My name is xx, 19xx, and I was born in a worker's family in xx city./kloc-0 joined the Communist Youth League in 1994, and/kloc-0 submitted my application for membership at the end of 1996. Now I am studying in xx class of xx Department of xx University.

I voluntarily joined the China * * * Production Party and became a glorious party member. Because the China * * * production party is the vanguard of the working class in China, a loyal representative of the interests of the people of all ethnic groups in China, and the leading core of the socialist cause in China. The ultimate goal of the Party is to realize the socialist social system. As a party activist, we must first solve the problem of why we should join the party. Because the motivation of joining the Party is the subjective reason that urges me to join the Party, which fundamentally determines the quality and behavior that I should have as a party member, and also reflects my personal world outlook and outlook on life. In fact, the correct motivation to join the party did not happen overnight, but gradually came to me through more than three years of study and thinking.

Next, I will talk about the psychological mileage of my motivation to join the party in detail.

When I first submitted my application for joining the Party, I saw someone else writing an application for joining the Party. If I hadn't written it, I would be afraid of the teacher. My classmates said I didn't want to make progress, so I followed the crowd and wrote an application. But what I wrote in the meantime was copied and learned from party member's father. In fact, I lacked a real understanding of the party at that time. Although I have attended several party classes, I still know little about the basic knowledge of the party and have no urgent desire to join the party ideologically. This is a political attitude that is not serious and serious to the party and individuals. Later, on the eve of high school graduation, I saw that some students had joined the party and gained a certain prestige among them, so I quickly wrote several ideological reports, hoping to get this honor and spiritual satisfaction one day. In fact, this is a manifestation of impure motivation to join the party. Joining the party is not to show off to others, let alone to satisfy your vanity. But to be loyal to the party, serve the people wholeheartedly, and play a vanguard and exemplary role in study and life. When I was a freshman, I learned the basic knowledge of the Party in an Introduction to the Basic Knowledge of the Party. At the same time, I have more time and opportunities to get in touch with party member around me, and my political vision has been expanded. Seeing that there are unhealthy tendencies at present, I hope to join the Party organization, be an excellent party member and redefine the image of the Party. Now this view is very one-sided and narrow. The reason for this erroneous idea is that our understanding of the party is still too vague. We can't deny that some party member are vanguard fighters of the proletariat just because they have shortcomings, which has always affected our understanding of party spirit. A few degenerate party member cannot be equated with Party organizations, and they cannot represent the Party. After these cognitive changes, I think the most important thing before joining the party is to have a correct and comprehensive understanding of our party. My motivation to join the party was denied three times by myself, and my thoughts seemed to be inactive again. I'm afraid I'll go in the wrong direction and take a detour. At this time, my father's education gave me great enlightenment. On weekdays, I like to discuss my thoughts with my father best, because he is not only the person who knows me best, but also an old party member. He was not surprised by my repeated changes, but praised me. He said that it is my "compulsory course" to explain my understanding of the party again and again and establish a correct motivation to join the party. He told me that joining the party is your own business. Just like studying, the important thing is the ability to think independently. Observing, summarizing, extending, reading, studying and thinking all require great efforts. Some people need to keep on thinking about joining the party for a period of time or even a lifetime, including redefining their own motives for joining the party more completely. After that, I made up my mind to form my real motivation to join the party through my own study and thinking. I think I must combine the transformation of my thoughts with my actions properly, so that I can link every thought with every practice, make progress in my study and do it with experience, and really demand myself to work hard like a party member.

In the study, we should be more clear about the learning purpose, correct the learning attitude, find ways to find problems, constantly improve the learning methods, and study hard. Although sometimes my grades don't improve much or even drop occasionally, I always try to get rid of the shadow of poor grades, sum up lessons, invest in new learning and persevere. For a long time, I have been permeated with the idea that I am an activist to join the party. In group activities, I actively participate in and cooperate with everyone to complete the collective task. In life, unite your classmates, give full play to your role, do something within your power, and help and care for your classmates. For example, when you hear that your classmates are ill, you will visit and greet them. I heard that my friend was in a bad mood, so I went to comfort him. During my tenure as a class cadre, I earnestly performed my duties, injected great enthusiasm into class affairs and classmate relations, and persisted in exercising my ability to do class work well and learn professional courses well. I also used my spare time to learn the basic knowledge of party constitution and the Party, actively participated in the activities of the party class study group, and read books and articles such as Manifesto of Producers' Party, On party member Cultivation of * * * Production, Red Star Shines on China, and Development of Socialism from Utopia to Science, which greatly deepened my understanding of * * * productism and gained certain theoretical literacy and correct theoretical knowledge. As an activist to join the Party, during the application period, I regularly reported my thoughts to the Party organization and the introducer to join the Party, and actively participated in relevant activities organized by the Party organization: attending party classes, participating in study groups for party classes, and attending the party member Development Conference. All these behaviors play an important role in improving one's ideological understanding. I understand that we must persevere in striving to join the Party through practical actions. From the day you apply to join the Party, you should strive to be a veritable party member with a correct attitude and sincere efforts.

As a person who actively strives to join the Party, I should not only be a qualified college student, but also be a caring person and advocate of the Party's line, principles and policies. In my daily life, I actively care about current affairs and politics, especially the news and comments on the program, line, principles and policies formulated by the party. Recently, I saw the news of the successful conclusion of the Fifth Plenary Session of the 15th Central Committee of the Communist Party of China (CPC). I am glad to learn that the meeting deliberated and adopted the Central Committee's proposal on formulating the 10th Five-Year Plan for national economic and social development, which set new goals for economic and social development in the next five years, because I will also do my part for the society and the country as the builder of this Five-Year Plan. Looking back at the past from the present starting point, a generation in the war years shouldered the heavy responsibility of national liberation with great wisdom and courage. After the Asian financial turmoil, the CPC Central Committee took the overall situation into consideration, responded flexibly and solved a series of strategic problems. Looking ahead, with the further deepening of reform, there are still many major problems to be solved in development and stability. The motherland needs development and talents. From five to fifty years, Tsinghua people has always promised to "work for the health of the motherland for fifty years". As a Tsinghua people and an activist to join the Party, I will move closer to the Party step by step, study hard and climb hard. I watched the life and death choices in June+10, 5438. This movie gave me great shock and inspiration. Because the people hate corruption, and the bureaucracy and local protectionism of some leading cadres have affected the anti-corruption process of the central government to some extent. From beginning to end, this film runs through the central government's spirit of strictly administering the party and opposing corruption. It deeply and mercilessly exposes and criticizes corruption, which makes people happy and full of confidence in the central government's anti-corruption work and firm determination. What impressed me the most was that the hero Li Gaocheng was fearless of evil, resisted temptation, and was frank and upright, which deeply planted an image of a public servant that party member should be.

This film made me think about party member's consciousness and character. Should leading cadres, especially those in party member, be more vigilant? Should we be stricter with ourselves? Our title of * * * producing party member is not an amulet for those corrupt elements to violate the law and discipline. Those who discredit party flag are the most shameful people. Based on my understanding, I think whether you have party member consciousness is the main difference between party member and the general public. Party member's consciousness is embodied in all aspects, with firm political principles and the concept of keeping close contact with and relying on the masses, because "caring for the Party and the masses is more important than caring for individuals and others.