Socialists are in universities.
Continue to study, at least dropping out of school is an escape method. Unless you plan to stay away from others all your life, even dropping out of school will not solve the fundamental problem. I don't know why you are so afraid of society, but what I want to say is, don't care too much about other people's opinions. Maybe it's too official, but the fact is that you can try to make changes from some small things. For example, try to make friends with roommates, try to go to the toilet generously, and try to open your heart. You know, in fact, not so many people care about you (it may be hard for you to accept this). Just be yourself.