If so, let's put learning first for the time being. There are no perfect people in the world, so don't take others' bad words to heart. If a boy can't even accept a few taunts from a girl, it means that your heart is not strong enough. When I was still at school, I couldn't live if I stepped into the society. So you must adjust your mentality, give yourself some motivation to study hard, and show yourself to those who laugh at you in the future.