10 8 is Tao Ran's birthday. In order to buy gifts, Su Zhi ran to different streets after school.

The summer after the last exam in senior three, Tao Ran asked her to wait downstairs. She clattered down in her pajamas, and the sultry smell of summer haunted people to go crazy. She ran as fast as she could with two cans of coke in the refrigerator at home.

When I went downstairs, Tao Ran was already waiting, still wearing the white shirt, and stretched out his hand and touched Su Zhi's head, looking a little embarrassed.

Su Zhi smiled and handed him a coke, and then pulled open the tab. Coke foam spilled all over the floor, and she didn't care. She swallowed the coke in one gulp, with a big smile on her face, which made Su Zhi look a little silly.

But the silly Su Zhi smiled and said to him gently, "Let's break up."

Looked at Su Zhi TaoRan stupefied.

Su Zhi took another sip of coke. She still smiled, but her eyes were not easy to detect, but she gritted her teeth and looked at Tao Ran.

"Tao Ran, in fact, when I finished the exam that day, I knew something. I don't think it's sweet to twist a melon. Stop pushing yourself. He Sisi is a good girl. She is really a good girl. She broke up with you voluntarily so as not to affect your college entrance examination. I don't like you anymore You always have her in your heart, so I don't like you. "

Su Zhi is still laughing. She looked at Tao Ran's face and became flustered, but suddenly she felt sad. She chose to break up with him because she didn't want to see him push herself. Besides, He Sisi is a good girl, and she should thank He Sisi for giving her the chance to be with him.

Although he doesn't love her.

Tao Ran is holding an iced coke. He doesn't know what to say. Finally, he spoke: "Actually, my ... my first wish is to fill in Beijing."

"That's good. It is very cold in winter in Beijing. You know I'm afraid of the cold, so I won't go to see you. You should take good care of yourself. " Su Zhixiao smiled. She kept smiling. He Sisi reported to Beijing, and she knew it. "I still prefer the warm south, so I will stay in Guangzhou."

"That's not bad either." Touching the cold coke, Tao Ran suddenly smiled heavily: "You should also take good care. I'll go first. "

"Very good." Su Zhi smiled at Tao Ran and walked away slowly, watching him open the coke and take a long drink. She didn't look back until she reached the corner. She turned around and tears snapped down her face.

That's great, Su Zhi.

02.

This is the eleventh year that Su Zhi secretly loves Tao Ran.

This is also the most depressing year in Su Zhi.

She thought that she could follow Tao Ran year after year, but she didn't expect that there would be another girl who was gentler, cuter and more careful than her.

That girl, her name is He Sisi.

Always wearing a tall ponytail, her face is always full of vitality, and her skin is almost transparent and white that all girls envy, and it is the kind of skin that is tender and smooth as milk and wants to reach out and touch. Su Zhi's Chinese is not very good, but in her words, it can only be beautiful, very beautiful.

Knowing that Tao Ran was with He Sisi, Su Zhi didn't shed a tear. She just called a table, drank noisily, and then fell asleep gloriously.

She thought this was the end of the story and the end of her long-term love.

Unfortunately, this is not the case. This is just the beginning of the story. Little did she know at that time that in the following years, she lived to He Sisi.

On the fifth day after waking up, I dragged Hu to the barber shop, turned beautiful and elegant long hair into lovely short hair, and secretly dyed it purple that can only be seen in the sun.

That's a totally different hairstyle from He Sisi's. It looks short and chic, but chic is just appearance. No one knows how Su Zhi sleeps till dawn every night, and no one knows that Su Zhi cries every day.

Even in order to avoid Taoran and He Sisi, she walked home around the road, although it took more than half an hour every day.

More than half of the semester of senior one has passed, and even Su Zhi's short hair has begun to grow quietly. Before Hu met her, she always called a tomboy, but now her hair grows behind her ears and between her neck, so she doesn't shout.

Time flies. She took the monthly exam and the mid-term exam, but in such a long time, she had never seen Tao Ran. Although she lived across the street, she never saw him again. She listens to nonsense. He Sisi is very sweet and often goes out in pairs.

That's good, at least she really gave up.

03.

When I saw Tao Ran again, just before the summer vacation, there was a party in my class, saying that I didn't have time to get together, so I should get together well.

Su Zhi didn't want to go that day, but somehow, she went anyway. She always thought it was because of Hu's persistent entanglement, because she knew that the male god Hu secretly loved was also in the party, but Hu kept his mouth shut and didn't know who it was.

This is the first time that Su Zhi saw such Tao Ran, drunk, blushing, hugging the singing boy and clamoring for another drink.

Tao Ran was so sad, just like a bird suddenly got wet and fell into the bottom of the sea.

She could feel Tao Ran's deep despair.

