I am a college graduate. How can you feel that society is hypocritical and it is painful to adapt and integrate into society?
Because each of us is hypocritical (not including naive minors), and so are you. Your pain is based on your laziness. If you are diligent and patient, you will find that it is not so difficult to adapt to society. We suffer from laziness and feel hypocritical because you haven't learned how to increase the thickness of your face.