When I came to school, I used to be a proud person. When I started school, I also recognized my ability. Whether it is the campaign department or the class cadre, I always feel that I can do it boldly as long as I am right, but there are always so many unexpected endings in the development of things. Yes, after entering the department for a period of time, I feel very lonely and confused, because I am called to the office by my seniors and sisters every day. But in the end, I don't know what I am busy with. I hated this feeling at that time. In desperation, I quit all the work in the department. However, after another wave of unrest, there was a contradiction between my class and my classmates because of the discipline inspection work. At that time, I was in a state of confusion and self-doubt I've been asking myself if it's wrong to be unsociable. What did I do wrong? Why are you doing this to me? Why is the attitude of the same thing to different people so different?

With the mood of a semester slipping away with time, that winter vacation, I traveled alone, passing by the sunset, watching the sea, walking through the noisy market and watching the dim night. It turns out that there are so many beautiful things in the world to look forward to.

Tell me about my own feelings. There are many objective factors in grades, and there are also some truths that college students understand. Most college students cram for the Buddha's feet at the end of the term, which also leads to a great lack of motivation to study. The focus of the exam has become the only expectation of every student for failing the exam. This is also the reason why contemporary college students are decadent, but you must study for technical knowledge and find horsepower for yourself. When you cannot change the environment, change yourself. Life depends on you, not teachers, not classmates. When you think you still have a dream, go after it. Don't give up when your life is neglected. Only you are the master of life. Even though my college life is a mess, I haven't given up on myself, and I am adding some knowledge to myself every day, because I know I don't want to be eliminated by society and looked down upon by my classmates.

How time flies in college. You will gain something and experience something. You will feel unfair and wronged. You will also be distressed by being out of group with others. You will also suffer, cry, complain and be confused because you don't know how to cater to others. But life is different. What's the difference in society? We are all trying to live and become better. We should always believe that the sunshine is always after the storm, and the university is not our destination.