"What did you say, make it clear!"

Doodle busy tone shows that Chen Lin has hung up the phone and suddenly sat down on the ground. I didn't expect Chen Lin to break up with her.

It's still working hours, and people come and go in the company's tea room. The whispering of colleagues made Sasha Vujacic return to god. "Why did he say break up? You must ask him clearly. " Rustling thought, so he wiped his tears, quickly stood up from the ground and adjusted his clothes. In addition to his red eyes, he couldn't see that he was just lovelorn, while calming his emotions and making himself look normal. Thinking about how to ask Li for leave.

When I went to general manager Li's office, I simply explained that I had personal affairs to deal with and needed to take a day off. It happened that the company's business was in the off-season, and General Manager Li approved it directly without asking the specific reasons.

Rustling stopped a taxi and drove to Chen Lin's company. The two of them are far away from work, so they can only meet after work. In addition, Chen Lin often works overtime recently, and sometimes comes back in the middle of the night to wash and sleep, so they haven't had a dinner date together for a long time.

Rustling always wanted to see what he should say, asking him why he broke up, whether he fell in love with someone else, or whether he was tired of himself. At the beginning, he was so kind to himself that he promised to get married after earning a down payment. He has also agreed to have two children in the future, and even has a name. The boy's name is Lino and the girl's name is Wen Lin, but now he is going to break up. Is their relationship really over? Rustling thought.

I remember the first time they met, when they were just freshmen and full of curiosity about college life. When I was in the third year of high school, the study task was very heavy. The class teacher said almost every day: Keep it up and wait until you get into the university. How good the university is, so you have always yearned for it.

Finally admitted to the university, Mix actively joined the club, worked hard to enter the student union, attended every party, and didn't want to miss any opportunity to see new things. I remember once joining a poetry club at the instigation of my roommate Meijia, and I agreed in the spirit of having fun. In fact, Meijia just wants to see her male god. According to her, this male god met by chance, and I fell into unrequited love from then on. I tried my best to inquire about him and read many poems for him. I made some poems for everyone in the dormitory tonight, and asked my roommate to look at them and appreciate them.

Meijia found a front row and sat down, euphemistically called paying homage to the male god at close range. Meijia has been whispering the advantages of the male god in Sasha Vujacic's ear. "He is very handsome and super talented. He founded a poetry club and is said to play the piano. Such a character, thinking that it can only be seen in TV dramas, is excited to think about it. Besides, I've already asked around. Now that he is single, he is the perfect boyfriend for a girl. This time, I want to catch up with my sister. " Meijia said with high spirits.

"Ah, here he comes, look at him, Sasha Vujacic." Sasha Vujacic looked in the direction of Meijia's finger. His height is 1.8 meters, his facial features are chiseled, his eyes are dark and deep, his nose is very high, and his lips are slightly upturned, which gives people a strong sense of distance, but at the same time, it cannot be ignored. Rustling thought, this is the legendary aura. Judging from his appearance, the name of the male god really lives up to its reputation.

It's just that rustling never likes idolization, and he is not as enthusiastic about the so-called male god as Meijia. She thinks that there may not be the same beautiful soul under those beautiful skins, so this so-called male god is just a man who has a good skin for Sasha Vujacic. This is the first time Xiao Xiao met Chen Lin. If there is no legendary love at first sight, maybe Chen Lin didn't notice him at all. At that time, who would have thought that their fates would begin to intersect, which may really be fate!

Chen Lin made some speeches on the stage and invited everyone to join us. Before that, he asked everyone to improvise a poem. After reading it, he decided whether he was qualified to stay in the poetry club. Because of Meijia's early study of poetry, Mix was also influenced by it and could barely write one or two poems. Later, Meijia and Mix successfully joined the poetry club in Chen Lin.

Because most of the freshman courses are public courses, the courses are arranged less, and a lot of time can be arranged independently. Meijia turned rustling to the poetry club when she had something to do, and Meijia's cheerful personality merged with everyone. Xiaoxiao sometimes interrupts, but she spends most of her time reading poetry collections, sorting out poetry manuscripts and learning typesetting.

Chen Lin comes to the poetry club from time to time, usually once a day, to read the manuscript and guide everyone's poetry. This time, Meijia is the quietest. She only serves tea to Chen Lin, which is very clever. Chen Lin also silently walked down, and didn't pay too much attention to Meijia. At first, everyone laughed at her, and then she became accustomed to it, but she still couldn't stop Meijia's enthusiasm and came here every day.

