One of the reasons for depression is anxiety about hometown. What really makes me sad is that I don't have a real friend in a different place, and I have to do everything myself. What broke me down was the friendship in the university dormitory. She told me that I am very tired in class, but in the dormitory, I will try my best to relieve fatigue.
In the dormitory, whether the air conditioner in the dormitory is on or off, and whether the temperature is large or small has become a sensitive topic in the dormitory. The slightest move will make roommates unhappy. Worry so much, regardless of them, happiness is the most important thing, and walking smoothly is the most handsome. I don't know what loneliness is, maybe it has been like this until now.
Eating alone, reading alone, writing alone in front of the computer, and walking alone on the road are my recent normality. The highest point of loneliness is that I think if I don't go home all night, no one will call myself and ask, when will you come back?
As for a person's experience, you just need to eat Haidilao yourself. Loneliness gives me more time to think for myself. I don't need to blend in with anyone's thoughts. Because I have time to be alone, but I have been alone for so long that I even forgot to take into account other people's ideas when getting along with others. Maybe that's how the discomfort in other people's eyes comes from.
Lonely, he really has the power of silence. I always believe that any successful person has gone through this road called loneliness. Go back to the happy place. We all need to protect ourselves.