Generally speaking, your orientation is problematic. Personally, I think it is not too late to correct this orientation in time, after all, it is only the third day.
Living in this world, it is better to let nature take its course. If some questions are unnatural and aboveboard, I think it's not good! (Although many people are more tolerant)
My father's opinion is not that you don't study well, but that you should study well and cultivate yourself, instead of thinking about emotional problems too early or taking a bad road.
The enrollment charter of Tianjin University of Science and Technology in 2022 has been published, which mainly includes