Death is the biggest secret in the world.
Remember her original appearance, that is, the best gift I can give each other.
You are my best soldier.
5. Remember my wife in white gauze.
6. The last dream in her life, or the last dream she recorded, was the day before her death: "I dreamed that they cut my body open and found that I had two hearts, one of which was smaller and different in color. The heart was hidden behind the bigger one, so they didn't find it at first. I was very surprised when they told me about it, but the doctor said it was normal. He said that most people have two hearts, but we just don't know it. "
This dream made me lost in thought, but not because it was the last dream. It's true, isn't it? Don't we all have two hearts? The secret heart is curled up behind the well-known heart that we use every day, living withering and shrinking. I remember one night a year ago or earlier, I was lying next to Lucy and couldn't sleep. I don't know why, but I remembered a girl I knew in college, when we dated for about six or seven weeks. Strictly speaking, we are not boyfriend and girlfriend, at least not for her, but I did love her deeply. It's a little embarrassing to say. After so many years, it still hurts me to think that she didn't return my love. How did this happen? I'm confused. How can you lie next to the person you love the most, next to the woman who loves her more than herself, and think hard about the woman who hurt us so many years ago? There is no doubt that this is of course a betrayal of two hearts. Its muscles are tightly bound, just like the fingertips tightly wrapped with a string, which turns blue due to lack of blood. That feeling of regret is squeezed out from this.