A letter written by Ma Jiajue before his execution.
It's raining in the spring of Spring City, and it's chilly.
I looked at the rusty grating and thought of my poor parents. In order to provide education for their children, his parents worked in the fields in the dark early in the morning, burning candles and clothes at 50 cents each. On that occasion, my mother lost 100 yuan, and she said sadly that she earned it by ironing 200 clothes. I looked at my mother's sad face, so I threw the 100 yuan I earned as a coolie on the ground and said to my mother, Mom, this is your 100 yuan! My mother gave me a wry smile, but in fact my mother knew I had lost it.
I'm not afraid of suffering alone. I can't bear to watch my parents suffer I have been in college for several years and have never asked my family for a penny. I always hope that my parents will not work hard for me. They are old and have worked hard all their lives. How can they bear to increase their burden? But the tuition is high, and I have to sell coolies myself, so I can't delay my study. I work as a coolie silently and only secretly eat two steamed buns a day.
In fact, I am more afraid of cold in winter, because I am from the south, but in order to save a few dollars for a hot bath, I insisted on taking a cold bath all winter. I'm shivering with cold. I smiled and said to my classmates: we young people need exercise. I didn't have shoes to wear that day, so I was embarrassed to go to class. It was not until the school gave me some relief that I bought a pair of cheap slippers.
My family has always been poor. I grew up in poverty. I have experienced the hardships at home since I was a child. When I was a child, I felt sorry for my parents' hard work, and I just wanted to reduce my parents' burden a little through my own little hands. I said: Mom and Dad, you have worked hard. I have cooked the meal. Eat quickly!
I have been studying hard, and my neighbors and middle school teachers in the village know that I am a studious, gentle and honest student. I won the second prize in the National Olympic Physics Competition in middle school, but I was discriminated against and unhappy when I went to high school. However, in the months near the college entrance examination, I resisted the pressure from all sides and studied hard, so a poor student achieved excellent results. My college entrance examination score exceeded the key line of Guangxi province by more than 50 points, and I can go to famous schools such as Wuhan University and Harbin Institute of Technology. However, considering the higher consumption in places far from home, I chose a place closer to the region with a consumption level.
I am full of hope, a farmer's child, with a simple and honest duty, came to Yunnan University. When I saw the four characters inscribed by Chairman Mao: "Yunnan University", my heart stirred up a ripple of sunshine. I am determined to continue to work hard, learn my major well, find a good job, repay my parents well, change the fate of poverty, make good use of my knowledge to work hard for society and the country, be a respected person seriously and make a contribution to society.
How did I find out after I entered the university?
Most people don't like reading books, and they talk about girls every night, which girl is sexy and beautiful, which girl is better with * * * *, while rich children boldly find girlfriends and swagger to rent a house next to the school to live together.
Everyone loves to play computer games, and everyone laughs at me for being a bumpkin. I can't do this or that, so I learned to play computer games in order to get along well with my classmates. And because I have a natural IQ, I play games better than them, and I will be more interested in playing computers in the future. I also bought an old computer with my part-time money and borrowed some money. I am generous, my computer classmates can play at any time, and I also hope to get along with my classmates.
Time flies. After a few years in college, I basically didn't go home during the winter and summer vacations, and worked hard to make money in Kunming. I also comforted my parents: Mom and Dad, I had a good time in Dayun, and the teacher often invited me to their home. In fact, every time I say such a thing, my heart is empty. Sometimes I cook a meal every two days and often eat two steamed buns a day.
I have never been afraid of suffering, nor have I resented anyone, and I have never wanted to steal or rob because I have no money.
I am strong, I am proud of myself, I am right to my parents, I am right to myself, I am right to my classmates, and I am right to society. However, there are always some students who discriminate against me intentionally or unintentionally, and sometimes they say something that hurts my heart. They think I dress strangely, and they think I behave strangely. I began to work quietly. I don't want to be regarded as an alien. Fortunately, I thought I had several good fellow villagers and classmates, so that I could ignore the discrimination and personality contempt of those classmates.