However, after studying every day, Xiao Xiao learned something about poetry and began to improvise poetry. Slowly, Chen Lin appreciated it and generally gave her some advice. Then it was included in the school newspaper, which made Mix feel a great sense of accomplishment. Take the initiative to go to the poetry club every day when you are free.

Meijia's enthusiasm for chasing Chen Lin is slowly fading. Chen Lin can't come in with oil and salt. She had no choice but to give up a forest for a tree. Although he is a little tall and beautiful, I am not bad. I'd better continue to be queen.

Meijia is really qualified to say so. She was also the beauty queen of our dormitory and even her time. People have been chasing her since she entered school. Chen Lin was the first person to catch up with her in her life. She has been spoiled and used by others. It's hard for her to keep a low profile for so long.

Later, she promised a senior's confession, and they showed their love every day, not to mention how happy they were. As the saying goes, it starts with people, gathers with people, thrives on people and scatters among people. Meijia has never been to the poetry club again. Xiaoxiao can only go to the poetry club by himself. Without Meijia, the poetry club was suddenly deserted and everyone was very busy. Chen Lin spends more and more time in the poetry club, but he usually just does things quietly. Only when eating, everyone will talk about life and gossip together, while Chen Lin seldom talks. Only when talking about poetry, will he insert a few words, as if his world is full of poetry.

Everyone is getting quieter and quieter, focusing on their own affairs, studying hard to write poetry, and the poetry club is getting better and better. At the end of the year, it was also rated as the best club on campus. Chen Lin is also very happy. He booked the best restaurant near the school and invited everyone to dinner in the evening to celebrate. This is probably the busiest time this year. Everyone grinned, and the boys drank a lot of wine until ten o'clock.

Everyone helps each other to go to school. Sasha Vujacic is probably the most sober. She hardly drinks water, as if she were walking beside Chen Lin. He's a little drunk, too. Seeing that he was walking unsteadily, he might fall down at any moment. Xiaoxiao helped him not to fall down. Because the girls' dormitory is far away, rustling was going to send Chen Lin to the dormitory door by the way and go back to the dormitory.

At the end of the boys' dormitory, Chen Lin suddenly relented and was about to slip away. Chen Lin is already very tall, so Mix has to put his arm around Chen Lin. At this time, Chen Lin also put her arms around Mix, put her head on her neck and murmured, "Mix, I like you." Mix almost froze, but he didn't react at the moment, so he held him. Soon, other boys followed. Rustling quickly pushed Chen Lin to their side and ran away, as if something was chasing her behind. Fortunately, it was dark, otherwise others would be embarrassed to see their faces so red.

Xiaoxiao went back to the dormitory, his head still dead, until he heard Meijia say, "Xiaoxiao, get out of the way, you are blocking me." She just reacted and sat on the bed, her face still burning.

Meijia saw that Mix was a little abnormal today and asked with concern, "Mix, what's wrong with you? Your face is so red. Ah, no one will confess to you? " Your face is so red that you look just like you usually do. "

No, it's not. Don't talk nonsense, okay? Rustling immediately retorted loudly. Meijia smiled evilly and said, "It seems that you guessed right, but you denied it so quickly. Isn't there no money here? Just tell the truth, okay?

Rustling ignored her, thinking, I still don't know what's going on. How can I tell you? It's rude to say that I'm really worthless and I'm provoked by people talking in their sleep. Hey! Rustling tossed and turned and couldn't sleep tonight. I've been thinking about Chen Lin's strange words tonight. Obviously, there is no sign. Rustling knows that he has no amazing beauty. At best, he is handsome, and there is nothing else to choose from. Why do you suddenly confess to yourself? I even wanted to recall every scene when I met Chen Lin, trying to find clues, but I found nothing in the end. I thought, maybe it was just an expression from him, and finally I couldn't help falling asleep.

I got up at seven the next day. After washing, I looked at the timetable. There is no class in the first class. I was about to go to the poetry club as usual, when I suddenly remembered that strange sentence and began to hesitate to go.

"When is the bright moon? Ask about Sky Wine. I don't know what year the palace is. If you want to go home by the wind, I am afraid that Qionglou Yuyu will be lonely. " Suddenly, the phone rang, and Sasha Vujacic went to the pillow to get the phone, wondering who would call himself at this time. When I saw that the caller ID turned out to be Chen Lin, he would only call himself at night. At this time, there will be a phone call. Why has Chen Lin been so abnormal recently?

Xiaoxiao hesitated to answer, and the bell kept ringing. Xiaoxiao had to slide down the answer key and asked softly, "Chen Lin?"

