For the first time, I felt it was useless to go to college, because I couldn't see hope and was confused about the future. I have experienced the college entrance examination and the impact of reviewing day and night. At that time, the university seemed to be an extremely sacred temple in my heart. I used to think that I could finally realize my dream when I entered the university, and I also thought that this was a good beginning of my life. I am ready for this and study tirelessly. Although my ability is limited, I didn't get into a famous university, but only entered an independent college with two universities, but after all, it was the result of my own efforts, and I never felt how bad I was. I have always been a confident sunshine teenager, and I have never felt inferior because I am not a student of a famous university. Because the teacher once said that everyone is born equal and everyone has the right to pursue their dreams. I am eager to be an excellent person, and I am eager to be a person who contributes to the country. Even though the school curriculum is boring and the teachers and students around me are trying to cope with the curriculum, I have been studying very hard and studying the knowledge of this major very hard. Every semester's grades are the first in the grade, and there is nothing to be proud of. In fact, from elementary school to junior high school to senior high school, I have always been an ordinary student with ordinary looks and family conditions. Because few people around me study hard, my efforts are abrupt. Many people even laughed at me because of my efforts and said why I worked so hard. No one will care how well you study. If you don't make friends, you are still a waste, and you will be trampled on all your life after entering the society. I only have a life of working for others, but I have no life of being a leader. Because in their idea, only those who come out of famous universities can become talents, and our college graduates will not be looked up to when they look for jobs. I'm just depressed, so I'll gradually lose myself in this state, and it's the first time I feel that going to college is useless. But it won't shake me. I always believe that nothing is impossible as long as you work hard.