapt here, and I felt I wanted to escape. I began to try my best to find reasons, as long as the club informed me to go to the meeting or engage in activities, I didn't want to go. Don't go if you can, because you don't want to wear a mask to socialize and deal with people. I have lost the excitement when I first arrived at school. This is because I am too fresh. I'm not interested in college anymore, and that's how I feel. I began to become a Buddhist.

Sophomore and junior students began to attend classes step by step, and even began to skip classes. Most students skip classes in college, but when the time comes, they don't go to class, but go shopping. After all, they had never experienced such a feeling before they went to college, because there were teachers in charge of themselves before, and the teachers would know what they had done and tell their parents, but the university was on their own, and no one would take care of you.

In the third year of high school, I was not interested in anything except writing a paper, because there was nothing else after writing the paper. Many people went to college for four years and lost their tenacity when they first went to school. Instead, they become more and more Buddhist, let nature take its course, and even want to start retirement. In fact, all this is because I lack self-discipline and have no goals and plans of my own.