I am ashamed to say that since last June 1 1, I have only tutored Zhao Shengyong twice, and my other mentor, Fang Sui's father, I have never even met him.
When I first met Zhao Shengyong, I asked him, "Don't I have two students in charge? He replied, "The other buddy, he, you may not see him. He has a lot of tutoring after class. "So I had to give up.
From 1 1 to 65438+2, I invited Zhao for tutoring many times, but I couldn't get in touch with him because of the school regulations that students were not allowed to go in and out freely (there was no good communication at that time) and Zhao Shengyong told me before that he was not allowed to attend evening self-study classes (it seems that he didn't want to attend) because of family reasons. Later, at the end of 65438+February, I was busy with the final exam and didn't have a chance to tutor, so I took the winter vacation until now.
The last counseling was at the end of 65438+February, before the final exam of senior three in Haidian District. I gave Zhao Shengyong an afternoon physics and chemistry class. In addition, I also listed a planned review outline. I hope I can take him through this book in a planned way, clear all his knowledge blind spots, and strengthen his basic skills and understanding of knowledge points. However, Mr. Zhao doesn't seem to approve my study plan very much, and thinks that I don't pay enough attention to it and my level is limited. This is embarrassing.
It stands to reason that although I think tutoring should be a two-way and mutual choice process, if I really want to tutor, I should be able to urge him all day, drag him out of home or school and force him to tell him something. But I can really see his reluctance and confusion from his eyes-I am a weak person. Once I meet a boy who is better than me, I am always too lazy to refute. So since he didn't want to find me, I helped him. A typical performance is that after the first tutorial, he proposed to study my science notebook in senior three, but repeatedly avoided my request to make an appointment for tutoring. From this incident, I can see that he may have more confidence in his self-study ability (although when he saw me for the second time after copying my notes, he vomited, "I don't think you wrote anything useful in that book, do you?" 」)。
To tell the truth, I understand Zhao Shengyong very well and believe him. When people are so nervous about the college entrance examination, they are more likely to believe in themselves and familiar things, rather than unexpected things. When I was in senior three, I was also rebellious. Almost didn't hand in my homework. Sometimes when I sleep in class, I spend all my energy studying textbooks and summing up wrong questions by myself. In the third year of senior high school, I exercised my self-study ability in this way and was finally admitted to University of Science and Technology Beijing. This wonderful experience has benefited me for life. Therefore, I also think that Zhao's choice is not wrong.
Yes, I am not qualified for the salary provided by the school, but I still think I should make this clear responsibly. The college entrance examination is the college entrance examination for students-I want to say again that students have their own review plans, which is a very good thing. Zhao Shengyong has been learning knowledge by self-study, and he has more confidence in his mathematics and physics, which is a good sign. Every time I look at his expression when thinking, I can see a little tenacity and perseverance. I'm sure he will get good grades. So I thought, maybe my level is too poor, maybe he is not suitable for the mode of tutoring, so I may have to let go.
Although we often say that we should look for reasons from ourselves when something goes wrong, when I first met him and saw Zhao Shengyong's vacant, frightened and disdainful eyes, I knew that he must have participated in this activity for no reason. In fact, those of us who take part in this activity are at a loss. Not only did we kick the ball on the issue of salary in the university and the affiliated middle school at the beginning, but the cooperation and attention of the school to this work also made me somewhat uncomfortable. For example, when I was in the third year of high school, the school always arranged evening self-study, but in order to shirk the responsibility of traffic safety, students without parents were not allowed to pick it up in the middle school attached to Beijing University of Science and Technology-they were all adults! The school does not provide teaching points. Do all tutors find their own classrooms to teach? For us little tutors, at least for me, I don't think it's a question of money. Even if I don't get the money, I want to do something and take on the responsibility as a teacher, but my ability to accept the environment is limited-I'm too ignorant to do what others say, so I can't. Thank you.
I hope my two clients-one has met and the other has never met-can get good grades in the college entrance examination. Thank you.
Finally, I would like to thank University of Science and Technology Beijing and the secondary school affiliated to HKUST for providing me with this exercise opportunity. I made many friends, broadened my horizons and learned a lot. Thank you.
20 16 March 15