Many college boys are boldly pursuing their favorite girls, and many boys are in love. In this atmosphere, with the encouragement of several classmates, I also boldly wrote a love letter and gave it to a girl who had a secret love for a long time. Because I am ugly and have no money, I am very rustic and introverted. In front of many people, the girl tore up my letter engraved with sincere dedication without mercy. I'm just in pain. I don't hate anyone. I just don't think I deserve her. I said the same thing to my parents: I have self-knowledge, I don't fall in love, and college students should focus on their studies.
Time flies. I'm going to graduate from college. I only have one semester left to graduate.
Last winter vacation, I still didn't go home and still worked as a coolie in Kunming. There are still a few days before school is over, and some students came to school early. Everyone probably went back to school early to find a job. I am very happy, because I am so lonely all winter vacation. I am not afraid of hardship, but I am afraid of loneliness. I am enthusiastic when I see my classmates. They asked me to play cards to kill time, and I gladly accepted. Actually, we used to play cards, but there is no need to hide it. My IQ is really high, so I often win at cards. Several classmates suspected me of cheating, but I insisted that I didn't. Who knows those three classmates who usually think that I have never discriminated against me, that they have always treated my classmates equally, and they even hurt me and ravaged my personality. They also exposed many scars of my past, including the girl who tore up my love letter. I can stand any hardship, poverty and hard life, and I can also stand discrimination and contempt from others.
Everyone has been like this for a long time, fiercely discriminating against me and ridiculing me cruelly. My heart hurts, and tears fall quietly. I am a strong person. I have never been defeated by a hard and poor life, but when my personal dignity was destroyed, when my past pain was ridiculed again, my heart was bleeding, and I was trampled as a classmate with a slightly better relationship!
It's hard to get a foothold in this atmosphere. They were cruel to me, and they didn't give me a way out or leave me a way out. After they insulted me to the fullest, they were still so arrogant and happy, because their living conditions were still relatively good and they still had the capital to play with girls. My sad heart can't find a place to go, and they always show me incisive insults.
I have no way out. I decided to destroy all the jade. I decided to teach a lesson to those who discriminate against and despise the poor. I decided to teach a lesson to those who mercilessly trample on the human dignity of the poor.
I was discriminated against and despised by others before, but this time I was so incisively and vividly shown by them. They mocked the ruthlessness of the moment and insulted the face of the moment, which made me make up my mind. Finally, I bought a stone hammer and ended their lives. So I ran away. I thought I would turn over a new leaf in a place where there was no discrimination or insult after I was arrested. If I get caught, I will die. I'm not afraid of death. I just want the death penalty. I don't want to be sentenced to life imprisonment, because that will bring pressure to my parents! Now many people say that I am a murderer and that I killed my eyes. In fact, psychologically speaking, I just want to kill those who trample and spoil others' personality mercilessly, and I don't want to hurt innocent people.
When another classmate of mine came to see me, I didn't kill him, because I didn't discriminate against me when I was poorest, and I was given food. I deeply understand the value of human true feelings. I once said to myself: the grace of dripping water is rewarded with a spring. I will definitely repay this classmate, but now I have left forever regret, and there is no chance to repay this classmate again! But I finally want to send a word to my classmates: good people get good results!
I heard the song floating in, as if it were "A Bell Man in a Dream", a familiar melody. I remembered the arrival of my uncle and aunt, who often helped my family. Although our family is poor, everyone cares about each other. Everyone feels very happy, without discrimination and contempt, and never knows what personality trampling is. I really want to live in my village like Tao Yuanming and look at the clear water every day.
Dad, mom, I'm sorry, my son is unfilial, and my son will definitely let you live a good life in the next life. The police summoned me again. hellip& amphellip
Ma Jiajue incident.
In 2004, four people were killed in the dormitory of Dayun University, which triggered a nationwide "Ma Jiajue Incident".
On February 23, 2004, the Public Security Bureau of Kunming City, Yunnan Province, after receiving the report, found four male bodies killed by blunt instruments in a dormitory cabinet in the student apartment of Yunnan University.
On February 25th, Yunnan Provincial Public Security Bureau issued an A-level wanted order offering a reward of 654.38+0.8 million yuan for the arrest of Ma Jiajue, a murder suspect in Yunnan University. The victims were all students from Ma Jiajue.
