I may know a little about your idea; I think college students do the same jobs as young people who don't go to college. A few years later, they went to college for nothing. There is a big contrast between looking for a job and wanting to work. So every time I look for a job, I am very unhappy. Plus, no one who knows and loves me comforts me and encourages me. Every time I think about these troubles, I always feel a sense of loss and lose my direction and confidence in life. I just feel depressed and depressed at present. I used to be different from you. I am a child who graduated from a rural university. In the wheel rolling city, I have no relatives, no acquaintances, no house, no women, and my wallet is almost empty. Eat instant noodles every day and sleep in the basement and park benches. You may not be hungry or cold, right? But I did it. One night, I suddenly fell asleep on a bench by the river and was awakened by the cold. I looked at the stars all over the sky alone. You don't know that I am extremely depressed about life, the future, love and life. I didn't expect a college student like me to be reduced to such a state. Sad friends, the more I think about it, the more my heart aches. Tears flowed down unconsciously, and I was shocked. After drinking a few mouthfuls of river water, I was searched all over the beach. The next day, I seemed to be a different person, not picky about my work. I started as a waiter in a snack bar and worked hard for more than three years. Now he is the manager of a star-rated hotel. Friend, I hope my personal experience can give you some help. Don't think about death. I've already died once. The taste of death is a hundred times more painful than your present situation. I'm sorry for your parents who raised you for so many years.