"It's me, you come down, I'm downstairs."

"ah! Good ",rustling confused went downstairs. He really stood at the door with a bag in his hand and looked at himself with a smile. He had never seen Chen Lin smile like this, but he was very warm and handsome, which made Rustling, who had never been a nymphomaniac, stunned.

"Rustling, come here, what are you doing? I brought you breakfast, eat it while it's hot. " ? Chen Lin said with a worried face.

Sasha Vujacic doesn't know how to answer. Chen Lin is getting more and more strange. He even brought himself breakfast. Is it because he thanked me for taking care of him yesterday? This is a strange way to thank him. Is this the tall and cold Chen Lin I usually know? Coupled with yesterday's confession, rustling felt like dreaming. Am I really dreaming? Sasha Vujacic thought, and she patted her cheek hard.

"Ah, it hurts!" Only then did she finally believe that she was not dreaming.

After approaching him, he rubbed Mix's hair and said softly, "Haven't you woken up yet? How can we defeat ourselves? Yesterday was really hard for you. Let's go to the canteen for breakfast. This is a fried bag I bought in a long queue at the school gate, as well as soybean milk. Drinking this is good for girls. "

Rustling mechanically followed Chen Lin into the school cafeteria, and the noisy voice finally brought her back to her senses. She looked at Chen Lin doubtfully and said, "Why are you so nice to me all of a sudden?"

"I remember holding you yesterday and saying I like you, don't you remember? Rustling, be my girlfriend! I really like you. " Xiaoxiao is drinking soybean milk. Hearing this, I suddenly choked up. Chen Lin quickly took out her napkin and gently wiped her mouth.

Chen Lin looked at rustling eyes and said sincerely, "rustling, I'm serious. I think this is the easiest time for me to write poetry with you. I feel very warm when I see you. As the poem says, it is this feeling that the years are quiet and good. So I spent more and more time in the poetry club, just to see you. I remember the first time I saw you, your smart eyes looked at me faintly, without eyes.

"Oh, I am narcissistic and think my poems are not bad." Rustling self-deprecating said.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing, you go on, and then, how come I never find any signs that you like me?"

"Since then, you often come with Meijia. She always likes staring at me. I don't like this feeling, I feel uncomfortable, so I deliberately hide. Fortunately, she gave up, so I often go to the poetry club. I only paid attention to you occasionally at first. I thought you were quiet and comfortable. Your understanding is very strong, and your poetry writing skills have improved rapidly. Moreover, your poems give people a kind of freedom and tolerance. The girl who can write such a poem must be modest, enthusiastic and considerate, and your usual works, neither humble nor shocking, attract me more and more. I felt very happy when I was drunk and hugged you yesterday, which strengthened my determination to chase you. " Chen Lin looked at rustling seriously.

"Rustling, give me a chance to love you, will you?" Chen Lin asked carefully.

"Give me time to think!" Rustling wanted to think and said.

Chen Lin looked at Mix naughtily and said, "Well, I look forward to your good news. Then let's go to the poetry club later. I know that you have no classes in the first period. "

Mix didn't good the spirit: "good", thinking: I didn't expect Chen Lin to have such a rogue side. Why didn't I find it before? I thought he was just a little cold. Sure enough, all appearances make a fool of yourself. Is it lucky or unlucky that he has begun to turn to the poetry club?

When I arrived at the poetry club, Mix was not in the mood to read and write poems. Thinking about Chen Lin, Mix has never been in love before, and once looked forward to an unforgettable love like a girl in love with spring, just like Xia Zi, the fairy in A Chinese Odyssey, said: My Mr Right is a hero on earth, and one day he will marry me in a colorful auspicious cloud. However, my peach blossom was cut off by my teacher or parents before it officially started.

So I haven't been in love so far, and I'm looking forward to it. Seniors and sisters often say that it would be a pity not to fall in love in college. While I am young, I want to talk about a pure love. Even if we don't get together later, at least I have good memories to prove that I am young and ignorant.

So he wrote a sentence on a piece of paper: the seed of love has two guesses. May you always keep your promise, without distractions and encouragement, and have a deep friendship. I put this paper in front of him, ready to go to the second class. Before I reached the door, I was suddenly pulled by someone. I turned to look at Chen Lin and was about to speak. Suddenly he held him in the air several times. I heard Chen Lin shout happily: "Xiaoxiao, thank you for giving me this opportunity. I will love you very much. I promise not to let you down. "

I didn't expect Chen Lin to have such a childish side, and rustling was a little confused by him.

