But no one can plan your life, only you can control your future. So everyone can only give you some advice.
As my friend said before, if you have the courage, you can drop out of school and retake the exam, but this does not apply to ordinary people, only to students who usually get good grades and unexpectedly fail in the college entrance examination. So you have to face the reality. First of all, we must be firm and strong, and have a long way to go. There will be many unpleasant things in the future.
Next semester, calm down and study hard, not the kind that wants you to die. Girlfriends and good friends are heart-to-heart. Let nature take its course, vanity will not last long. If you are good enough and great enough, you will naturally attract excellent girls and make like-minded friends. During the winter vacation, I will keep in touch with my high school classmates at home, especially those who have entered good universities and majors, and make clear the learning objectives for the next semester, which majors need to be strengthened, and how to find internship opportunities in peacetime. Why not take a step back and build an internet cafe?
I hope these are helpful to you. Happy new year!