"Well," I stammered, trying to think, "I'm better than some people, but not as good as others." His mother called him a social taboo and they went shopping in a hurry. However, his problem did not leave me.
I never feel "poor", but I can't deny some facts. Every time I fill in my 1040 form, I belong to one of the lowest income groups. For 35 years, I have only spent one holiday. My TV is a black and white series. Someone gave it to me eight years ago.
But I think it's just a flash in the pan, which is more interesting. Many people have it. My wear at the 1999 auto show was 105000 miles. But it is still reliable. My apartment is gentle, but quiet and relaxed. My clothes are suitable for my work, mainly outdoors. My minimum computer needs can be met. Reading in the library.
I don't have any problems now, although I don't feel bad either. Why? I have been in good health for 53 years. This is not only because I have been ill, but also because I feel energetic and full of energy. In fact, it is the fun of sports for me. I am looking forward to a long and energetic walk. I also like the "I can" attitude as follows.
I also cherish the gift of creativity. When I write a beautiful poem or make up a joke, I feel full. I'm often surprised by my feelings in the process of writing. Having so many interesting writers chatting with friends is one of the main sources of enjoying me.
But in an important area of my life, I am not rich. In a society where wealth is spent on pursuing so much emotional energy, I feel very confused.
When I was young, I dated a very interesting person. The most important thing is her. She told me, "What's in it." I think I found someone special to share my life with. Then I showed her my apartment. At that time, I lived in a basement with a few pieces of furniture. The only new comfortable chair is my desk. Soon after her visit, our relationship went straight to the south.
It seems that the mutation of her focus is protrusion. It is still the most unforgettable turning point in my personal journey.
On the contrary, things don't mean giving me more. I think most people feel the same way-unless there are social consequences, there are no specific projects. One starts with the radio, "Everyone wants a high-end color TV ..." The pressure to buy is real business. It may be true that everyone wants a high-end TV. After all, no one wants to be anyone.
But I'm glad without it. In fact, I don't feel natural about key materials. Many people all over the world will think that my lifestyle is very rich.
Towards the end of the year, when I was in the red apron of the Salvation Army, I changed my things and put them inside. What I feel is not the local economy, but a real sense of belonging. Just like I ring the bell, when people experience difficulties, they will stop and share the meaning of getting help.
When people help others, I feel deeply connected. When I rang the doorbell, I brought a cup of hot chocolate that was completely strange, leaving a lingering smile. Countless people have helped me to make this season's emotions warm. Wish you a good job, you. Thank you for ringing the bell in such a cold day. "I can give you a cup of coffee. "December is a year, and I feel very rich.
In the past four years, I have grown up and understood, because a curious child from a single question is about himself. When I analyze what poverty means, I clearly know what I am most grateful for: my two tangible and intangible good fortune.