"Come on, I want to take you to a place you will definitely like." Chen Lin looked at rustling with anticipation.

Smiling and holding his head, he replied feebly, "Some other time, I have classes."

Chen Lin grabbed Mix and walked out, saying, "Don't go. What are the benefits of thinking class? I think your ideological consciousness is already very high. "

"How can you tell that my ideological consciousness is high?"

"Can't you explain the fact that you promised to be my girlfriend?" Chen Lin said with a smile.

"。 . 。" I thought: I am really narcissistic. It seems that I really don't know enough about this guy!

He dragged me out of the west gate before I could refuse. This door seldom goes at ordinary times. At first glance, it is a clearing. Walking on the criss-crossing paths, I vaguely smelled the flowers, which made me relaxed and happy. Then Chen Lin took me to the left and made a turn. It turned out to be a large plum blossom. Flowers with bright red in white are quietly hanging on the branches, which is particularly beautiful.

Chen Lin smiled and turned to look at Mix and said, "Isn't it beautiful? I found it by accident the other day and wanted to show it to you. I am very happy today. I hope you can accompany me here to see plum blossoms every year. " Okay, Sasha? "

"Well, I will always be with you." Rustling looked at Chen Lin seriously and replied.

Chen Lin hugged Mix gently, and the figure echoed this piece of Merlin from a distance, which was a kind of unspeakable harmony. They stayed in Meilin for a long time and didn't go back to school hand in hand until noon.

Later, Chen Lin kept his promise and took care of Mix. He delivers breakfast on time every morning. When he has dysmenorrhea, Chen Lin personally cooks brown sugar water for Mix. She feels very happy, and there is no better love in the world. Mix identified with Chen Lin in her life, and she thought they could grow old together. After graduation, they worked in the same city and rented a house with one room and one living room. Xiaoxiao regards this place as his home. Although small, it carries the happiness of two people and the vision for the future.

So now, she can't think of anything that will make Chen Lin break up with herself. When he arrived at Chen Lin Company, Xiao Xiao paid the fare and hurried to Chen Lin's office. His colleague told Mix, "Girl, just now her girlfriend came and they went out together. It is said that they are well matched, and girls are rare beauties. Don't tell me you two have similar temperament. Who are you?

When rustling heard his girlfriend, it was already very dull, but he didn't hear anything else. He sneered, "girlfriend? Then what am I? "

Said, and stumbled downstairs, thinking about when Chen Lin had a girlfriend again. Since they were together in college, Chen Lin has never been in contact with other women. He is not such a fickle person. How could he? I don't believe it. I must ask him clearly. Rustling thought.

When I went home by taxi, there was no one at home. Chen Lin never seemed to come back, so Mix dialed Chen Lin's cell phone, but the voice prompted him that his cell phone was turned off. Mix can only sit at home and wait for him to come back. He is completely confused and doesn't know what to do. He just sat there as if he had lost track of time.

In the buckling sound, the knock on the door suddenly brought Xiao Xiao back to reality, and he hurriedly got out of bed to open the door, shouting, "Chen Lin, I've been waiting for you all day." After opening the door, I saw a beautiful woman standing outside, with long hair fluttering, especially her eyes, very beautiful. Rustling looked at her and obviously felt that she was looking at herself. I really want to ask, when I heard her say, "You must be Chen Xiaoxiao. Hello, I'm Chen Lin's childhood friend. My name is Ai Xiaoxiao, which sounds very similar to your name, but mine is chic Xiaoxiao. You think it's a coincidence! " She looked at rustling with a smile.

I went on to say, "I came back from America three months ago and came here directly to find Chen Dage. We have been neighbors since childhood and have always had a good relationship. Before we were born, our parents had decided to marry early. If I hadn't studied abroad in college, maybe we would be married now. I think you know what I mean! " She looked at rustling with her head held high and asked

At that time, rustling almost went on the rampage. He has been waiting for Chen Lin, but he didn't come. His so-called childhood friends came to challenge him first. Suddenly, he got angry and shouted, "I don't understand, you are not welcome here at all!" " Conveniently preparing to close the door, she was stopped by Ai Xiaoxiao. She smiled hypocritically and said, "You don't have to worry. I'll explain it to you and I'll leave naturally. I'll tell you one more thing. I am pregnant for two months. Now you should understand. "

Hearing this, Mix hit her nerve like a bolt from the blue. After a while, she said weakly, "why not let him come and tell me himself?" What's the point of sending a mistress? "

"Who are you calling a mistress?" Ai Xiaoxiao asked.

