Liu Gang and I got married. My parents don't want anything from his family. They just told him that you must be good to my daughter. Liu Gang smiled and nodded and said yes. Liu Gang and I are very happy after marriage. On Liu Gang's mother's birthday, many relatives came. I am busy in the kitchen. Suddenly a relative came to ask me where the bowl was. I turned around and was about to tell her. She let out a cry at once, then patted her chest and sighed. I immediately lowered my voice.
Later, I stopped eating out at dinner. I eat alone in the kitchen. Liu Gang called me several times, but I didn't want to. Finally, he came in to have dinner with me. I asked him out and he shook his head. I sighed and went out with him. My relatives looked at me when I went to the table, and I lowered my head!
I have a large birthmark on my left face. My parents were worried that I would not get married since I was a child, so when I reached marriageable age, my parents kept giving me blind dates, but no one took care of me until I met Liu Gang, an honest man, which made me feel very happy and at ease. We didn't have a wedding when we got married, so we got a marriage certificate and had dinner with some of our own people, so I haven't seen other relatives of Liu Gang's family this time.
I have always felt inferior. After this time, I don't go out much. Liu Gang advised me many times, but I didn't say anything. Not long after, I was pregnant, and Liu Gang's family was so happy. Soon I gave birth to a son. When my son was one and a half years old, Liu Gang and I went out to work. After all, we must plan for the future and my son. When we went out, I couldn't bear to part with my son, but I knew it would be difficult for him to study, let alone the future.
After we entered the factory, I often called my mother-in-law to ask about the children. My mother-in-law said that the child was fine, which reassured me. China New Year is coming, and I'm very excited because I'm going to see my son. By the time I got back, my son had been able to talk a lot. He began to see that my husband and I were strangers, but after a few days with us, we kissed. But we haven't been together long, and I'm going out with my husband again. My son dragged me to cry, and my husband.
After this trip, my husband and I didn't go back for two years. My son stopped sticking to me when I went back, and I was afraid to see the birthmark on my face. I am sad, but there is nothing I can do. When my son was in junior high school, my husband and I bought a house in the county. We took our son to the county seat for junior high school. My husband and I do some small business in the county. My son and I are not very close, but he is still very kind to his father. I'm actually sad, but I know. My relationship with my son needs to be cultivated slowly, but sometimes when I look in the mirror and see the birthmark on my face, I feel helpless. I am thinking that the reason why my son is not close to me may be because of this birthmark on my face.
In a blink of an eye, my son went to college, and my husband asked me to send him. I shook my head and said, you can send him. My husband told me that you should spend more time with your son. There's a chance. I immediately cried and pointed to my face and said to my husband, should I embarrass my son like this? My husband patted me and said, don't think so. My son has always loved you, so I held my husband in my arms and cried.
Finally, I sent my son to college. He helped me with my things and always took care of me. It's more troublesome for him than sending him to college, because I get carsick. When my son came to this big city, he either took the subway or changed buses all the way. At first, he was a stranger, and he really changed trains several times. My son and I went to his school and saw the university environment. I'm really happy for my son. He has a good personality.
When my son and I went to the dormitory, we saw four beds, two of which were already made. My son chose a bed by the way and began to clean up. I rushed over and said I would come. There are many people, children and parents in the dormitory. I immediately lowered my head and bowed my back. I can feel the eyes of others. My son greeted the people in the dormitory and introduced himself. I silently help my son make the bed. My son came to me and said, I will do it.
I saw my son's desk was a little dirty, so I took the basin and told him I was going to fetch water. When I came back, I just arrived at the dormitory door and heard my son's roommate ask his son, who is that? What happened to your face? Did you get burned? The son smiled and said, that's my mother. She has a birthmark on her face. I'm a little embarrassed. His roommate added: it seems to be a big piece, so you are not afraid. His roommate smiled awkwardly. Hearing this, I immediately wanted to find a hole to breathe. I regret agreeing to send my son. I was so sad that I heard my son say, What are you afraid of? That's my mother, whatever she is.
My son kept me on the train when I went back. I patted his hand with a smile and told him to go back. My son gave me a hug and said that you and dad should take care of themselves. I may have to work during the holidays, so I may not be able to come back to see you. I smiled and said, I don't need that much money at home, so I'll come back and rest when you have a holiday. My son took my hand and said, you and dad have worked hard for so many years. It's my turn to work hard for you. I heard my son.
After returning, I told my husband that my son didn't abandon me. What do I care? Starting today, I will hold my head high and face my son in the best condition!