Question 42: Of course you can't understand my feelings, and I don't want you to. たぃぃてほしぃぃぃぃぃぃてほしぃぃぃぃ𞊣𞊣𞊣 1235
Question 43, "たばかりだ" means that I have just finished something. That sentence means that I have just eaten, and now I am hungry. のに means a turning point. I just finished eating, but ...
Question 44. The こぅ line indicates that you have decided to go, but the きたぃ line indicates that you want to go. Based on the context, this sentence means that when choosing a university, you should seriously consider whether you really want to go to that university. Verb/adjective+かどぅか indicates two different results of things, such as ぉぃしかどぅか = delicious or not, やる.