Now you can make a choice first, choose her superficial appearance to satisfy your emotional desire, or give up this idea to preserve your spiritual belief and avoid falling into the "mudslide" of the emotional world!
After choosing the right one, things will be simple. If you choose her, you can pursue her wholeheartedly. Don't choose her, you just need to think about what she looks like when she falls in love with other boys. You have done everything you need to do. She does not belong to you! After a long time, if you think too much, you will lose interest in her.
In addition, I would like to remind you that she is sincere with the vice monitor, and short time is not a problem. Mainly depends on her attitude and her sincerity to him. In other words, it's a dead end. Either you can't catch up with her, or half of the girls you catch up with are playboys. Do you still want it? So you must make a decision in advance. You can't have your cake and eat it.