I still remember the first time we met in the canteen.

That day, my friends and I were late because we were very busy.

The time is ready. 7: 00 p. m.

No sooner had we finished eating than we ordered a delicious meal.

Everyone sat down and chatted. Ben was already planning to leave.

As usual, I took a casual look at the entrance of the canteen.

See if aunt is closing the door.

Then, at the bright entrance, you appeared.

So eye-catching

You walked in with a briefcase, dressed in a well-tailored white shirt and black pants.

I was immediately attracted to you.

Your profile is so charming, just like the person I never forget.

At that moment, I saw him in a trance.

I cann't believe I blushed

My friend looked into my eyes and followed you all the time.

You cook, I watch you.

I'll watch you while you cook.

And then smiled at me mysteriously,

Say, Yang, you are interested in others.

I blushed at that time.

I don't know why.

I have been in college for three years.

I have never been so infatuated with anyone.

Just a glimpse

But this time I'm sure

I really seem to have a crush on you.

What about you?

Of course I don't know.

When I look into your burning eyes

When I care about your every move

My heart is like a deer.

Surprise and nervousness

Maybe it's because I care

In the days that followed,

I can meet you in the canteen almost every day.

Maybe you have eaten in this canteen before.

It's just that I didn't care about you then.

So it seems impossible to see you.

I find that as long as I am interested in one person and one thing.

Meeting in your will become very frequent.

It seems that I can meet unexpectedly every time.

It seems to tell you

You are a very predestined relationship.

I am a lonely person.

For the people around you, the surrounding environment

Little attention is paid to it.

but

Since I found out that I can meet you every time.

I found that I would change, too.

I always thought we were meant to be.

Because every time I turn around in the cafeteria,

I met you who cooked.

You are always behind me.

My turn must have caused you trouble.

Because we almost met.

It's just that you react so quickly every time.

At the moment I turned around.

Don't go any further.

then

move

change the direction

leave

I guess

What a coincidence!

I can meet you every time I turn around.

Are you as impressed with me as I am with you?

then

because of you

I eat in this canteen every day.

I used to eat in the canteen and never paid attention to others.

But ever since I met you,

Every time I go to the canteen

Will not settle down for a long time.

I'll look around.

See if I have met your figure.

Maybe it's because I'm too impatient

Many times.

My eyes are failing.

My strong pursuit of you

I can't get any response from you.

Everyone says unrequited love is bitter.

I have never seen that man before.

I always thought that secret love should actually be beautiful.

Until I met you.

Later, later

I finally prayed for a long time.

See the familiar figure again.

A glossy white shirt

Slim figure

I can hardly open my eyes.

I know I'll look you in the eye

But at the moment when the eyes are right.

I bowed my head.

I dare not look at you.

I dare not look you in the eye.

It's a pity

When I look up to you again

You've already left.

I suddenly got lost.

Blame yourself.

Why can't I look you in the eye?

Maybe everyone who has a secret crush is the same.

Feel humble

Especially since you happen to be someone my classmates know.

Listen to your classmates.

You are a very diligent and persistent person.

During the period of CET-4.

You insist on reciting English on the overpass at 7 o'clock every morning on time.

Until the end of the fourth level

I know you must have passed Band 4.

You are an active member of the association.

You are an excellent monitor in your class.

Tutto parla di te

I can only learn the tip of the iceberg from my friends.

But a word from my friend woke me up.

She said that a good man like him

There is only one reason for not having a girlfriend.

That is, his mind is not in love at all.

He devoted himself wholeheartedly to his studies.

After this

No matter how much I want to see you.

How I want to pretend to run into you

How I want to pretend to run into each other

Get up the courage to ask you for your phone number.

Or have the cheek to talk to you.

but

After I know your mind is not on it.

I tried to convince myself.

You can't influence others like this.

For nearly a month, I have been secretly in love with you.

My life has become very bad

Because my heart is in you.

Even if you don't know anything

Remember one night?

I go to the library to read books.

You are sitting on the table diagonally opposite.

I spent the whole night.

Two hours

I didn't read anything.

Just busy looking at you.

But I'm afraid of being known by you.

I watched you very carefully and secretly.

Watching you study hard

I hope the girl sitting next to you studying is me.

but

Finally, I couldn't finish reading the book.

I can't look at you with peace of mind

And left.

But what I didn't expect was

When I packed my things.

You left quietly.

When I turn my eyes to where you are sitting again

It's already empty.

I was really disappointed.

life

How can you have such an experience?

Let yourself be alone in front of yourself

I feel so humble.

I feel that I have a pair of eyes watching you in everything I do.

But in fact, the person you think is.

Those eyes don't exist.

But your heart still stubbornly tells you

There really are such people.

So a pair of eyes

Let you do anything unnatural.

Eat in the canteen.

Dare not eat too casually

You just walked in and saw it because you were afraid of eating ugly.

I'm afraid the way I sit reading and writing is too unfair. You just happened to see it when you accidentally looked here.

The man who is afraid of walking has gone too far, and you just saw him.

Everything, everything.

After paying attention to you

Become very unusual and unnatural

I make mistakes again and again.

My friends around me looked at me in surprise.

A person who has always been considerate.

How did you become so forgetful?

Always make mistakes in doing things.

I also suffered a lot for it.

I see.

I can't do this anymore.

Because I don't have the courage to tell you

I don't want to disturb your life.

I decided to end this unrequited love.

People say

Out of sight, out of mind.

I saw the sunglasses I bought last year when I was cleaning the table.

I picked it up and put it on.

I felt the light around me dim immediately.

Maybe this will do.

just right

The weather in Nanning is sunny.

Zvizdan

Wearing sunglasses is good for your eyes.

After putting on sunglasses,

My vision has shrunk a lot.

I haven't seen you much since.

I still wear sunglasses every day.

I remember seeing you once in front of the library.

I just took off my sunglasses.

I'm going in.

You just came out of the library.

Did we look at each other? I have forgotten.

But when I took off my sunglasses,

I know you saw me.

I tell you out of the corner of my eye.

You're surprised

It turns out that in the days when I wore sunglasses,

The number of times we pass by should not be too much or too little.

I deliberately put off going to the canteen.

Deliberately stagger your time

So a few days later,

Finally, we can't meet in the canteen anymore.

It seems that I can't see the familiar figure anywhere.

But I don't regret my decision.

Although sometimes I see people who look like you.

? I will also stop.

But I know

I can only get disappointed.

because

We shouldn't be together.

Because when I started caring about you,

We will see each other often.

Because I remembered the time when you arrived at the canteen.

I happened to go at that time.

So I happened to meet you.

When I didn't go there on purpose

I won't see you.

I guess

If there is such a coincidence in this world.

If it is not deliberately pursued, it should exist.

But I should learn to let go.

I want to use this article to commemorate my secret love.

Thank you for giving me that exciting feeling.

After meeting you, my heart has been very calm.

There is a ripple.

But there is no smoke without fire.

I can't even see you.

The excitement in my heart gradually settled down with the washing of time.

I finally stopped thinking about you recently.

I finally understand.

Like a person's feeling and helplessness

I have listened to this song again and again.

I fell in love with this song after I met you.

-"Why not me"

Because I'm just like the lyrics say

Why? Oh, why

Tell me why it's not me

Why? Oh, why

Write this kind of emotion with nowhere to put it.

Think of it as a little box in your heart.

Finally, I hope you can have a good life.