It was she who brought me into a completely strange world. Do these legends really exist in my world?
Chang Xia, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be happy and sad all through high school. Now when I think of holding your hand and returning to high school in an instant, I will feel that I am still the rebellious girl.
It is said that good girls go to heaven and bad girls are everywhere. When I, a bad girl, returned to Asakawa to get married and have children, what about you?
My name is meet. When I was a freshman, I transferred to Asakawa No.1 Middle School and met a girl named Chang Xia, who was my deskmate.
I first noticed her because she helped me at the school gate. Later, I asked her why she helped me. She said, "I have 66 high school classmates in my life, but I only met one high school deskmate."
I didn't have any friends at that time, and it felt good to be cared for. Like the warmth of the sun. Even after many years, I still think so
When I was a freshman, I came back at half past eleven almost every night. Chang Xia helped me open the door and watched her creep. The temperature of the cup of milk and dry towel prepared in rainy days has gradually become my habit with the long summer.
Chang Xia never knew, because she would wait for me every night, so I wouldn't be afraid on the way back. I don't feel cold when the rain falls on me. Maybe knowing that someone is waiting for me will make me very brave.
That day, Chang Xia and I went to buy clothes for Li Yanran. I cried in shame because we didn't have enough money. I haven't cried since my grandmother died. I told Chang Xia about my experience.
Chang Xia said, I feel ashamed.
On Chang Xia's birthday, I didn't prepare a birthday present. I sang a song for her. I saw the light on their faces, which strengthened my determination to sing. I hope to infect more people with my singing.
Senior two, arts and sciences. It seems that everyone has changed. Lu Zhiang was silent. Chang Xia and Xiao Si went to Class 7 of liberal arts, while I stayed in Class 3 of science. Since Chang Xia left Class Three, I haven't spoken in class, only occasionally chatting with Lu Zhiang. Every class, I will lie on the balcony, looking at the opposite balcony, watching Chang Xia wave happily, although most of the time, Chang Xia didn't see it.
Sometimes I ask Lu Zhiang, will it be lonely to leave our company? Lu Zhiang just laughed, didn't speak, and then said without a trace of emotion, in fact, you will be very lonely without Long Xia, so I hope to hear similar words from my mouth. I am such a person that I won't say it even if I am sad and lonely.
In the third year of high school, Chang Xia and I went to get our ears pierced and bought a pair of earrings, one for each person.
But this year on Christmas Eve, I left.
Beijing is my dream. Chang Xia stood in front of me and kept crying. I told her that I must not cry, otherwise I would be very sad when I left and I would miss her more in the future.
I put my face on the glass and saw Chang Xia running after the train. At that moment, I heard Chang Xia's cry. I covered my mouth and burst into tears.
Life in Beijing is very hard. Half a year later, I returned to Asakawa with the bridge, but Chang Xia didn't know it. I don't want her to see me down and out, look at camphor and think of the same memories.
When we met again, it was many years later.
It was Lu Zhiang who returned to Beijing after many years, and everyone was very happy. In KTV, I saw Xiao Si looking at Chang Xia happily. Finally, we all found happiness, my bridge, your Fu Xiaosi. Changxia, we will always be happy, right?
On the day of the final of Light and Shadow Stage, I failed. Chang Xia's crying and her choked words echoed in my ears. Which bastard is it? I tried to comfort her, but I choked up. I know who is pressing the yellow light. I can't say.
The last time I saw Chang Xia was in front of the police station, when our new painting collection "Winter Solstice" was released. Lu Zhiang escaped after wounding Feng Yi.
Unexpectedly, the last thing I said to her was: Tell Lu Zhiang to run as far away as possible. Tears kept flowing out of Chang Xia's eyes and fell on my face in big drops.
After calling for three days, I couldn't find Chang Xia. I saw Xiao Si with a ragged beard on his chin and lips. He grabbed my hand. "Have you ever seen Chang Xia? I can't find her. "
At that moment, I knew that Chang Xia had left us, even her favorite Fu Xiaosi.
Many times, when I wait by the roadside, when I come out with a big bag of things from my convenient bag, when I am in a daze under the camphor tree in Asakawa No.1 Middle School, I will feel that you are by my side and have never left.
You were always there and never left.