"Are you. If you love Chen Lin, you won't leave him alone to go to the United States and never come back for several years. "

"Hum, you are not qualified to manage these things. The way forgave me. Why do you care? We have a relationship of 18 years. Haven't these four years been enough for you? Besides, you are just my body double. Do you think the way would care about you if it weren't for your eyes and my name? Hum, I'll tell him what you said. Take care of yourself! " Ai Xiaoxiao finished and turned away.

Xiao Xiao was left alone, feeling dejected, and said with a smile, "Oh, my body is double, such a bloody story happened to me." Chen Lin, since you have your childhood friends, why do you provoke me? What makes you think that just because I have the same name as her, you will chase me. Did you tell Ai Xiaoxiao about the drunken confession that day? Hahaha, it's so funny. " Rustling's face turned pale and his beautiful big eyes became dull.

Sasha closed the door, but he couldn't climb into bed. He didn't want to do anything, thinking: He is really a touching joke. Isn't it funny that Chen Lin looks at me every day? A body double has no proper consciousness and has been delusional all his life. Now that the Lord is back, should he leave? No wonder he often works overtime recently, even on weekends, so he went to find his childhood friends. Why, since he has found her, why didn't he let me go earlier? What is our relationship for several years, so cruel? Rustling thought all night.

The next day, hearing the door opening, Xiaoxiao jumped out of bed and opened the bedroom door. I saw Chen Lin at a glance. He was putting breakfast on the table and said softly, "Xiaoxiao, you are up." Come and have breakfast. I brought your favorite fried bun. "

"Fuck fried dumplings, because the first breakfast you brought me was fried dumplings, so I began to like fried dumplings. Are you being sarcastic? "

Rustling quickly approached Chen Lin, which was a slap in the face. "What is this? You are so calm with two feet on both sides, and my heart should be trampled by you so casually?" Chen Lin, after living for more than 20 years, I regret knowing you the most. " ? With that, he swept the breakfast on the floor with his arm. "Come on, Chen Lin, I'm waiting for your explanation. Is it because I've always been body double? Why did you drag me into something bad between you? "Asked the rustling a face looked at Chen Lin angrily.

"Sorry, Sasha Vujacic"

"Don't call me rustling. I'm disgusting. Who knows if your heart is calling your childhood sweetheart again, don't say sorry. If sorry is useful, what else do you need the law to do? Does an apology obliterate your cruelty? "

"It's my fault, rustling. I admit that I chased you because you are like rain in some places. She left me for America at that time. I was very sad. Later, I met you and saw that you seemed to see rain. Getting along with you makes me feel comfortable and can cure my inner pain. But later, during the communication in your, I gradually realized that you two are completely different, but I began to like you, and later I was very kind to you. I was going to propose to you at the end of this year, but I didn't expect Xiaoxiao to come back suddenly. I've been thinking about this for three months, and finally I can't let her go. I know I'm sorry for you, so I've been afraid to see you, and I don't even have the courage to say it, but I also know that if this continues, it will be the three of us. Sorry, Xiaoxiao, let's break up! "

"So you decided to leave all the pain to me, right? Chen Lin, you are a fucking asshole. My youth is really feeding dogs. You said stay together and break up. What makes you think I am? "

"I'm really sorry, rustling, if scold me can make you happy, you can scold! If you feel really wronged, I still have some savings in my hand to compensate you. "

"Go away, who cares about your money? Don't ever appear in front of me again. You'd better hide, otherwise I can't guarantee that I won't do something that you will regret for the rest of your life. "

"Ok, I'll go, I'll go, don't be angry, don't be angry." With that, he walked softly to the door.

"Get out!" There was a sound of closing the door. Rustling angrily raised the cup on the table and smashed it in front of everyone. The cup hit the wall and broke all over the floor. Just like the rustling heart at the moment, piece by piece, it can't be put together anymore.

Zhang Ailing once said: I married a red rose, and over time, the red one turned into a touch of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one was still so bright at the foot of my bed; Married a white rose, the white is the rice on the clothes, and the red is the Zhu Shazhi in my heart.

However, Chen Lin, I don't want to be you. I just hope we never meet again. You are a pain in my heart that can never be cured. If there is forgetful medicine, I will definitely drink it without hesitation. Seal all your memories.

If I could do it all over again, I'd rather we hadn't met, and you lifted me to the sky and fell heavily. This is a hundred times more painful than never. I will never forgive you!

I'm Kim Xi. I hope you like this story. Your love will be my motivation to continue writing.