Finally, Hu told her in her ear, "Su Zhi, I'm afraid this will affect your college entrance examination, and I haven't dared to tell you. In fact, Tao Ran broke up with He Sisi a few days ago, saying that He Sisi didn't want Tao Ran to affect her study. Hey, I'm telling you, it's great for girls to get good grades nowadays. "

Su Zhi didn't speak, but his heart was as distressed as a needle for Tao Ran.

At that moment, Su Zhi knew that all her efforts had been reduced to ashes these days, and she still liked him as before.

When the performance was coming to an end, Tao Ran finally seemed to see Su Zhi. He sat down beside Su Zhi with a hint of drunkenness, stroking Su Zhi's soft hair. He hesitated for a long time before he spoke, "Su Zhi, your hair grows so fast."

In fact, it is not that Su Zhi's hair grows fast, but that Su Zhi has not seen him for a long time.

Su Zhi took his hand and smiled and said to everyone, "I'll take him home first."

A burst of boos broke out in the private room, and Su Zhi finally brought him out calmly in everyone's boos.

It's getting late and everything in the street is quiet. When Su Zhi helped Tao Ran to the park, Tao Ran refused to come forward. He put all his weight on Su Zhi, so Su Zhi had to sit on the cool chair in the park.

"Su Zhi." Tao Ran seems to be sober, and his cold voice is particularly clear in the park at night. He leaned against Su Zhi's shoulder and asked her, "Su Zhi, do you still like me?"

04.

Su Zhi and Tao Ran are childhood friends. She liked him for eleven years and chased him every time.

Grow up.

Although everyone knows that Su Zhi likes Tao Ran, Su Zhi never told Tao Ran that I like you.

She always thought he didn't know, but in fact he knew.

Under the cloudless night sky, everything seems very quiet. It took Su Zhi a long time to say slowly, "So you know."

Tao Ran straightened up from Su Zhi's shoulder and suddenly held her hand, which suddenly complicated Su Zhi's sad mood. Tao Ran's lips suddenly smiled. In the moonlight, that beautiful face was unusually bright, and he leaned against Su Zhi's shoulder again.

"If you still like me, then we will be together, ok?"

It was the happiest time in Su Zhi.

She goes shopping, eating and watching movies with Tao Ran. Tao Ran sometimes plays tricks on her and pretends to be a ghost in the cinema to scare her. Although she complained about Tao Ran's naivety every time, she was really happy during that time. Although she knew that Tao Ran didn't really like her, or that Tao Ran never liked her, in many cases, he stared at her as if he were looking at another person.

Happy times are always short, especially for Su Zhi. The winter vacation of Grade Two and the last semester of Grade Three are like a brilliant dream, which happened but nothing seems to have happened.

When He Sisi came to see her, she was not surprised.

In summer, cicadas almost opened the teaching building, and the hot summer made Su Zhi dizzy for a while.

"Su Zhi," she said, "you should know why I broke up with Tao Ran. Can I trouble you not to hurt him again? He and I are both people who want to take the college entrance examination. You drag him to the movies and go shopping like this. Do you think it's good for him, or do you really love him? "

He Sisi proudly raised his head, but there was a sob. "He is going to Beijing, I want to go to Beijing. Please don't let our goal fail. You know how much Tao Ran wants to go to Beijing and do well in the exam. "

Su Zhi didn't speak. She looked down at the white shoes under her feet, blinked and parted her slightly wet eyelashes.

The word love is too grand. She doesn't know what love is, but she looks at He Sisi and suddenly understands why Tao Ran likes her so much.

05.

At the end of August, I received a phone call from Hu.

Tao Ran and He Sisi both applied for Peking University. I heard that they were assigned to a department and still in the same major.

At that time, Hu asked her why she chose to stay in the local area. Even if she was not admitted to a key university with her grades, it would not be difficult to go to two ordinary universities.

Su Zhi just smiled and said, "I broke up with Tao Ran."

In the first month of college, she received a phone call from Hu. Hu on the other end of the phone was embarrassed, and finally he said that he was with He Sisi again.

Although I knew the direction of the story a long time ago, I couldn't help but feel a kind of pain when I knew the ending.

Su Zhi hangs up the phone.

It suddenly occurred to her that in the winter vacation of her sophomore year, she stood in the corner of the rooftop and watched a group of people playing the guitar. Tao Ran was originally unwilling, but he still blushed and played a song "Red Bean".

At that time, Faye Wong's Red Bean was popular all over the country, and she still remembered Tao Ran's voice.

"Haven't feel good, snowflake climate.

When we tremble together, we will know more about tenderness.

I didn't hold your hand and walk through the deserted sand dunes.

Maybe learn to cherish eternity from now on.

Sometimes, sometimes,

I will believe that everything has an end,

Get together and leave, sometimes.

Nothing will last forever ... "

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