On February 26th, the Public Security Department of Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region issued a wanted order offering a reward of 50,000 yuan for the capture of Ma Jiajue. Earlier, the police found out that Ma Jiajue was from Binzhou Town, Binyang County, Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region.
On March 1, the Ministry of Public Security issued an A-level wanted order against Ma Jiajue, a fugitive murder suspect. The public security organ offered a reward of 200,000 yuan for a nationwide public wanted.
On March 6th, when interviewed by reporters, Ma Jiajue's father wrote a letter from home to persuade his son to turn himself in. He said in the letter: "You usually say that you should repay your parents when you grow up. We have been crying every day since you disappeared. Your mother is very ill. How much she wants to see you! & amphellip& amphellip's son, you have been a good boy who respects your parents since you were a child. We believe that you will not let us suffer this pain forever. "
In early March, the Ministry of Public Security launched a nationwide investigation against Ma Jiajue, and dozens of "suspects" appeared all over the country.
The police found out that on February 5, 2005, Ma Jiajue twice withdrew cash 350 yuan and 100 yuan from Xuefu Road Savings Office of Yunnan Industrial and Commercial Bank. From February 8 to 13 and February 15, Ma Jiajue inquired about the geography, transportation and employment of Ganzhou City, Jiangxi Province, Shaodong County, Hunan Province and Guangzhou City, browsed the relevant regulations on the production and verification of identity cards, and browsed the websites of the Ministry of Public Security and the Public Security Department of Guangxi Zhuang Autonomous Region. Surfing time is concentrated in 165438+ 0 pm to 7 pm the next day.
On March 12, the Guangdong Provincial Public Security Department forwarded the "Report on the Clues of the Ministry of Public Security's Investigation of Ma Jiajue": The police investigation found that it was very likely that Ma Jiajue would leave Kunming for Guangdong by train on the afternoon of February 17, 2004, involving trains and time: 2060 Kunming &; Mdash Zhanjiang, the time is 20: 41; 1 166 Kunming &; Mdash Guangzhou, time 23: 23. Ma Jiajue was captured in Hexi District, Sanya City, Hainan Province at about 7: 30 pm on March 15.
On April 22, Kunming Intermediate People's Court held a public hearing on Ma Jiajue's case of suspected intentional homicide and incidental civil action, and made a criminal incidental civil judgment on April 24, finding Ma Jiajue guilty of intentional homicide, sentenced to death and deprived of political rights for life; The plaintiff and Tang Xianhe were ordered to pay compensation of RMB 20,000, the plaintiff Shao and Huang Xiemei RMB 20,000 and the plaintiff Yang Shaoquan and Ma Cunying RMB 20,000. After the verdict was pronounced, Ma Jiajue failed to appeal within the statutory time limit, and the Kunming Intermediate People's Court reported Ma Jiajue's death sentence to the Yunnan Provincial High Court for approval.
At 9: 00 am on June 17, 2004, Yunnan Higher People's Court ruled that Kunming Intermediate People's Court sentenced Ma Jiajue to death and deprived him of political rights for life. At the end of the sentence, Ma Jiajue was taken to the execution ground for execution.
After examination, the Yunnan Higher People's Court held that Ma Jiajue ignored the national laws, because he could not correctly handle interpersonal relationships, and made enemies with his classmates because of trivial matters, that is, he had the evil thoughts of revenge and murder. After careful planning and preparation, he killed four classmates in cold blood, subjectively intentionally depriving others of their lives, and objectively carrying out the act of illegally depriving others of their lives, which has constituted the crime of intentional homicide. In the whole criminal process, Ma Jiajue's murderer was determined and cruel; Hiding the victim's body after murder and absconding for fear of sin are extremely harmful to society, with particularly bad circumstances and serious consequences, and should be severely punished according to law. Defender Ma Jiajue's defense opinion is that Ma Jiajue has a good attitude of pleading guilty and shows repentance, which is true, but Ma Jiajue's crime is extremely serious and will not be given a lighter punishment. The judgment of the first instance is accurate, the sentencing is appropriate and the trial procedure is legal. Therefore, it made a ruling and approved the Kunming Intermediate People's Court to sentence Ma Jiajue to death for intentional homicide.
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