What kind of feeling is this? In fact, it can't be explained by a certain line, it runs through the whole movie.
At the beginning of the film, Fang Xiaoxiao, played by Zhou Dongyu, gave me the feeling that she was careless, honest and eclectic. I like her personality very much, which is what I really want. Although she is not exquisite enough, she is even a little heartless. Boyfriends have changed one after another, basically aiming at material conditions, commonly known as no face value and no capital. Looking at the boyfriends around her, I can't help but feel that such girls are very realistic, and all the good likes are true. Or just to gain a foothold in Beijing?
However, what we didn't expect was that we found the delicate feelings hidden in Xiao Xiao's heart that others could not find at the back of the movie.
At the beginning of the film, Lin Jianqing, played by Jing Boran, gave me the feeling that he would take care of people. He is a pragmatic, enterprising and filial young man. He concealed his love for Xiaoxiao, because he felt that he didn't have the capital to love her, and he was also a young drifter who had left his hometown. Xiaoxiao's goal is to marry a Beijinger, which may save many days of hard work. For Jian Qing, he is a boy and can only fight for himself by his own efforts.
When I was lovelorn several times, I saw Qing help her unconditionally and take care of her. I live in a rented small room less than 10 square meter, but I would like to let Mix move in and let her sleep in the bed and on the floor by herself. In my opinion, this is undoubtedly China's best boyfriend and girlfriend, beyond the state of friendship and lover's dissatisfaction.
I can't help thinking, does Xiaoxiao know the fact that she likes her? You don't say! In fact, she always knew in her heart, but she always left space between them to let each other grow freely.
Some people may think that Xiao Xiao is fair to see this? While looking at the unclear boundaries, I turned around and found n boyfriends. However, people have different views. There was no alternative route open to her. She wants love and bread, but the reality is that love is unreliable. Let's leave some room for our relationship. After all, it's so warm to have a cuddly shoulder in Beijing.
But at the same time, you can't lose bread. After all, it is a possible choice to stay backstage and gain a foothold. It's a pity that almost all the men she met are the best, either facing unbearable quality or cheating, which makes Jian Qing and Xiao Xiao more intimate and appreciate each other at these nodes.
Maybe it's a detour in material love. Xiaoxiao recognized the person who was really kind to her and finally understood the love she really wanted. It's not a matter of material, it's a matter of transcending material, so she took the initiative to ask if she had a crush on her, and she took the initiative to tell her that she had found a new object, and that new object was Jianqing. It is said that girls are emotionally precocious than boys. Xiaoxiao is undoubtedly much braver than seeing Qing dare not face his heart and have no courage to take that step. She is willing to put down her goal of finding a boyfriend and pursuing material love in Beijing, but she is willing to be loyal to her heart. Since she is suffering, let's suffer together and struggle together. This is a turning point for Xiaoxiao to truly face his feelings and surrender to his heart.
Although the two people who ended up together had a hard life, they were colorful. At least for them, in a strange city, they are no longer lonely, and two wandering hearts have a place to live.
I saw my roommate and Qing University come out to start a business after graduation. In this process, her roommate could not bear the hardships of starting a business, could not resist the temptation, coercion and helplessness of the outside world, and chose to leave. Finally, seeing Qing ended her business and went to work in the company, but she lost her job because of a confrontation with a guest and began to live as a vendor selling yellow DVDs in an underground tunnel.
In the scene of returning to Qing's home for dinner on New Year's Eve every year, I saw that Qing and Xiaoxiao did not appear as lovers at the same time. In the process of their communication, seeing Qing's father is a major witness role. On one occasion, Shiming was arrested for selling pornographic videos. On New Year's Eve that year, Xiaoxiao went back to see his father and had dinner with his family. A white lie, it's sad to see my father holding a homemade Chili sauce for Xiaoxiao, who is full of white hair and slow steps. It was after that, after Shiming was released from the detention center, Xiaoxiao established a relationship with him. I have to say that part of the reason comes from family and love, which deeply touched Xiaoxiao.
The dull life passed day by day, and the camera passed by from time to time in their silence. You just want to play the game and study it clearly. Xiaoxiao, who is eating noodles alone, and the finished bottle of Chili sauce, time gradually opens a bigger and bigger crack in each other's hearts. The speed is so fast or so slow that you won't know how they are alienated. If you are slow, you will hate iron and his bad temper and irrationality.
They still separated. After a cold farewell, after seeing Qing suddenly wake up, on the subway, two people closed the door in the eye and the train left. ......
The breakup of feelings and the separation of the two seemed to really awaken Jian Qing's inner creativity, and he began to devote all his energy to the development of new games.
Ian and Kelly's games are inspired by their daily lives. Xiaoxiao once asked: What if Ian can't find Kelly again?
Then the world will be black and white. ......
The game was a great success. Once launched, it attracted hundreds of thousands of online players. Looking at the barrage of "I'm sorry" on the game screen, the picture of two people meeting again on the plane after many years is still black and white.
They talked about the past, including that after seeing Qing's successful game career, he and he also went home for the New Year, and his old father's eyesight was declining. Seeing Qing talked about letting his father move to his new big house in Beijing. By the way, he asked a good doctor to look at his eyes, but his father refused. After quarreling with his father, he ran out of the house and Mix swore at him. We finally know the reason for their separation in this photo.
See green always thought that as long as you work hard and make a lot of money, you can bring happiness to Xiaoxiao and his father, but he didn't expect it to be such a result. Xiaoxiao told him that if she hadn't accompanied him through those difficult days, why did he think she would be willing to live a happy life with him? He never really knew her.
The unspoken subtext is that Jian Qing has never really met Xiaoxiao or his father. He thinks that making money and material enjoyment are the real needs of Xiaoxiao and his father. He thought this was the happiness that Xiaoxiao and his father wanted, but he was wrong! The restaurant that his father has run for many years also supports his growth. My father has no memory and worked hard to raise him. Although he didn't want to go backstage alone, he had to let his son travel. None of this depends on how much money he can earn to take home. All he wants is his son's concern for his father. What he wants is the warmth of that family and love for each other!
Where is Mix? Why is she so angry with Jian Qing? Because this is also her inner desire, not just to replace it with money. Some words can't be said, can't be said, and will be broken.
Once they quarreled, Mix shouted to Jian Qing, "How do I know what you want? You have to know what you want! " "As soon as we heard it, we all understood it as a bystander, but did we see it clearly? He has never matured, never seen other people's real needs, never seen his real inner desire, and never understood what true love is.
So when we meet again many years later, Mix will say, "You haven't changed at all these years, and you haven't left any impression on me." Yes, then we had everything, but we didn't.
A sad but thought-provoking sentence has to make people think deeply. Why?
Maybe people have different stages of growth, and some people are destined to just let you grow up.
By the time I was mature and sensible, the man had already left.
Two intersecting parallel lines will eventually go to their respective trajectories. After saying goodbye, the world will be colored again.
"I miss you." Not past tense, missing, not past missing, but doomed missing.