To tell the truth, before I entered the university, I was embarrassed because I felt that I didn't study hard in high school. I was admitted to this university because God gave me a chance. I don't want to be abandoned. After entering the university, I found that it didn't seem as beautiful as I thought. I am still stupid. I am still a thinking girl. I often torture people. I want to live an easy life. I didn't insist on the dance class reported by the school before. Because maybe I have no talent for dancing, the clock in English class is intermittent every day, and finally I failed English. I feel really guilty in the first semester of my freshman year. I didn't do anything, but looking back at my first semester in college, it was completely different from my previous goal. I want to change myself. I can't say that I want to take practical actions, fail the exam, try to get into Band 4, and improve my temperament and ability. This is what I am looking forward to most. Come on next semester!