Before thinking back to college, you had only one ideal at that time, that is, being admitted to college, so you kept this ideal in your heart and worked hard for it. So do you feel that life before college is very full, but it will be different when you go to college? You are confused and have no goal, so you are at a loss. It's strange that you live like a fool all day, and such a life will be meaningful.
When I first went to college, I really felt that college was really boring and my study was not good. I don't even know what I learned. At that time, I was very skeptical about my college life, and I didn't even want to go to college, because I felt boring and I might not find a job after reading it. I might as well get a job now. But I think my idea is all wet. The meaning of university lies in freedom. You should use these free time to do what you like. You will never have such an opportunity outside the society.
If you think college life is meaningless, then you should look for the meaning of life and find something meaningful to yourself. You can take an inspirational postgraduate entrance examination or start a business. In short, don't let yourself be idle, because people will lose their direction and self when they are idle. Without ideals and pursuits, life will naturally be dull and meaningless. Don't waste your wonderful college time, cherish every minute and turn it into something meaningful.