From what you mean, it should be that interpersonal relationships are not handled clearly. You may be isolated by your classmates or your roommate, and your classmates don't want to play with you. Then don't play with them. It's useless to talk so much and swallow your grievances. You are also an excellent person.

In school, in addition to reading and studying, we must learn to communicate with others. We should learn to be strong and learn to study, but this is only equivalent to an internship. You can't do it with this little thought. If you don't want to study, what will you do in the future? Maybe your parents were too gentle and nice to you when you were at home. When you come to school suddenly, you may not be used to this style, otherwise you can get used to it and see how it goes.

Many people can't learn anything when they study, but they can't read it when they study. In that case, you may be eliminated by society in the future. You must learn to be strong. In today's society, many students will have a moment of collapse. There will be pressure and unhappy times, but they don't show it. Like you said, you really can't stand it. You should start showing it. You must get rid of this idea. There is a saying that when in Rome, do as the Romans do. Your high school. Your parents spoil you. When you go to college, no one will tolerate you and take care of you with your temper and personality.

You don't like your classmates, maybe it's their problem. But the students around you don't like you. You have to think about your own problems. There may be many reasons. You have to figure it out and correct it yourself. If it's really not your fault, then what's wrong with you? You're right, so don't worry about them, right? You don't feel comfortable staying here now. The world here is so twisted that you can't learn. If you are so fragile, what will you do in society in the future? If you are in school, you should study hard and ignore other people's eyes. If you can't correct others, let them be what you like. Then you should be happy and carefree, no matter how others laugh at you or how you don't like others. You should learn to accept it. Be sure to learn to be happy and read unhappiness into your stomach. Even if you are unhappy, put on a happy expression. So people will think you are optimistic. I think you are good at communication. Easy to talk. In this way, I can be friends and like you more.